Bellamy POV:

It was easier said than done, choosing happiness, I still had fantasies about my original plan... sometimes it was the only way I was able to fall asleep at night, thinking how I would kill each Cullen making them suffer first.

My favorite scenario was how I would torture and kill Dr. Cullen, the one who I ultimately blamed, he was their leader and refused to leave even when i told him what there proximity was doing to the boys at La Push.

I would track him down, find out which town he was currently masquerading around and then I would go to the local hospital pretending to be FBI looking for a crazed perverted serial killer who found his victims by posing as a doctor, I would make it impossible for him to work anywhere in America once the story went viral. And as he panicked and went home to tell the family they needed to run I would blow him up in a car bomb so powerful pieces of him would be scattered across several states. Just thinking about it brought a sick smile to my face. But I needed to shake it off quickly because tonight was my first official date with Embry, I told myself to think of Emily to think of the life I wanted and not just what would feel good in the moment... but it was hard.

Rosalie POV:

I was reunited with my family, minus Edward they weren't sure where he was but had left several messages. They all looked at me first with wonder over my new human body but then with disappointment... I knew they felt betrayed, although I didn't set out to hurt any of them with this I didn't stop and think about how it would affect them either. Seeing Emmett was the most bittersweet, I hated that I hurt him, I tried to excuse what I had done claiming I didn't think it would work but it didn't explain why I hid it from him in the first place or went off to go through it on my own.

They took me back home to where they were currently living, but none of them would look at me or talk to me. I caught Esme giving me sympathetic looks ever now and then but that was almost worst, it had been nearly a week of this and I couldn't take it any more,

I knocked on what used to be my room with Emmett, I was currently staying in the guest room,

*knock knock*

"Please, Emmett, please just talk to me."

I got no answer, but I wasn't going to give up

"I know what I did was wrong and selfish and I am so sorry I hurt you, please baby please just talk to me, I still love you... do you still love me?"

Slowly the door opened and there was my monkey man looking so beaten down, I hated that he was feeling so low because of me, he always tried so hard to make me happy and here I was making him miserable.

"I do... still love you, but do you even want me anymore? How would this ever work between us?"

Thank god he still loved me, that meant there was still hope.

"Well we won't know unless we try, please can't we at least try?"

Thankfully he agreed and I got to go to sleep in my man's arms that night. The rest of the family weren't so forgiving but Emmett promised they would come around.

Bella POV:

After weeks of keeping me captive and starving me to keep me weak, Victoria finally came to talk to me,

"You ruined my plans you know?"

"How?" I croaked out still suffering from lack of blood

"The point was to kill you as a human to make Edward regret never turning you, but now look at you I doubt he would still even want you." She said snidely to hurt me, sadly it worked, it hit where all my insecurities were.

"so it's taking me some time to come up with a suitable plan B... but you'll be happy to know I finally have one, well I'm happy and that's all that really matters. I've finally thought of the perfect revenge for you and the pitiful excuse of vampire getting my mate killed, I'm gonna turn you into the monster he never wanted you to be, and when you are reunited with him he will reject you all over again, the pain will be exquisite."

"You'll fail, I'll never be anything like you." I told her trying to sound strong,

"Really, how are you feeling you must be thirsty? Thirsty enough to kill? And I don't mean bunnies?" She said with evil in her eyes and I wanted to cry... I wanted my sister.

Bellamy POV:

Embry and mine's first date wasn't as smooth as I was hoping he could tell my mind was some place else, I confessed even tho I wouldn't pursue it I was still obsessed with the Cullen's demise. He sat quietly for awhile and I though I had finally succeeded in scaring him off, it surprised me how sad that thought made me.
But he grabbed my hand,

"maybe the reason you can't stop thinking of them is because you don't really want to stop, because if you stop thinking of them you'll start thinking of her and you'll have to finally begin to grieve her and accept that she's gone." He told me, it made sense, I suppose murderous is a better emotion to feel than grief but there was one thing wrong with his theory,

"It's just that she doesn't really feel gone to me, it's like she still here trying to reach out to me."