Chapter 21. Time to say goodbye!
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I guess I don't have to explain the title as you can all guess haw it will end or can you ha-ha
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And thank you to Sammy for all the help she has given me
And yes the title is from the song it always touched me
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Disclaimer –I DO NOT OWN ANY PART OF TWILIGHT NOR ROMEO AND JULIET THO I WOULD LOVE TO YET SADLY I DO NOT :(
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With everyone's golden and my brown orbs settled on Carlisle he seemed to tensed up more, until he took to the stair toward his office it seemed like an unspoken command to the over Cullen's to follow suit and go to the office...
Once I reached the room I could see Carlisle rummaging through the thousands of book of his own personal collection, still I had no clue what he was looking for. The other Cullen's stood and watched their leader and creator seemingly going mad in front of them.
"GOT IT" he screeched throughout the rumble.
"Got what?" esme spoke silently. I was sure she was scared of what this may entail.
"Look, I knew I recognised the name" he held the book in the air showing a fiery red headed woman whom seemed younger but must be dead by what that picture say by the date "this Bella dear is Victoria Newmain, she was one of the first important women in the renascence. I had come across her when she was young. Well before she was turned! ..."
"Wait she was turned? Into what?" I rudely interrupted I didn't mean to but I need to ask.
"Well Bella. Victoria's a vampire, but the amazing thing is she can change her age if she wishes she can age so to seem human. And her eyes are not normally either, yet that maybe because she has the ageing gift. She is very powerful. If I remember correctly" he began flipping throughout the book he held "there Victoria was and I say WAS a bride of the swan slayers the wife of Mathew Daniel swan. When she was human she could move objects with her mind I don't know if she still can or not but it could be a possibility. So Bella, your cousin must of found this information and found a long lost relative who seems to hate all that is swan."
Wait hates all that's swan
"What do you mean?"
"She died before having any child and about 3day after Mathew married Joelle. Victoria must off felt used and killed him. But Joelle was pregnant which kept the family line running."
"so it was Victoria that killed James then, how could we off missed this I should of looked more carefully... wait I've never seen that book before" not only did Carlisle look away from me but everyone including Edward "what are you hiding ? I have the right to know!"
All eyes landed on Edward, which means it was him that hid this from me. His eyes were full of pain.
"Bella please don't be mad!"
"I'm not mad I'm pissed off, why did you hide the book from me?"
"Because you already know what it will say" with those words I believed him
"Tell me please" I spoke low, I need to know but being mad won't get me anywhere.
I sat there listening to the story of how they found the book and about my family on the night of the fight, no wonder Edward didn't want me to know haw that man could kill his sister over jealousy was beyond me, and just thinking I was related to that.
I felt at truly sick. Also he mentioned that the only way to get rid of the cruses is to be turned by Edward my one true love.
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A month passes
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I was sat again for an hour in Carlisle office reading the book, Edward was out hunting which I had to force him too he hadn't gone since the day last month were I found out everything. The Cullen's and I planned on turning me after we killed Victoria. Edward was against this, he didn't want me to go after the monster which killed James.
I knew it killed him every time I mentioned James, and he didn't understand why I am trying to avenge his death. This is how I managed to get him to hunt I said I would explain when he returned.
"This isn't helping" I spoke softly to myself, placing the book on the old wooden coffee table and headed toward the oak door. I reached out for the knob when cold yet familiar arms wrapped around me waist, Edward must have felt my slight jump as he was chuckling behind me.
I rested my head on his chest; we stood there embracing each other until we were rudely interrupted by the big bear himself.
"BELLA!" he screeched while stood in front of me
"EMMETT!" I called back. While giggling
"Wow Bella you don't have to shout" only Emmett. I just shuck my head at him and cuddled into Edward chest.
"Emmett what do you want?"Edward spoke while he perched his head on my shoulder.
"Be nice Eddie" I could feel Edward shudder, and Emmett smirked and continued "I am here to tell you Alice had a vision about this Vicky girl and she on her way for Bella"
"What do you mean?"
"Well dear sis' she has been observing you and she don't what you to end this so called curse, and so she is coming to kill you. ...o and Carlisle wants both of you down stairs now for a family meeting" with that said he left.
I turned in Edwards arms and kissed his cheek, he was so still a statue of himself. I believe he was lessening to the others thoughts.
I reached up to this face when he moved, his eyes were black he was angry well more pissed.
"Come on Eddie, let's go down stair" I said while trying to move him with a smirk on my face.
He stood there for awhile and then followed suit.
There the whole family sat with their significant other waiting for Carlisle to enter.
Not long after we settled he came through the front door and approached esme, there they shared a nice conversation with their eyes no one apart from Edward knew what they were saying.
"Ok family, I guess you all know why I called his meeting right... good so by what Alice has seen we have a week and I believe if we turn Bella now if she doesn't mind .. Victoria will not be a match with the eight if use"
"No it is too dangerous what if Bella isn't ready by the time she comes, we don't know anything about her!" Edward injected through the silence that was met with the end of Carlisle speech
"Edward we know all that we could know about her... and it's more Bella's diction and you more than I know that she will be turned."
"Edward I want to help! This is my fault in the first place. Let me help" I reached for him but he fled from my side. It hurt and I mean really, it's like he doesn't what me with him am I just a pet for him... I hope not.
"NO! If she want it, then she gets it... but, I don't want to be involved" with that he ran out of the open window.
Everyone was shocked with this reaction. My eyes were stinging with the mass of water wanting to fall, my heart felt as though it shattered and froze with the excruciating pain lingering. I stood and walked to the front door but was stopped by my pixie friend her face was painful to see I knew if she could cry then she would what a great vampire gift I would love to have at this moment.
"Bella don't go please" her voice normally so hyped was low un- Alice like but I need to get out I need air, alone time.
"I'll be back I just need time alone" she reductively moved and allowed my exist.
I moved slowly down to my beloved truck, I had no idea where I would go but I need to be way from whatever reminded me of him. He left me pain stricken, I must mean nothing to him and I shall make him nothing to me. This is how my love story will end!
As I drove the mass of emotions just clasped and I cried for everything for my love of Edward, my love for the other Cullen's my family and James but most of all my loss of true love with Edward he never wanted me I know now I shall forever hide from him.
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EPOV
"Ok family, I guess you all know why I called his meeting right... good so by what Alice has seen we have a week and I believe if we turn Bella now if she doesn't mind .. Victoria will not be a match with the eight if use"
"No it is too dangerous what if Bella isn't ready by the time she comes, we don't know anything about her!" I injected through the silence that we endured at the end of Carlisle speech.
"Edward we know all that we could know about her... and it's more Bella's diction and you more than I know that she will be turned." What is he saying he's not the one she wants to turn her?
"Edward I want to help! This is my fault in the first place. Let me help" my angle was agreeing with him how could she, when she reached for me I couldn't stop my demon from moving away. I had hurt her she was pained by my reaction to her.
"NO! If she want it, then she gets it... but, I don't want to be involved" with that I ran just simply ran there was too much all the pain on Bella's face was too much for my body to handle I couldn't be a monster and make her like me a soul –less immortal deemed to feel pain and death were they pass for eternity, NO I shall not let her burn for my own selfish reasons she shall live for what she must.
I have no clue where I must be but with the snow dominating the ground I must be south far south. Is a look around there was no Civilisation.
Dam haw long have I been out for?
I turned and headed the direction I came maybe I could reach some sort of Civilisation and find out where the hell I am.
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I had finally reach the green land when I realised I still had my cell, one glace I could see 20 miss calls mostly from Alice but non from Bella.
What have I done?
I called Alice back to tell her I was coming back for Bella.
"Edward Anthony Mason Cullen where have you been, we've all been going mad and is Bella with you?" Alice as all ways knew I was calling.
Hold on is Bella with you what is she talking about she was with them
"Alice, what do you mean is Bella with me? When I left she was with you!"
"O-god so u haven seen her at all since you left?" worry seeped through her voice this was genuine
"Alice where did you see her last, I might be able to guess where she is"