You know who I own and who I don't
I stretched and looked down to see Piper smiling at me, causing me to smile back..
"Hey baby." I said putting my arm around her.
"Hey yourself." I kissed her and pulled back smiling.
"Last night was…"
"Amazing." She said looking at me.
"It was." She sighed and snuggled into me.
"What is it sugar?" I asked.
"Nothing, it was just the perfect way to say goodbye that was all."
"I'll be back you know?"
"I know, it's just weird to see you going off to the marines, you know?"
"I know baby, anyway you will be too busy with the wrestling."
"Can you believe it on my 18th birthday I will debut on Raw is war!"
"I'm going to watch, you know that right?" She smiled.
"I know, I'm so excited to be fighting alongside my dad!"
"It's kind of weird though, that you have to pretend to be his sister." She shrugged.
"It's only for a couple of months then all shall be revealed." I laughed.
"I'm going to miss you baby," She bit her lip.
"I'm going to miss you too." She said pecking my lips.
"We will be alright, I promise." She nodded.
"Okay."
"Now how about I say bye to you one more time?" She giggled and smiled as I kissed her.
Randy
I opened my eyes and turned to see Piper next to me causing me to smile. We hadn't done anything but kiss but it was amazing. I looked at her and noticed the necklace she was wearing, it was silver and had two rings hanging from it, her wedding and engagement ring. That was when I noticed the tears running down her face. I moved closer to her and put my arms around her causing her to open her eyes.
"What's wrong baby?"
"I just had a dream about Jimmy that's all." She whispered causing me to hug her.
"It's going to be okay, I promise, I'm not going to leave you…" I was cut off by a phone. We looked over to the nightstand to see it was Pipers. She reached over to get.
"It's Steph." I nodded as she answered.
I got out of bed to give her some privacy and walked into the twins room and smirked when I saw Matt sat on a chair holding the twins, who were asleep.
"Hey." I said.
"Hiya, you okay?" I nodded.
"Yeah, I was just making sure Piper was okay."
"I know you stayed in her room."
"Nothing happened."
"I didn't say it did, but she's fragile right now."
"I know that Matt and no I'm not trying to take advantage of her."
"I don't know what it is you are trying to do, but if you hurt her again I don't think I can be so nice about it this time."
"I don't want to hurt her."
"I remember you saying that when you did hurt her."
"What is your problem Matt?"
"My problem is that Piper lost one of her best friends yesterday, like I did, but he helped her pick up the pieces and he isn't here to do that anymore and now if you do something to her she is literally going to be broken." I glared at him.
"She is a lot stronger than you take her for." He shook his head.
"For someone who has known her for twenty years, you should know she hasn't been as strong since you left her…"
"Whose her?" I turned round to see Piper stood there in my shirt.
"Umm nothing, what did Steph want?" She shrugged.
"Just to see if I was up for Monday…"
"RAW?" I exclaimed.
"P do you think that's a good idea?" Matt said and she nodded.
"Yeah, Jimmy loved to watch me wrestle you know, so I'm doing it for him, even if I'm going to lose the match."
"You don't have to go back so soon." I said.
"I know but I want to, I mean I've only really just returned and it would seem stupid for me to take time off now, Jimmy would want me to power through…"
"We aren't quite as positive as you…" She looked at Matt.
"Theres the difference, you worked with him, he was an amazing aspect of the band and I know how difficult this is for you guys, and I know its not easy for you guys to work to take your mind off this because he is supposed to be there with you."
"Piper, I miss him already." I watched as Piper walked over to him and took the kids off of them and then gave them to me before going over to him and hugging him. I sighed as I looked on.
"I know sugar, I miss him too, so much, I'm still expecting him to walk through the front door laughing his ass off."
"Yeah…"
"Guys?" We turned round to see Johnny there and Piper wiped her eyes.
"Whats up?" I asked.
"We just got this package in the mailbox."
"What is it?" Matt asked.
"Someone playing the drums."
"Please don't tell me it's some sort of audition." Piper said.
"I think so, I'm gonna get management to just put out an announcement to the public that if we are sent these tapes we aren't going to listen to them." That was when there was a knock on the door.
"I'll get it." I said giving one last look to Piper before walking out.
"Mrs Sullivan." I said as I opened the door.
"Hello dear, how are you?" I shrugged.
"What matters is if you are okay?" I replied.
"I am holding up, where are the guys?"
"Upstairs ma'am." She smiled and I followed her as she walked up the stairs.
"Hello." She said as she walked into where Johnny, Matt and Piper were.
"Mrs Sullivan." Johnny said hugging her.
"We were just going through some of Jimmy's things and we found this and thought you guys might want to listen." She was looking at Piper who was looking at the floor.
"What is it?" Matt said taking it off of her.
"Just listen, I'm going to get back, but look after yourselves okay?" Johnny showed her out.
"What do you think it is?" I asked Matt.
"I'm not sure, it says death on it though." Piper looked up.
"Death?" She repeated.
"What is it?" I said asking her, but she ignored me and took the CD off of Matt and stormed past us.
"What the…?" We followed her downstairs to see an equally confused Brian and Zacky looking at Piper.
"Why is P on a mission?" Brian asked.
"I'm not sure, Jimmy's mum just brought round the CD." I said. That was when Piper sat cross legged on the floor, looking at the picture of Jimmy on the shelf. All of a sudden we could hear Jimmy laughing then he went quiet as a piano began. The guys looked at the CD player as Jimmy's voice was suddenly heard and then shockingly Pipers. When the song finished we all sat in silence for a moment.
"Last week, Jimmy came to see me with this song…" She turned round and I frowned as I saw her tear stained cheeks.
"He wanted me to sing it with him…"
"It sounded like he knew what was going to happen to him." Johnny said causing us to all look at him.
"Don't be stupid." Matt muttered.
"'I know you'll find your own way when I'm not with you' sure sounded…"
"How could he have known just fucking think for a moment before you say anything Johnny, christ you are such an idiot, why would Jimmy want to give this in, he loved this band, he loved you guys, of course he didn't know, he wouldn't leave you, his family, me or the kids." We all looked at Piper as she shouted at Johnny and then ran outside. I was about to go after her when Brian looked at me.
"Don't, just let her be alone for a while."
"I don't want to…"
"Well maybe she wants to be." He said glaring at me causing me to sigh and sit on the couch.
"I didn't mean it like that." Johnny said causing Brian to put a hand on his shoulder.
"We are all finding it hard man, just let her cool down." He said as he walked outside.
Piper
I hid my head in my legs as I curled up on the sand at the beach. Jimmy wouldn't have left me here, he loved me, he wouldn't have wanted to put me through this, surely. But what if he did, what did I do? Maybe I could have stopped this from happening, I should have gone with him after the wedding, then maybe I could have prevented all of this from happening and he would still be here.
"Hey baby girl." I looked up as Brian sat next to me.
"Hey." I whispered to him.
"That was quite something that happened just then." I wiped my eyes.
"I didn't mean it, if anything I'm angry…"
"At Jimmy for leaving you, yeah me too sweetheart." He held me close.
"Why did this have to happen, Jimmy hadn't done anything to anyone his whole life, sure he was just a bit crazy but that's no reason to take him away from us."
"Unfortunately that's life." I sighed.
"And unfortunately life is just one big kick to the nuts." He chuckled.
"Yeah it is, you know I think there was a reason that Jimmy sang that song with you." I looked up at him.
"Why?"
"Well, I'm not saying he knew he was going to die, but just in case something was going to happen, I think he wanted you to know that it would be okay."
"Maybe, I just wish he was still here, I wanted my kids to know who he was, the other day we were talking how about him teaching Sully to play the drums." We both smiled.
"I remember when you told him that you were naming Sully after him, god he jumped around for days, and he used to say 'haha fuck you guys I got a kid named after me', he did this little dance as well it was just hilarious."
"Sounds like Jimmy."
"He just wanted you to be happy P." I nodded.
"I know, that's all I wanted for him as well."
"I saw Randy walking out of your room this morning." I looked out to the sea.
"Yeah he stayed with me last night, we kissed."
"You kissed?" I sighed.
"I know I shouldn't have but what with all of the information that came out, I just felt like I needed it, it helped but I haven't made it easy for myself when we go back home, I guess I just forgot the bad stuff that had happened between us last night and just gave into how I feel."
"And how do you feel?" Brian asked causing me to look at him.
"I still love him, but I'm not going to act on it anymore, I just can't, even though that bitch destroyed my family, I wouldn't return the favour, it's not my style…"
"Kicking ass is though." I smirked.
"Yeah, sure I'll kick her ass but I won't sleep with him while they are together…"
"But you'll kiss him?" I shook my head.
"Nothing, I can't go back to Randy Orton."
Ohhh noooo =[
hOtlilmofo: Don't give up on some Sam beating just yet haha it may happen soon, and yes they did kiss however it doesn't look like it is going to happen anytime soon, or is it? Haha I'm mean, Thank you for the review!
Bingobaby: They did kiss, it is about time if I say so myself, is it going to happen again though? I am so glad that you enjoyed it and Sam should hopefully get what's coming to her and lets just say she isn't going to go quietly. Thank you for the review!
miamitravel: It is a good way to heal but has it made Piper see differently? We can all hope not! Thank you for the review!
hardycenagrl: Aye! Sam will get shit served to her soon lol, but as I said she has a few tricks up her sleeves yet. I think realisation hit him in the face however I don't think he is going to get what he wants just yet. and YAY good ol Sullivan! Thank you for the review!
msgemgem: Haha it seems a spanner may have been thrown into the works of them getting back together...a big Piper shaped one haha! You don't sound crazy I just apologise if I have destroyed your excitement, well Piper has haha. I'm glad you love Piper =] Thank you for the review!
Animal-Viper-Cena Fan: I know I was happy that they kissed too, hopefully Randy can do a hell of a lot of convincing to Piper to get her back, but she is quite stubborn! Thank you for the review!
Oh I do love reviews!
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