A/N: Yeah, I am expecting some hate mail for this one…

One week since the reconciliation and Jane felt even better Maura and Rachel had reached six months while Jane and Jennifer were going on almost a month. Even though Jane loved Maura she had to admit she cared a lot for Jennifer, did she love her that couldn't be established but she did have feelings for her. Which confused Jane how could she love one person so much and then have feelings for another that were growing, this night Jane laid in bed contemplating that.

She wasn't tired so her mind was wondering, she was…confused…no…she didn't know at all. The only thing Jane knew was that even though she felt better about herself she was still in a state of her life that was so confusing, she only went to sessions with Margaret every other week now but texted her at least once a week. Margaret had told her that this was progress. The sessions were mostly Jane ranting and trying to figure out what to do when something came up; releasing a sigh Jane turned over and turned on her bedside table light.

Sitting up Jane picked up the book on the table, Sing You Home by Jodi Picoult. Smiling at it she opened the book and begun to read, after two chapters she stopped and begun to think about Jennifer and Maura. She wanted to be with Maura but sometimes even if you love someone you have to let them go she begun to think, taking a deep breath she grabbed her cellphone and texted Jennifer. Not expecting a text Jane turned off the light and was about to fall asleep when her phone went off, rolling over Jane grabbed the phone.

Releasing a shaky breath she responded and set her phone back down and got out of bed finding wobbly energy, go into the bathroom Jane brushed what little she could of her hair. Going through her dresser she changed into a better tank top and slipped on a nicer pair of pajama shorts. She was nervous, and at the same time she couldn't believe the text she had sent. She had asked Jennifer to come over; little did Jennifer possibly know Jane's intentions were on a very adult level.

Cleaning up consisted of putting dishes away, making her bed and stuffing things where she could. She had just tossed her laundry into a closet when there was a knock at her door. Looking out the peephole Jane took a deep breath and opened the door, Jennifer was smiling at her on the other side. Giving her a sign to come in Jennifer walked in and removed her jacket; Jane took it immediately and hung it up.

"Would you like something to drink; I have water, juice and beer?" Jane asked as she walked into the kitchen.

"A beer would be nice; I don't have anywhere to be tomorrow." Jennifer smiled; she knew what was going on so she dropped a hint basically telling Jane she could stay the night. She didn't want to push, especially when Jane was still hesitant.

See Jennifer wasn't stupid, she knew Jane and her friend Maura had something that was more than friendship she could tell by the way Jane talked about her. That is what made her a great lawyer, she had had a crush on Jane when they were kids and couldn't lie that she was still attracted to her. Did it make her a bad person for wanting to be with someone who was in love with someone else, maybe? All Jennifer knew was that for years she wanted to be with Jane Rizzoli, she wanted to be able to say that she was dating, sleeping with and waking up next to Jane Rizzoli and if that meant only having a small percentage of her love then she would take it. Sitting down Jane handed Jennifer her beer as she drank from hers, silence filled the air between them leaving Jane to become even more fidgety. Jennifer recognized this and decided to speak up first.

"So, why did you need me to come over?"

"Oh, I couldn't sleep." Jane nodded as she looked ahead at the T.V. even though there was nothing on.

"So you wanted someone to talk to?"

"Uh…yeah." The nervousness in Jane's voice made Jennifer smiled; see she always thought Jane was adorable when she was nervousness. She got this look in her eye; almost an innocent look and Jennifer loved that.

"Jane?" Jennifer asked as she turned to fully face her, Jane turned her head and looked at her.

"Yes?"

"You didn't call me to talk to me did you?"

"Um…not really I um…have been thinking."

"What have you been thinking about?"

"Kissing you." The answer was short and to the point, Jane was nervous she hadn't kissed someone since Maura and she didn't know if she could.

"Then why don't you." Jennifer whispered as she moved into Jane's personal space, they were close now. Close enough to where Jane just had to move slightly and their lips would meet. Could she kiss, Jennifer? What about Maura, they weren't dating so she wasn't cheating? Would she like kissing Jennifer, could she go further than kissing her? Jane didn't know her mind was racing with questions but then this other side kicked in that told her to shut up and go for it. With that bit of hesitation being squashed Jane leaned in and kissed Jennifer, as the two kissed Jane was surprised.

She liked kissing Jennifer, no she loved kissing her. It wasn't like kissing Maura, kissing Maura was like a nuclear war head but Jane had to admit kissing Jennifer was pretty close. Jane's comparison was broke off when she felt Jennifer's hands move under her tank top, could she go further? That thought was immediately squashed as well when Jennifer's hands reached her chest. Oh, yeah she could go further.

"Bedroom…" Jane was able to say as their kissing broke for a second; Jennifer smiled at her and stood up taking ahold of Jane's hands and pulling her up. Letting them go Jennifer began walking towards Jane's room and slowing undressing leaving a trail of clothing to her room. Jane's heart raced, she wanted this she actually wanted this not wanting to think further and talk herself out or have thoughts of Maura Jane made a beeline to her room and slammed the door shut.