She stared dreaming about when she was younger and there was a boy and they were at a dance she looked at the boy better and saw that it was Eddie and they were dancing then he stop and ask her if she wanted to be his girlfriend and she said yes they she continue dreaming know they were older now they were walking in the streets it look like they were in New York it was December it stared snowing they walk through the park then they stop and Eddie kissed her and that was the first time they ever said I love you to each other know it was summer and Eddie move to L.A. Loren woke up saw that it was dark she looked at her clock and it was midnight she try to go back to sleep but she couldn't she was wondering if the things she dreamed was only a dream or she remember something she needed to know she felt lost she didn't want to hurt anyone she got up and grabbed her mom's keys and got out the house without making any noise and went to the place she knew she could help her clear her mind
Eddie was sitting on his couch looking up at the ceiling thinking about Loren and the past when they live in New York and how happy they were then him moving and her coming back into his life and then her forgetting him he had tears now he clean them off he look at the clock and saw that it was midnight but he couldn't go to sleep he got his car keys and left to go clear his mind when he got there he saw a car he wonder if someone else knew about his spot he never saw anyone else there he went up and saw someone leaning on the tree looking at the view it sounded like they were singing he got closer and saw that it was Loren and she was singing something
Loren: Why am I feeling so guilty?
Why am I holding my breath?
Worry 'bout everyone but me
I just keep losing myself
Tell me it's nothing
Try to convince me
That I'm not drowning
Oh let me tell you, I am
Please, please tell me you know
I've got to let you go
I can't help falling
Out of love with you
Eddie: Loren is that how you feel
Loren got scared withe the sound of Eddie's voice she turn around he got closer
Eddie: Loren is that the way you feel
they were staring into each other eyes
Eddie: Loren please tell me
Loren: of course not
he could tell Loren wasn't telling the truth she was feeling guilty
Eddie: Loren I know your not saying the truth why do you feel guilty
Loren: I'm saying the truth just because I sang that doesn't mean I feel like that
Eddie: okay then so why are you doing here at this time
Loren: what are you doing here at this time
Eddie: I ask you first
Loren: I'm here cause I needed to clear my mind how about you
Eddie: same as you
they got lost into each other eyes
Eddie: you have really beautiful eyes
Loren: um thank you
she looked away and went and sat down facing the view and Eddie went and sat next to her they were quiet until Loren stared to speak
Loren: Eddie can I ask you something
Eddie: um sure you can tell me anything
Loren: okay how long have we known each other
Eddie: I known you since we were four
Loren: did you always live here in California
Eddie: nope we both used to live in New York then I move here after my mom died
Loren: oh okay
Eddie: why are you asking me this question
Loren: I was just wondering
Eddie: oh okay
Loren: its getting late I guess I should go
Eddie: yeah me too
he got up and help Loren up and they were close to each other again neither of them move then both of them stared to lean in and next time they knew there lips were touching it felt for Loren it felt like they belong for each other it felt right perfect there were sparks then Eddie apart
Eddie: Loren I'm sorry I didn't mean too
Loren: its okay it felt right
she looked down and blushed Eddie lift her head up
Eddie: come on
he held his hand out and she grabbed it her hand fit perfect into his they walked down and Eddie open the door for Loren he gave her another kiss and she got on she said bye and left home with a smile Eddie went to his car and drove home with a smile he was so happy he hope Loren doesn't regret anything he just wants it to be like it just too
well here's chapter 19 the lyrics are part of the song Falling by The Civil Wars hope you like this chapter :)