Chapter Nineteen

There were three stewards left watching them while the rest went back out to monitor the game. Jack sat on one of the benches in the mock jail and hung his head, he was missing Ianto's match! He'd never lost his temper so badly before, he'd never wanted to protect someone so much... it would have been scary if he wasn't sure about loving Ianto so completely.

"You" someone called, Jack looked up to see a first aider standing there with the usual St John's ambulance outfit on "It's your turn"

Jack staggered to his feet and the door was unlocked, the first aider led him to another room with a bench. He sat down on it and the young first aider wiped away the dry blood and put some cream on his split lip "If you experience double vision or dizzyness then it's best you get yourself over to the hospital"

"Is the game still playing?"

"No. Finished fifteen minutes ago" he replied as he threw away the packaging and dirty wipes

"Who won?" asked Jack

"England" Jack closed his eyes and felt even more guilty about missing it. He should have been there to support Ianto! "Off you go, you're lucky that the stewards are just giving you a warning and not getting the police involved"

"I didn't start it. The other guy threw the first punch"

"Now that I can believe" both men in the first aid room turned to see Ianto standing there. Ianto was half dressed between his rugby uniform and the tracksuit bottoms; his face was red with anger

"Ianto"

"Not a word, Jack, not one word" he hissed out through clenched teeth. Jack hopped off the bench and followed Ianto out to the car park, the welshman tossed his kit into the back seat before he slide into the passenger seat of Jack's car.

Jack got in, he was terrified that he'd really screwed things up. He'd never seen Ianto this angry before and he wished he'd just say something instead of sitting there in silence.

"Ianto?"

"I told you, Jack, not a world until we get back to the hotel" he repeated coldly. Jack nodded slowly then did as he was told, he drove to the hotel and followed Ianto obediently even carried his hold all up to the room.

As soon as the door was shut Ianto pushed Jack down on the bed angrily, Jack dropped the hold all in surprise

"What the hell were you thinking?" Ianto roared loudly

"I'm sorry, Ianto!" he cried quickly out of fear "I'm sorry I ruined the game for you"

Ianto blinked in disbelief! Did Jack actually think he was this upset over the game? He sighed and crouched down in front of Jack, cupping his lover's face feeling him shake

"The game means nothing to me. I was scared, Jack, so scared when I saw you being taken away and you were covered in blood" whispered Ianto reaching out to carefully touch Jack's split lip "I didn't know if you were okay... you scared the hell out of me"

"Oh" mumbled Jack feeling even more guilty

"I'm sorry I shouted at you" Ianto apologised "I just... they told me what happened. Those fans, when they get going, are dangerous! I don't care if they're shouting insults at me... they're in the stands and they can't hurt me physically but you..." Ianto pressed his forehead against Jack's as tears filled his eyes "I need you Jack, I love you so much. I can't loose you, not ever"

"I love you too and I'm sorry Ianto, I'm so sorry" he confessed before closing the distance, pressing their mouths together. Ianto pulled back for air and sighed

"I should get cleaned up, I left in kind of a hurry to make sure you were okay" he explained. Jack swallowed hard and looked down at Ianto's tracksuit bottoms

"You didn't shower?"

"Nope, I've still got my shorts on underneath my trousers" Ianto replied as he stood up, moving towards the bathroom door. Jack grabbed him by the wrist to stop him from going

"Take those trousers off, I want to see you in your uniform"

"Jack..." blushed Ianto shyly but did as he was asked. Ianto stood there in his uniform as Jack crouched down and ran his hands up and down his dirt spattered legs, suddenly the thought popped into his head. It was glaringly loud in his head; he'd told Jack that no matter who would then they would make love. That he'd let Jack make love to him... just thinking about it made him hard.

"Yeah, sorry, I should let you clean up" it was Jack's turn to stand up and walk away now, speaking over his shoulder as he went "But you know what you all sweaty and dirty like that does me"

Ianto grabbed Jack's hand and pulled him back, wrapping his arm around his lover's hips as he brought that hand down between his legs

"This is what you do to me" Ianto told him, keeping his eyes wide open as Jack cupped him through his shorts "Come shower with me"

"Oh. Okay" nodded Jack

Jack stripped his lover of his clothes, letting them fall to the bathroom floor before he pulled off the sweater he was wearing, Ianto turned on the shower and stepped under the spray leaving the door open. Jack swallowed hard and nearly stepped in before he realised he was still wearing his trousers and shoes

"Jack, hurry... I need you" whimpered Ianto as he reached down stroking his erection lazily. He stripped off as fast as he could, kicking his shoes off and desperately pulled his socks off before he climbed in and Ianto shut the door.

The American crowded his lover, pressing him up against the chilled tiles and kissed him passionately

"God you're so sexy" he mumbled when he pulled for air, Jack's eyes roamed Ianto's face before diving back in for another kiss

"Jack, we should y'know actually shower so you can take me to bed and make love to me"

"You're right, you're right" agreed Jack as he reached for the shampoo, squirting some on his hand before he reached up running the lather into his lover's hair

"What..."

"Has no one ever washed your hair for you before?"

"Hairdressers if I was getting it cut, but never someone I was involved with. You're the first... mm, Jack that feels good"

"I know. Close your eyes, baby, and let me spoil you" Ianto did as he was told and closed his eyes to the sensation of Jack washing his hair. Jack grabbed the shower head and washed away all the suds before he knelt down to wash off the flecks of mud

"God, Jack, what are you doing?" Ianto gasped when he opened his eyes to see his lover kneeling down

"Getting rid of the mud, why... is there something I else I should be cleaning?" Jack couldn't help but smirk as he looked down at Ianto's erection

"Jack" Ianto moaned out his name as his hands landed on Jack's shoulders "Please"

"Please, what? What do you want Ianto?"

"You know what I want!" he bit out a little too angrily "Jack, I want you to hurry the fuck up so you can take me to bed and fuck me!"

Jack's mouth dropped open in disbelief, he locked eyes with Ianto and saw how dark and desperate they were. Almost frantically he grabbed a clothe and quickly washed off the last specks of dirt before standing up and turning off the shower "You haven't washed your hair"

"I don't care!" Jack replied as he pushed the door open and grabbed for a towel. He dried quickly then turned to dry his boyfriend but stopped short; Ianto was standing there with water dripping down his torso

"Didn't you get all the mud off?" Ianto asked looking down, he couldn't see what Jack was staring at so intently. In the end Ianto grabbed the towel off him and wrapped it round his hips "Come on"

Ianto suddenly got shy when they went back into the bedroom, the lights were on rather bright so Jack turned them down to a soft glow then took Ianto's hand leading him to the bed. He watched the younger man swallow hard as he lay down

"Are you nervous?"

"I'm fucking terrified!" gasped Ianto honestly, Jack paused

"We don't have to if you don't want to"

"I want to. Oh god, how I want to... I don't think I've ever wanted anything so much" Jack knelt on the bed, sliding his fingertips under the towel tugging at the knott until it fell loose. He let his hand slide up Ianto's side gathering left over droplets "W-What's the best way... to y'know?"

"The best way is whatever you feel comfortable with, baby" Jack told him as he lay down next to his lover, propping himself up on one elbow, getting a good view.

"Um... could I... sit errr on... oh god" Ianto covered his face with his hands. Jack couldn't help but feel sorry for his lover, he could tell that Ianto did want it but he was more than shy and nervous. It's his first time... his virginity! No wonder he was nervous, thought Jack. Taking pity on him Jack pulled his hands away from his face, meeting his almost tearful eyes

"Ianto, do you want to ride my cock?" he asked far too innocently "Is that what you want?"

Ianto nodded silently and Jack smiled. He got up to retrieve lubricant before quickly climbing back on the bed "We can do that. Let me take care of you"

Jack got to work, he slide between Ianto's legs mouthing down the damp torso until he reached Ianto's manhood that had flagged a little. A few swipes of his tongue had Ianto standing to attention before Jack moved down licking as much as he could reach

"Ohh" gasped Ianto making Jack smirk, he loved Ianto's reaction when he did this. Jack pushed Ianto's legs up and apart so he could have better access to that sweet spot he loved teasing with his tongue "Need more, want... I want..."

"I know, I know. Shhh" Jack murmured as he dribbled lubricant over his fingers before bringing them to Ianto's entrance. Ianto's eyes widened as he felt Jack's fingers sliding into him

"There! There! Oh my God Jack right there!" gasped Ianto suddenly, he almost arched off the bed if it weren't for Jack's strong grip on his hip. Jack arched his fingertips toward that spot every time he pressed forward meeting his lover thrust for thrust until Ianto was keening huskily "Jack, ready for you. Need you, please"

Jack pulled his fingers out before dribbling more lubricant over his erection, the coolness of the liquid was soothing on his heated skin. Ianto sat up to see what he was doing and instantly tried to help by spreading the lube over Jack's cock until the American was swatting his hands away

"Stop that, do you want me to fuck you or come all over you hands?" he hissed as they switched positions so Jack was lying flat on his back.

Both of them fell quiet and still, Ianto was kneeling above Jack's throbbing erection to scared to move "Are you ok? Do you really want this? We could stop... do something else"

"No, Jack. I want this" Ianto replied, he reached down and lined Jack's cock up before slowly sinking down. Ianto was breathing hard as he sank down inch by inch until skin met skin "This... it feels... feels... oh, never before..."

Jack grabbed his lover's hand, linking fingers with him as Ianto lifted up and slowly sank back down setting a rhythm

"I love you" Jack breathed quietly, the welshman's eyes rolled around until he met his lovers and he smiled

"I love you too. I love you so much Jack... this feels so good. Jack, Jack, yes, Jack" he couldn't stop moaning Jack's name. He'd never felt like this before; sure there was the pressure of feeling filled and a light burn but the pleasure outweighed it all. With his free hand, Jack grasped Ianto's hip to guide the rocking rhythm; he wanted Ianto really enjoy this

"You're mine, Ianto. I'll always be your first"

"You're always going to be my only" Ianto bit out between heavy panting as he speed up, Jack's cock was hitting a sweet spot deep inside him and he wanted more! "More Jack... I need more!"

"Touch yourself, then" gasped Jack as he felt his lover's muscles grip him tighter, Ianto wasn't going to last. Ianto did as he was told as sweat broke out over his skin; he stroked himself off fast as he rode Jack's cock

"I'm comiaaaah" Ianto groaned, he sank down one last time before he spurted all over his hand and Jack's stomach, not long after that Jack came inside him.

Ianto tumbled down, barely conscious enough to try and miss landing on his lover. He was sated and sleepy and he truly felt that he'd found where he belonged.

"W-Was it good? Did you like it?" Jack asked him, his voice quiet in the room. Ianto slowly opened his eyes and looked at his boyfriend

"Yes and yes... Jack, what that was... it was... it was... I love you"

Jack wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close, both of them were rather sleepy now, and despite it being early evening they both fell asleep.

Several hours later Ianto woke up feeling pleasantly sore, he blinked away the sleep and saw Jack lying next to him fast asleep. He loved the early hours, he loved watching Jack sleep because he looked so peaceful and content and it made Ianto feel really lucky "I never imagined that I'd be lying here next to you like this when we first met but now I just cannot see myself without you"

"Uhhh" Jack mumbled in his sleep before rolling onto his side

"Want to spend forever with you, Jack Harkness"

"Huh? Ianto? What time is it?" Jack asked as he woke up. He rubbed his right eye and sat up, his hair was sticking up in messy tufts and the blanket fell down to his hips

"I don't know. I've not long woken up myself" he replied before reaching out to pat Jack's hair down "Your hair is a mess"

"I'll get another shower in a bit... hm, it's two in the morning. I guess going for food is out of the question"

"We could order room service, if you want, but I'm not really hungry for food" he mumbled against Jack's tanned shoulder

"Hehe, and I thought I was insatiable!"

"What can I say? After last night I think you've spoiled me for anyone else" smirked Ianto

"Oh I have, have I?" Jack replied rhetorically before kissing his lover softly "Why don't you get some food up here while I go take another shower?"

"Okay, baby" nodded Ianto as he flicked on the lamp, searched for his underwear before calling down to room service. He ordered a big pizza between them, some champagne and a sinfully chocolate desert because he knew how much of a sweet tooth Jack had. Ianto really wanted to celebrate loosing his virginity to his boyfriend, it was a big step and again he couldn't imagine his life without him.

Sitting there in the messy double bed, Ianto felt content; he could hear Jack singing to himself in the shower and he could feel the pleasant ache of belonging to his lover completely. Ianto couldn't quite remember a time when he felt this happy! I want this to stay like this forever, he thought as he stared at the bathroom door, I want to be with Jack forever "Is that possible? Could we really...?"

"Started talking to yourself now?" asked Jack as he came out of the bathroom dripping wet with a towel around his waist

"I was thinking aloud" Ianto replied

"What about?" Jack pulled the towel away from his hips and began to dry his hair with it

"About legalities... I'm being a girl again but tonight has been good and I want it to be like this all the time. Just you and me" he explained and Jack stopped drying his hair and stared at his boyfriend

"Ianto... are you... are you asking me... what are you asking me?"

"Nothing, I just... is it possible? Would you be happy enough with me?"

"Yes! I would!" gasped Jack before panicking, he sat down on the bed next to Ianto "Why? Have I ever made you think that you're not enough?"

"No, it's not that. It's just I'm- well I'm me and you're you! You should have the most perfect guy in the world"

"I do have the most perfect guy in the world" he answered softly "And yes"

"Yes?"

"If you ever get past thinking aloud and you do want it to be just us then my answer is yes"

"Really?"

"Yeah" smiled Jack as he leaned close, their mouths almost touching.

"I love you"

"Show me" Jack whispered, so Ianto did.

TBC...