Trigger Warning- Suicide, Self Harm. It will be after the second the second page break so if that kind of things upsets you, please skip this chapter after the second page break.
"Oh, God." Natasha groaned as she charged to the bathroom. "Agent Romanoff, is everything ok?" Daisy asked as she knocked on the door of Nat's bunk. "Yeah, yeah I'm fine." Natasha said as she emerged from the bathroom.
"No you're not. You just threw up and I don't think I've heard of the Black Widow being ill." Daisy said. "No, seriously I'm fine. I'm not ill." Nat reassured the inhuman.
"Please just get checked out."
"Nah. I have one with Shuri in a couple of months." Natasha said as she slipped into one of the jumpers she stole from Steve. "Wait, I saw that jumper on Captain America when he was spotted out after your guys' Civil War."
"Yeah so?" Natasha said, remembering none of Coulson's team knew she was with him. Or pregnant for that matter. "Are you two? Oh my God! You are dating him aren't you?"
"Ssh! Yes."
"Wait, take of that jumper." Daisy said. Natasha laughed, "Do you actually want me to strip?"
"Of course not. I just want to confirm a theory I just had." Daisy apologised hastily. Natasha took off the jumper and Daisy squealed. Natasha nodded and placed her hand on her bump. "Oh congratulations. I'm so happy for you."
"Oh, thank you. I'm five months along." Natasha said as she slipped back into her fiancé's jumper. She grabbed her brush and began to brush her hair. The light glinted off her ring and Daisy gasped. "You're… you're… Oh my God!"
Natasha nodded and together they walked out towards the bar. "Hey guys. You seem to have bonded. Daisy, you seem to have been screaming quite a lot in there." Mack said and everyone laughed.
"I just found out some interesting information at our resident Black Widow." Daisy said cheerily as she grabbed a pancake and Natasha took some waffles and lime and eggs.
Everyone stared at her apart from the two people that knew she was pregnant. "What?" She said, her mouth slightly full. "Is that actually nice?"
"Meh. I'm really hungry." Natasha said just as her phone began to ring. "Sorry." She mumbled as she went answer it. It was Steve calling.
"Hey baby." Natasha said as she walked out of the room
"Hey Nat." Bruce said, she could basically see him smile over the phone.
"Where's Steve? Why are you using his phone?"
"Oh, that doesn't matter. I just really need to talk to you."
"Well, I don't want to talk to you." Natasha hissed. Just at that moment, May walked in with Shuri. They both stopped when they noticed Nat's stressed demeanour.
"Nat, please. I need to tell you that you're making a mistake being engaged and having a baby with Steve. I saw him talking with Sharon and he kept touching her shoulders and kissed her."
Natasha sunk down on the floor her entire world was shattered. "No, no, no, no, no, no, you're lying." She sobbed out, May and Shuri stood there dumb founded. May had never seen Natasha break down crying. She looked at Shuri who shook her head.
"I'm not Natasha. I could never lie to you. I love you."
Natasha hung up her phone and threw it across the room. "Nat?" Shuri asked as they walked towards the sobbing woman. "He, he." She stopped and took the ring off her finger. She threw it across the room and it landed at Simmons' feet.
Simmons bent down and picked it up when May motioned her to do it. She pocketed it and walked over to the three women. "Nat, why did you throw your ring?" May asked.
"He kissed her. I thought he loved me." Instantly, Shuri knew what who she was talking about. "Nat, I'm sure he didn't."
"Bruce told me."
"You trust Bruce?!"
"I- I don't know." Natasha hung her head and put her head in her hands. "Come on, help me get her to her bunk." May said and they helped Natasha up. "Is she?" May shook her head as Coulson began to speak.
Natasha lay her head down on the pillow and pulled the blankets high over her head. "Shuri, do you want to stay here and make sure she doesn't do something she'll regret." Shuri nodded and even else left.
"Simmons, do you have the ring?" May asked once they had shut the door to Nat's room. Simmons nodded and handed it to her. May thanked her and put it in her pocket.
"What was with all the sobbing?" Carol asked as she walked into the room. "Natasha. She got a call from Bruce and he said that Steve kissed someone." May said.
"SHARON?! WHAT THE FUCK?!" Steve screamed as he shoved her back. "I'm just teaching you that I am much better than you're broken-ass fiancée."
"No, no you're not. She's the love of my life. So get out of my way." Steve said as he barged past her. "Tony!" Steve called as he walked into his room. "What?" He asked as he got off his phone. "I think I just cheated on Nat." Steve said as a lone tear slipped down his face.
"What?" Tony asked in disbelief, there was no way Captain America could have cheated on his fiancée. "Steve, sit down. Tell me what happened."
"I was coming back form a run. She came up to me and started talking to me. Then she just kissed me for no reason. I shoved her back but she said she was showing me that she was better than Nat."
"Did you kiss her back?"
"NO!"
"Then you didn't cheat. However, you do need to tell your pregnant fiancée, and by that I mean tell her when she gets back." Steve nodded.
"Shuri. Please." Natasha begged as Shuri pocketed the razor that was in the bathroom. "No."
"Shuri please. I want to see if this is real. It's the only way I can." Natasha choked out.
She couldn't believe that Steve cheated on her with Sharon. She wanted to end everything. She didn't want this pain anymore. She'd had people hurt her, but she'd never truly cared for them. And know the one person she trusted and loved beyond anything and anyone threw that trust in the trash.
"Please, just let me go." Shuri began to tear up when she saw her friend beg to die. "No, Nat. Think of your baby. I know you love that baby."
"Fine, but I'm not going back to Wakanda after this. I don't want to see him, ever again." Once Shuri had managed to her calm down, Natasha left her room.
"Coulson, do you think you can handle another team member?"