Chapter 22 the warning,
OK warnings ! Sirius/ Voldie kissing if you don't like don't read, simple…
Sirius POV
I dropped my fork, this wasn't the first time I had done it, and I was eating so badly I was so nervous every time Lord Malfoy looked at me I dropped my fork. I picked my fork up...again and ate slowly, focusing on the food. Lord Malfoy was staring at me. "Sit up straight Sirius," Lord Malfoy demanded, I sat up straight. I looked at the dark lord who smiled at me.
"Yes lord Malfoy." I say shyly I then focused on the chicken, I ate quietly the dark lord spoke to everyone but I remained silent, he was talking about the children's education and he told me about ways to improve my efficiency to Lord Malfoy, strangely they were talking to me but I was not allowed to speak until I was spoken directly to.
They were talking about me learning to cook I didn't like that idea. "Sirius we are out of wine, go and get more," it was the dark lord. I look at Lord Malfoy; he looked at me and said with a air of authority.
"In the kitchen on the wine rack," Lucius said, looking at me "any type in particular?" he asked to the dark lord he shook his head. "Very well child, can you go and get the house elf made wine?" I nod, and push the very heavy chair away I than bowed to my Master… my captor and I guess the children.
"Yes Lord Malfoy, my Lord." I leave and go to the kitchen I found it easy enough its next to the door which is the exit, in which two guards stood, I bow to them. Even though they didn't raise their wands I knew they had a hard grip on them. I tried not to shiver, I wasn't doing anything wrong, and I will act guilty if I did.
"What you doing Sirius?" One asked, and I couldn't see his face he was wearing the mask. I can't remember him, but maybe that was best.
"The Master and Lord Malfoy told me to get house elf wine." I say as innocently as possible, The nodded and I went to the kitchen, I found the wine easy enough, but I knew from experience that Malfoy had eight cellars with the best wine; I can see some of the nicer ones was brought up here through. Getting the bottle I returned to the table.
"Thankyou Sirius," Tom said as I handed it to Lord Malfoy, I bow and return to my seat. I started to eat and Lord Malfoy poured more wine, but I noticed I wasn't given any I think he doesn't want me getting rotten around the kids. I felt eyes on me, I was afraid was I doing something wrong,
"Sirius has you found your room comfortable?" It was Lord Malfoy, I nod, and show him that I was looking at him, and showing him the respect he deserves. I open my mouth but shut it... I was unsure,
"You can speak child," the dark lord said with a slight chuckle.
"Y-es Lord Malfoy I like it very much, thank you for letting me stay in this special area that is reserved for the children," I say as nicely as possible, Tom smiled while the Kids were eating. I finished and got desert (the kids got chocolate ice cream, we got an apple pie with cream and ice cream but I would of preferred just the ice cream). I noticed Malfoy was staring at me; I cowered into myself, and grabbed my locket I didn't know why but I always felt safer with it.
Luckily for me dinner was soon over, The dark lord sent the Prince and Princess to the play room, and beckoned me, "Sirius come here," the dark lord said, I do as I am told, he surprised me by placing a hand around me, "you are so sweet and shy aren't you?" I nod a little, Narcissa laughed.
"When you were a child you were always in trouble some people you were the biggest pair of trouble makers the school had ever seen, you often were punished for blowing up toilets, and the game keeper had to chase you out of the forest," I stare at Lady Malfoy, I had no idea what she was talking about, I mean I knew I went to school… everyone went to school, but why would I be in a forest? My parents didn't own a forest. Did they? Lucius Draco and Narcissa left, it was just the dark lord and me.
The dark lord turned to me, there was an emotion on his face that I could not read "you know how I feel about you right?" I nod, I go to hug him but he held my hands. "Well I don't want you having a heart attack because of your fears, perhaps it's best if you live with your parents," he stroked my face, "I will make sure you are financially taken care of, the children will miss you as I will, but I am asking too much of you, Lucius tortured you for many months and now I ask you to not only educate his son, but live in his house obey his orders and eat with him." He held me, "I am asking too much, I am sorry," he stroked my face.
"I want to be with you." I say at once, I had no idea where that came from. "I can come to Germany with you." He shook his face,
"No it's too dangerous, this isn't your fault Sirius and I won't let your parents punish you because of it," he smiled, It had been sinking in the pain and fear of being sent away, I didn't want to leave the bad man might come back and try to finish me. I grab on to him tightly.
"Please my lord please I can do better," I say he strokes my hair, I felt tears on my face, I looked up at him,
"Shhhhhh it will be okay, I know you are scared but you will one day meet a man who will protect and love you," I cried into his robes.
"I can do better, I want you only you," I cry into his arms he sighed,
"I will be gone from tomorrow and you will be alone with a man who tortured you for many months, he will be in charge of you, and nowhere else is safe." I said nothing He started to walk holding my hand he lead me to his quarters. He put me on the bed, "you are very handsome," he stated, "but i don't want to confuse you Sirius, I will send you home, and you will…."
"Please no" I beg, "I swear I am all yours from this second on. I will manage with Lord Malfoy, I am scared of him, but I am sure in time, I will adjust," he didn't look at me and he stroke my face gently.
"Or have a severe heart attack before your thirty." He stated. I curl into him, he sighed. "If I hear you have one panic attack that effects your teaching ability, one crying fit, one nervous breakdown, and you will return to your parents," I nod he kissed me on the head, "get some rest I'll be back soon, Sirius." He smiled and left. When he was gone I look around, he promised I will spend a long time here, maybe even the rest of my life, he promised so much… but how will he deliver?
Dark Lords POV
I tucked Prince Jansen in, he grabbed me, "I like Sirius Dad," I smile and give him a smile, this is good, I was hoping he would "his real neat, even though noises scare him, he draws us heaps of pictures see?" he said showing me a small note pad, interested I looked at it, and as I did I gave a small smile it seems my little one is very talented "He has drawn heaps of animals," he said, I smile. "See there's a stag, a rat and a big dog." I give a small smile it seems my angel prefers animals, "oh and a werewolf but it looks sad." I smiled a little, I looked through the note pad, and Sirius had drawn lots of fun animals for him. I smiled happily. I kissed his forehead, said good night and left, I went to kiss Luna good night but she was asleep and I wanted to avoid nargles speak so I tippy toed out of there. I return to my boy who was curled on the bed not in the bed. I smiled and kissed his face.
"You are very sweet waiting up for me, but if you fall asleep I won't mind in the future," I say stroking his back, Sirius looked like he wanted to jump eighty feet. "You need to get use to me touching you," I say sternly, he blushed and nodded. "Jansen told me, you drew pictures for him, I didn't know you could draw," he blushed, he nodded and said softly.
"Yes my lord," I laughed "Tom," he said at once, I kissed him, and not the little pecks I've been giving him a full length kiss with tongue I held his head so he can't move. When I was satisfied I let him go and remove my tongue. He looked at me surprised but curled up on my chest.
"Thank you for the kiss hansom," I say, "how are you feeling are you getting tired Sirius? We have had a big day I have some reading to do but you can sleep," I say, I felt his hand go to mine,
"I- I want to be with you, only you." I smiled I knew it was for safety only but I was still happy. I smiled and kissed his little cheek. "Will you accompany me to my study?" I ask he nodded we stood up; I surprised him and placed him on my desk, on the desk. He blushed he was very happy,
"I have work to do so I can't give you much attention," I say
"Can I do my work to?" I nod I got my wand Sirius looked at it but didn't say anything I placed a small table next to my desk, he ran to his room and got his books and stuff, I noticed there was separate folders, 'Pre year one History of magic.' I let him work quietly I know a lot of planning come to his teachings,
"You should get paid a wage," I say randomly, "Severus does," he looked up,
"I thought my wage was my board and clothes and stuff," he said, I shrugged that is true.
"You are" I say at once "but you should get a little money just incase you want something what about nine gallons a week?" I ask, "That is about what's left over, I will be paying for most things for you, but you might like to buy extra drawing books or stuff." He smiled and looked happy. To tell you the truth I had NO idea how much was left over, Lucius did all that stuff but I knew 9 gallons was pocket change and I was happy to give him a sense of accomplishment. "Good, now it is time for bed," I say, he went to the toilet and changed I shake my head, so sweet and shy. I placed a warming charm on the bed he came in, in the clothes Lucius chose for him, I am afraid Lucius allows little room for them being independent Sirius must obey by a strict timetable. We both returned to the bed he curled into me and we went to sleep.