Randy pushed me in to a wall holding my hands beside me.

"What the fuck were you thinking Lillian, you think you can just talk to anybody,"

"Randy stop," I begged.

"Don't tell me what to fucking do," he said pushing in to a wheelie box I felt blood slowly trickle down the side of my face as he grabbed me by my hair pulling me to my knee's.

"Randy please," I cried looking up to his face as he drew his hand back.

My eyes flung open, my breath was completely gone I was covered in sweat my heart was about to jump out of my chest. I sat up and looked beside me Dean was sound asleep. I started concentrating on my breathing.

"Fuck," I said softly laying back in to my bed, what the hell just happened. I ran my hand through my hair, it was dripping in sweat. I focused for a moment and realized I was completely naked. It sent me back to just before I had fallen asleep and put a smile on my face.

I reached for my phone; I had a couple of messages.

Trinity texted:
' a bunch of us are going to check out Chicago, We'll catch up later,'

Phil texted a few times:
'Thanks for agreeing to come tonight, I hate it when we fight like that'
'What time do you think you'll be over?'
'Fine be like that, bitch'

I smiled at the last one.

I texted back:
'calm your farm bro, I was sleeping, I just woke up, I'll shower then wait for Dean to wake up, as soon as both those things happen, we'll come over.'

I threw my phone on the bed and got out, showering taking my time, I loved my house everything about it, there shower was perfect, the bathroom was perfect the carpet was perfect. I got out and got dressed in my tiger onsie and walked over to the bed, Dean was still dead to the world. I leant over the bed.

"Baby," I said my face inches from his, "Babe," I said, "Dean," I laughed he still didn't wake up, I pushed my lips into his cheek which cause him to stir. "I'm going to be down stairs, okay baby?" I told planting my lips on his.

"Hmm," he signed wrapping his arm around my neck pulling my head to his chest. I cuddled in to him, a couple of minutes later he started snoring again.

"You're beautiful" I said crawling out of his arms and going down stairs. I sat on the couch checking all twitter. I couldn't believe I'd had a nightmare, I hadn't had a night mare in months, they had sent me so insane, I couldn't be alone, If I was left alone drink until I couldn't move or lose my anger and emotions in ways that usually had consequences. I didn't want to go back there.

I heard a noise and looked up to see a shirtless Dean walking towards me.

"Hey baby," I said putting my arms up for him as bent down to hug me.

"Hey," he said holding me tight.

"Did you sleep well?"

"So well," he said sitting next to me.

"I tried to wake you after I showered, you wouldn't have it,"

"I remember," he grinned soothing my face. "I was wrong about your bed."

"Best in the world right?" I laughed.

"Yeah," he smiled, "I didn't want to get out."

"Why did you?" I asked looking in to his eyes.

"So I could be with you," he grinned moving in kissing my, I very happily kissed him back putting an arm around his neck. "Can I tell you something?"

"Sure," I smiled putting my head on his shoulder.

"You look really cute right now," he smiled. I grinned kissing him again, before pulling my hood over my head. "My little tiger,"

"Roar," I laughed kissing him.

"That was a baby roar,"

"Like a kitten?" I asked.

"My little sex kitten," he said grinning as he looked at me, "I sure made you purr earlier," he laughed as I leaned in to kiss him laughing myself.

"We have to go to my brothers,"

"Can't we blow him off for an hour?" Dean laughed.

"Could you imagine him?" I asked. "With the way we've been fighting lately."

"You never told me you had a fight with him last night before we left Fort Wayne," Dean said soothing my face again.

"It wasn't a big deal," I shrugged.

"You're mood was pretty different,"

"He was just being a dick," I laughed. "And I just over reacted."

"I know, but I want to be there for you, Lilly" Dean said strongly. "I want to experience these things with you,"

I looked in to his eyes, I loved what he was saying but I didn't know if I could do that with him just yet, I wanted to but there was so much more in my head then what he expected, I was more messed up then he realized, and I was already deliberately keeping him out of the Randy situation right now. I wanted him there though.

"Okay," I smiled. "I'll try." I told, he lent forward and kissed me.

"You just unlock the door and walk in?" Dean laughed.

"Yeah, he has my key too," I shrugged walking in.

"See, my sister totally understands the normality of onsies," Phil said appearing out of nowhere wearing a bright yellow onsie with black stars.

"You're damn right," I laughed as Phil walked over and hugged me, which told me everything last night was in the past.

"This is creepy," Dean said walking beside me.

"There is something wrong with a grown man wanting to stay in a onsie all day" Scott said leaning on the bench.

"You don't know the comfortablility until you've tried it." Phil said.

"Yeah, don't knock it until you try it."I added.

"This is why you're the best sister in the world" Phil grinned.

"Did you guys plan this little onsie thing?" Dean asked.

"Nope," I said,

"They sometimes have this interlink thing," Scott called from the kitchen "It's creepy sometimes."

"Shut up Cabana" Phil and I said in unison, looking at each other shrugging our shoulders walking in to the living room.

"Yo, Ambrose help me with the popcorn," Scott called, I looked back to see Dean walking to the kitchen, Phil and I flopped on the couch together.

"Don't talk," I said, "There isn't really anything to say,"

"You reckon?"

"It was just stressful and we both overreacted." I said honestly.

"Yeah," he said, thoughtfully.

"What?" I asked linking my arm in his.

"Arent you worried about the amount we're fighting?"

"Hmm" I thought for a moment, "Not really," I shrugged. "I mean it sucks and hurts and its horrible when I know you're pissed off at me but there's a lot changing right now, that's how we cope,"

"Take it out on the ones we know will never leave us?"

"Yeah," I sighed. "You know I'd never leave you right?" I said looking in to his eyes. "No matter whom my boyfriend is?"

"I know Lilly; It's just stressful trying to watch out for you sometimes."

"I'm being careful," I smiled, he rose his eyebrows, "I mean I'm not wrapping myself in cottonwool"

"I'd like it if you did that,"

"I know," I laughed. "You're not always going to be the only man I care about,"

"I know," he sighed. "I just hate seeing you hurt,"

"I understand, I'd hate to see you go through what I've gone through, even though what you've been through is bad enough,"

"I should sent Cabana to fight my battles more often," we laughed. "Nah, we're in a good place now Lilly, both of us, we've just got to build on it."

"We're building on it pretty good,"

"Twinning," Phil laughed.

"Dork,"

We sat there for a few moments, we were cool, we'd smoothed it over I was happiest when I was getting along with my brother, when we were on the same page good things happened.

"Hey Phil," I said softly feeling tears well up.

"Yeah sis?" he said just as soft, I looked over in to his eyes.

"I want to love him," a tear rolled down my face, "and I don't want to love anybody else,"

"Awwh, Lil," he said putting his arm around my shoulder pulling me in to him.

"Awwh look at the twins all cuddled up," Aj teased as she walked in the room. I sat back quickly and whipped my eyes as Dean sat next to me. I looked up at him.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

"Yeah," I smiled. "I'm all good," he sat back in the couch and pulled me in to his arms. "Did you sort everything out," he whispered in my ear.

"Until next time," I grinned looking in to his eyes.

"That's good then," he smiled kissed me.

"They are going to kill us," I heard a familiar voice say from a distance.

"I have absolutely no regrets." I heard an Aj like voice say,

"On the upside, if they get pissed off, the makeup sex is going to be awesome," I heard Dean say. That got my attention.

"So true," I knew that voice now it was Scott.

"Bro, you're not having makeup sex with my girlfriend,"

"Ewh, I don't intend to," Scott laughed "But I know its good."

I rolled over on to my back my left arm ran in to another body.

"Shh their waking," Aj laughed.

I looked to my left as Phil looked to his right we both rolled our eyes.

"This is amusing for me," Aj laughed.

"me too," Dean agreed.

Phil and I sat up at the same time, the three of them were watching us, I rubbed my right eye so did Phil.

"Morning Twinnies,"

"Shut up Cabana," Phil and I grumped in unison. I looked up at them; the three of them had mischievous looks on their faces.

"You were sleeping and it looked so cute!" Aj said skipping over sitting next to Phil

"It was just sleep," Phil said.

"No, look," Aj said pulling out her cell phone opening up a picture showing it to Phil, I looked over his shoulder. It was a picture of Phil and I sleeping back to back with one fist balled up in front of our mouth and the other hand laying out straight palm up.

"Where is that picture?" I whined pulling my phone out of my pocket going to twitter.

Coltcabana tweeted.
'Was having a movie night with my buds LilBrooks and CMPunk but they flaked out on us'

It was accompanied by the picture Aj just showed us. I rolled my eyes, and shot a glare in Scott's direction.

"It was her idea," Scott said pointing to Aj.

"Dean suggested we put it on Cabana's twitter." Aj said with a smirk on her face.

"Don't throw my boyfriend under the bus," I whined crawling across the couch wrapping my arms around him. He held me and laughed a little.

"Can I make a confession?" he said kissing my forehead.

"What?" I said looking up to him.

"The whole thing was my idea," he laughed "as soon as Cabana pointed out you was sleeping identical."

"And you decided to put it out for the world to see?" I asked.

"Yeah pretty much," he admitted. I looked away from a moment it was so annoying I could bet money that that image was going to be plastered everywhere not to mention Phil was wearing a onsie.

"Hmm, I can't hate you." I shrugged.

"Yeah it's normal for girls to be wearing onsies." Scott laughed.

"Oh yeah," I laughed, "Bro, your onsie covered ass is all over the internet,"

"I have no shame." He laughed.

"It takes a real man to wear a onsie," Aj said sliding on the couch next to Phil.

"I'd rather see my man naked then in a onsie," I shrugged. "Unlike your man Aj, Mine has a good body."

"He has a good body,"

"Yeah, Lilly," Scott added. "He's got a great body,"

"Okay this just turned creepy," I laughed.

"No way," Scott laughed, jumping on the couch next to Phil, "He's my number one man," they held each other.

"Ewh," I said hugging in to Dean, "Thank god I have you to keep me normal." I said kissing him. "And you!" I snapped reaching down taking my slipper off throwing at Scott's head.

"What the hell?" he cried.

"Calling sex with me Ewh," I snapped.

"No I didn't," he snapped standing up to defend himself, I stood as well.

"You did just as I was waking up, after Dean told you that you couldn't have make up sex with me you said and I quote '"Ewh, I don't intend to But I know it's good."

"Oh you did too say that," Phil added.

"You didn't find it very ewh a few years ago buddy," I snapped picking up a box of tissues and pegging them at his head. "You didn't find it very Ewh, when you took my virginity you asshole."

"Okay, Lil calm down." he laughed. "It was never ever ewh," he laughed. "Never."

"The fuck did you say it for?"

"Are you really having this conversation in front of your boyfriend?"

"Hey," Dean laughed. "It's as amusing as fuck for me,"

"Answer the question Cabana,"

"Because you're like my little sister," he said honestly, "It was never gross, but it would a little creepy now,"

"Good," I said sitting back down, "My sex is never ewh," I admitted,

"Yeah it is," Phil said with a soured face.

"No, it's pretty damn good, if not the best I've ever had," Dean said putting his arm around my shoulder.

"Thanks baby," I smiled looking up at him. "so long as we enjoy it right?"

"That's right," he grinned, the smile met his eyes, it was rare for that to happen, well as far as I knew. I kissed him.

"We should make sure," I said climbing on top of him straddling him, putting my arms around his neck kissing him.

"Now that is ewh," Aj said, causing everybody too laugh.

"Tweeted," Phil smiled. I got my phone so I could re-tweet.

CMPunk Tweeted:
So ColtCabana WWEAJlee and TheDeanAmbrose think they're funny, well Me and LilBrooks don't mind being caught sleeping, we know we're the best starry eyed tigers in the world'

The tweet was accompanied by a picture of Phil and I grinning in a selfie, with the hood of our onsies on.

"Winners." I laughed taking up his offered high-five.

"Uh, Phil," Aj said looking from her laptop over to him. "You just outed us,"

"Babe it's been rumoured for ages,"

"Yeah, but Lilly and Dean are only a fresh couple," she said looking at Phil then to me.

"Shit," Phil said slapping his forehead. "Lilly, I'm so sorry,"

I looked over to Dean, who really didn't look phased.

"Eh," I shrugged. "I agreed to,"

"I shouldn't have put Dean in it,"

"meh," I said shrugging my shoulders again. "I mean, I'm not over the moon about it, but it's not that big of a deal, right babe?"

"Nah," Dean said walking over putting his arms around my waist. "I mean I'm not a live in the public kind of guy but I'm happy with Lilly, I don't really care who knows." I grinned so wide the worry on Phil's face went from high to a smile, he seemed as happy to hear Dean say that as I was. "So It's all good man"

"Cool," Phil smiled.

"We're gunna head," I said as Dean hugged me tighter.

'Okay, I'm going to go for a run in the morning, do you want to come?"

"Nah, I'll probably go in the afternoon,"

"Alright, later,"

"See ya guys," I said walking out with Dean.

We walked across the road hand in hand, a second later Dean pulled me in to his arms.

"That was a pretty good night," he said kissing my forehead, I looked up at him.

"Yeah, it was pretty good," I grinned. "Even if I did fall asleep,"

"You're cute when you sleep though,"

"Awwh, you're a charmer," I smiled kissing him, stopping as we got to my door, he hugged me as tight as he could.

I flopped on the couch; Dean placed two cups of soda on the coffee table then joined me.

"You can tell a lot about someone through their house," Dean said softly, looking up at the roof.

"Oh?"

"Yeah, a lot about their personality,"

"What can you tell about my house?" I asked resting my head on his chest.

"It's dark," he said thinking carefully. "It's Artsy, It's elegant,"

"Elegant?" I grinned.

"Yeah, it's unique," he smiled looking at me. "A little geeky,"

"Do you like my house?" I asked.

He looked at me, in to my eyes searching a little, slightly smiling, I loved this moment, it was, I loved this moment, it was the first time we had truly been alone since we got together, I loved it, "It's perfect," I grinned he kissed me as I got a text message.

"I was thinking," Dean said as I pulled my cell out of my pocket.

"What were you thinking about my baby?" I asked flicking my eyes to him then back down to my phone.

"I think once Punk gets used to this, and all the dust settles, this will work pretty well."

I smiled at what he was saying.

The text was from Phil.
'I'm glad tonight happened Lil, I've never seen you smile as wide as you did when Dean told us he was happy with you, It was pretty cool to see,'

"You know what," I grinned; it was officially the best text message of my life. "I think you're right,"