Previously

E.P.O.V

With that said we walked back to the house too tell the rest of the family.

What is going to happen now?

B.P.O.V

When he talks really fast it means he did say something but won't admit it.

That is Edward Cullen for you.

We had the bag all packed and ready to go, to the Cullen's house.

Chapter 21

B.P.O.V

After Edward left, I was left with the rest of his family, expect Alice. I wonder what was so important to make them talk in private, unless he is going to give her a piece of his mind, didn't want the rest of his family knowing.

I would understand.

Why did I feel so lost? So hopeless? Why every time he leaves, when I am sleeping I don't feel that way? Is it because I don't know when he leaves? Knowing he is going but coming back is a different story.

All the panic and tension I have been feeling won't go away. I needed him by my side. I realized he is my guy, my mate, my everything, who can make me feel better, make me feel whole. It's like a void that cannot be replaced; he's been in my life. There's still things he doesn't know, but in due time. I will tell him. I am not keeping secrets; I will them when the time is right. Which would be soon, hopefully?

I felt a wave of calmness run through me. It seemed nothing else mattered, everything gone, all the tension, nervousness, and the panic gone, in the blink of an eye.

How is that even possible? Don't get me wrong, I don't mind one but.

I looked around the Cullen's house, all eyes on me. I couldn't help but blush, the heat coming off my face. How I hate this part.

For some reason Jasper looked guilty. Then I remembered what he can do.

"Thank you" I mouthed to him. Hopefully he can hear me.

"You're welcome, sis." He said with a smile on his face.

Wait, did he just call me his sis? What's that suppose to mean? Is there something I don't know?

"I see you got some stuff in your bag." Emmet said pointing to the bag full of weapons.

How will they react to all this?

I grabbed the bag and headed to the living room with the rest of his family. (I really want to say our family, but that will never happen, when they find out the real truth)

Emmet had the biggest smile on his face, when he saw what I had in my bag.

"Ok, I know everyone is anxious to see what I had brought. I already had shown Edward and Alice, and I am guessing Alice already had seen his. I am going to show you everything I have. I have tons more in my room, but I only grab a few from each collection. First off I have bows and arrows, made of vampire skin, next I have my stakes, made out of vampire teeth, I had made myself." I saw all of them go for their teeth.

"Don't worry, I am not going to do anything, I promise, slayers honor."

"Next I have my guns, and the bullets are made out of vampire. Last but not least, I have my blades cover in venom". I said holding the blade in front of everyone. Luckily I clean my weapons before I left, so no one got hurt.

I went through the bag, pulling out the vial full of venom. The venom I had created.

I held out the vial and said"

"This vial I full of venom. This is not normal vampire venom. It doesn't change people into a vampire. So many centuries ago, I created this all by myself. I changed the composition of the venom. Now this venom, creates so much pain, it makes you feel what people are feeling, you feel the pain of all your victims of your past, and future ones. Once you get it in your system it will never go away, you will be begging for death."

They were scared, scared of me. That all changed, there facial expression soften up.

"How did you change the composition of the venom?" Carlisle asked with curiosity.

Of course he wanted to ask, with him being a doctor, always wanting the knowledge to obtain.

"One day, many, many years ago, I was in my room. It was the tear of 1930, and I was 10 years old at the time. I was in my other room, in my science lab. I wasn't thinking straight. I was playing around, and boom. I made it, and I tried doing it again. I mixed some chemicals together, and it seemed to break the make-up composition. I was able to change the makeup around."

My phone went off interrupting the conversation. I looked at the caller id, it was Charlie, my dad. That's weird.

"Excuse me." I said

"Hello." I answered

"Bella, hi it's dad. I tried calling the house, I got no answer. So I called you on your cell. I am calling to tell you I won't be home for a week. I am sorry. Where are you anyways? You are supposed to be home?"

"Well, I am not at home. I am at the Cullen's house. (I wasn't going to lie) I am friends with Alice Cullen and her brother Edward. She wanted me to come over. So I did." I said trying to control the volume of my voice, so he won't suspect anything.

I wasn't going to tell him I had a boyfriend yet. I am going to tell him when he comes back.

"Bella, if you don't mind, if you could you stay with Alice. I knew they are nice people, and they keep out of trouble. Since you are friends with her, can you ask? So you don't be by yourself. At least you will be with her the rest of the family. Ask her parents also." I was shocked, him letting me staying over, that's a first.

I am not going to complain. I get to spend some more time with Edward.

I am so happy; I get to spend the rest of my time with him.

"I will dad, I will ask. I am pretty sure they will, thanks to Alice. (I had to smirk) I will talk to you later. Love you"

With that the call ended. I looked at the rest of the family. The only one there was Esme. During the conversation they must have left to give me some privacy.

"Don't worry Bella, you are always welcome. You can stay."

What?

How did she know?

"Remember, I have super vampire hearing. I didn't mean to eardrop on the conversation. Alice would love for you to stay, and knowing her, she is going to get her way no matter what?"

That's so true. She would get her way. I had to chuckle at the thought. I didn't really care, she had heard the conversation. At least I didn't have to ask, I think it would have been weird and a little embarrassing.

"It's ok, Esme. Thank you, I will take you on that offer. I had a feeling Alice might of seen this" I said with a smile.

How lovely Esme is. She is an amazing mother. I feel like I have known her forever, but in reality I only meet her a few times.

She has that motherly vibe coming off her, making you feel very comfortable. I always forget I am in a house full of vampires.

The rest of the family entered the room, expect Edward and Alice.

"Do you guys have any other questions for me?" I said looking at everyone.

"Yes" Emmet said jumping up and down.

What is he five again?

He is too funny. I had to laugh.

"Go for it"

"How did you get all of these weapons, and how many do you have, and how do they work?" Wow too many questions at once. What is he thinking?

I will never know. Maybe Edward knows.

"Well, I had gained all these weapons from the wars, each weapon has a meaning. Let's start with the bows and arrows, I have different sizes, and the ones I have here are from the war of 1820. The second is from the war of 1850, and the last one was from the war of 1900. All the vampire wars, I have been through. I know right, each has a specific meaning to them. My blades and guns I have won from training. Once every couple of generations I have to travel. Every level I pass I get a bigger blade and gun. The bigger the weapon, the more power I get. I have so many more at home in my room. One day I will show you"

The smiles on their faces, was priceless. They just wanted to see my collection. I wouldn't blame them. I would show them my babies, I know I called my weapons my babies, they are. I would show them in a heartbeat.

I didn't notice time had flied by, because the next thing I know the door is opening, and there was Edward.

"Edward" I yelled running to him and straddling myself to him, and kissing him with everything I have. I missed him so much. What is a girl suppose to do when they are missing the love of their life. I felt him chuckling.

"Wow someone is glad to see me" He said staring me.

"Yeah, and the amount of lust coming from the both of you will put us to shame." Jasper said laughing, this was not a normal laugh, and it was a booming laugh. It filled the whole room and almost hurt my ears.

I was so embarrassed that I blushed. Why did Jasper have to open his big mouth? He needs to mind his own business.

I heard Edward growl, and sending him the meanest glare. It really looked like if looks could kill. Wait a minute, they cannot die, and they are freakin vampires.

The atmosphere in the room changed from one to another.

Edward turned to meet me face to face, something was different. I can sense something is wrong.

"Bella we have something to tell you" Edward said in a serious tone.

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