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It was indeed the meadow where Edward, is taking Bella.

Epov

Fuck I had never laughed so hard, the looks on those Skanks faces were priceless. To say I had been pissed at those two would have to be an understatement, who the fuck did they think they were calling Bella a frigid bitch. Fucking whores. I wasn't bothered about them having a dig at me but Bella, she had done nothing to those two. I must have been on a pretty dense place in my mind when I went with those two.

I hadn't realized I had mcy fists so hard on the door till I had felt Bella's small hand on my shoulder, I was shocked at first but as I turned round and saw her face she was pleading with me not to do anything to those two I could see it in her eyes. I calmed down instantly under her touch , she always had a way of making me feel calm around her at ease as well as fucking nervous all at the same

I was fucking shitting my load worrying if she would even show at school today after what had happened last night. But yet again she had surprised me when I had saw her there parked in the lot relief washed over me, I practically ran towards her like a little fucking girl. She smiled back

I asked if she was feeling okay and told her I wouldn't blame her if she hadn't shown up for school. She said she had no choice as she need the grades for college I really wanted to ask her what college she was aiming for but I didn't I let it go. Then all of a sudden she launched into a conversation about her mum how she used to call her little promise keeper but before I go to listen to much into it she froze mid sentence, I didn't push her to go on as that had to have been fucking hard for her to. even open up that little bit of information she did.

I blurted out the first thing that came to mind. Would she like to skip fucking school today and she just looked at e like I was fucking crazy, I then asked her if she trusted me and she replied yes but she still looked to be deep in thought so I asked her again a little more forcefully this time. She replied yes and that just made my day but I wanted to be sure she meant it so I started studying her face trying to find what I couldn't see, her eyes told me everything I needed to know I grinned at her she then said she did trust and I couldn't have been happier.

After what seemed like a fucking eternity in laughing I managed to stop, I had fucking tears streaming down my face from laughing so fucking hard I felt freer and a lot more light I hadn't laughed this much in years. I knew where I wanted to take Bella, I had since this morning. She had already asked me twice but I wanted to surprise her, this place was special to me, just like her. I glanced down at our joined hands. I am really glad she didn't move or force my hand away, she was definitely getting more comfortable around me. I glanced down at our joined hands really glad that she hadn't removed them, we both seemed to be comfortable with just the silence between us, or just that neither one of us had a fucking clue what to say to each other.

I finally reached our destination, I quickly the cut the engine and got out of the car to get to Bella's side. I opened her door for her and asked for permission to take her hand again and she nodded,I looked around at my place that I call my sanctuary. It was a small type of meadow wild flowers all different colors,long blades of green grass and about 200 yards to the east there was a small brook with a waterfall running down into it. This truly was my sanctuary I had found it a few years back whilst going on one of my long walks in the wood,I had instantly took a liking to it that I would come her on a regular basis just to be by myself away from all the crap in fucking Forks.

I looked at Bella but she wasn't even remotely looking at me she was too transfixed on her surroundings, I shamefully took the opportunity to get a better look at her. She really was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, so innocent yet so wise. I watched as the wind blew her hair into her face in this moment alone I would go as far as saying she was a goddess. Bella's voice brought me out of those thoughts of her.

"How did you find this place? it's really beautiful it really is, it's like we have just stepped into some imaginary world. Places like this just don't exist." She said still taking in her surroundings.

"It does in my world." I replied knowing exactly what she was talking about this place, I knew because it was the same way I first felt when I found it. I felt at peace here there was no one to bother you,you could be alone with your own thoughts and feelings. I asked bella to follow me further towards the trees there was some thing else I wanted to show her. I had built a kind of small shelter because sometimes when the weather was warm I would sleep here and I wanted Bella to know that she was welcome to come here any time she wanted. If she ever felt the need to get away for a few hours then this was the place for her.

We stopped at a nearby row of trees I stepped forward and pulled a way a few bushes to reveal my small shelter, I looked at Bella and smiled, she smiled back at me.

"The reason I brought you here is because if things ever get too much or you just need a place to think then you can come here, I found this place a few years back and I come here nearly all the time, to think,be alone or whatever the fuck I feel like."

"I'd really like that, thank you." She said gratefully, she looked different in this environment. Not as tense as she always seemed to be in school and it suited her, I liked seeing her like this with no worries playing on her mind.

"Would you like to sit a while?" I asked taking a seat down on the ground. She just nodded, I patted the ground beside me for her to come and sit next to me but still leaving a bit of space between us . There was another reason I had brought her here, we needed to talk and I thought this would be the perfect place to do that, I broke the silence first.

"Bella we need to talk about us, I mean this thing between us what is it?. I know I feel something other than friendship towards you, I just hope you feel the same way here or I'm looking like a complete fucking idiot here." I kept my eyes focused on her, I wanted to see her expression. I knew I wanted an answer straight away but the question was was she going to answer today truthfully without running for the hills or would she make me wait.

Okay I know you are all so going to hate me here but, I want to continue this conversation in Bella's point of view.