Monday
I have to thank Sonoko, I really do. Thanks to her, I'm back to being best friends with Shinichi again. Thanks to her, I'm now smiling as usual. Thanks to her, I've got one of the most important people of my life back.
I realized now, I really do like Shinichi.
And you can't blame me. Shinichi, after all, is one of the hottest and nicest guys in the school. Not to mention, he is smart, too. My mom even likes him.
I just don't understand why I have to fall in love with him. I mean, he definitely thinks I'm just a best friend of his. I doubt that he likes me.
Well, I'm pretty sure he likes me, but does he love me? And will he thinks it's too fast if I tell him I loved him?
Yes, yes. I'm pretty sure.
Well, now that we're back again, Shinichi suggested that we should go to school together again and get things caught up. After all, we haven't seen each other for 3 days.
As usual, Sonoko sees us together again and started teasing us. This time, we only blushed but did not argue. Shinichi continued to his room after saying 'bye' to me.
Grr, that Sonoko.
We talk to each other a lot now, we eat lunch together; we tell jokes and tease each other. And my love just keeps growing for him.
Curse my heart.
But I'm just glad that we're back together. Seeing him smiling (at me!) again just makes my heart flutter.
Curse my heart again.
But I don't think I can keep this for long. Shinichi could always see through people, and I'm sure he could also see through me. I just wish that I could be like him and see what he feels, making sure I'm not making mistakes by liking him.
And also, making sure he doesn't like anyone else.
Let's just say that I'm Shinichi's personal spy now.
Well, not really.