Letters to Rachel

by stuartandjeremy

Rachel, You know how I used to write letters to Max that I never sent and how they're now mountains of paper in a cardboard box in my attic? Yeah, well, it looks like that box's lonely days will be over soon, 'cause now you're gone too and what the fuck else can I do but write more letters I never plan on actually sending?

21. August 31, 2013

August 31, 2013

Rachel,

I wonder how much longer I can keep up with writing these letters to you. It worked to distract me for a while, but now I just miss you more. Should I stop this? But if I do, what else am I supposed to waste my time with until I find you? How will I remember you? How do you expect me to remember everything without you by my side?

Every day seems to last longer and longer. It can't be possible to sink any lower than I already have. I'm scared I'll forget you. I don't wanna forget you too. I don't wanna forget you or dad. I just want you back. Please come back, Rachel.

Chloe