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(Cream's POV)

Tails, Aleena, Amy, Knuckles and I were all sitting in the waiting room, crossing our fingers hoping that the nurses would come back with good news. As if on cue, a tall nurse came around the corner, "Are you all here for Sonic the Hedgehog?"

We all nodded our heads slowly, silently hoping Sonic was okay.

I hope he isn't hurt. I couldn't stand knowing someone close to me got hurt, or worse...passed away.

"Well, I have good news and bad news..." she paused, looking at our anxious expressions. She sighed, "Sonic is awake and okay...but, he has less of a chance of gaining his memory back. He can't be trusted with the pills anymore. So what we ask is that if the parent or guardian could keep them away from him and will be responsible for giving him his daily pill."

Aleena wiped away the tears that were staining her cheeks and nodded, "Okay."

The nurse smiled politely and handed the jar of pills to her. I stared at the bottle, eying it closely. She opened it and looked in.

I gasped, it was half empty! He must have took a whole bunch! I swallowed back tears and my throat burned.

"You may visit him now." She confirmed before heading back to work. I stood up fast, quickly followed by the rest and we all speed walked to Sonic's assigned room. I looked back at them, seeing their desperate faces. I grabbed a hold of the door handle and turned it slowly, making it creak before fully opening.

I made eye contact with Sonic, seeing his emotionally scared state and ran into his arms. I loved him like a brother! He could have died! I hugged him tighter and cried into his shoulder as he chuckled.

"I'm okay Cream!" I sniffed and looked into his eyes.

"You scared all of us!" I cried out. I felt a pair of arms wrap around me and pull me back into their chest. I knew it was Tails. I still kept eye contact with Sonic, looking into the pain filled eyes that I dreaded to see. In moments, it has gone to peaceful waves of happiness to being thrown in utter confusion.

I don't know why he did it, I don't know why he was in pain. I just didn't understand those things.

I turned and cried into Tails' shoulder. I just couldn't take it...

(Amy's POV)

I stared blankly at him. I can't beloved he would do this! He should know better than to drug himself. I mean, doesn't he know we are all supporting him through this?

I let some tears fall from my eyes, looking down at him. He looks so beaten, so torn.

He finally follows my gaze and looks me in the eyes. My heart flutters when he makes eyes contact with me. He gives me a weak smile and I loose it. I run over to him, crushing him in a tight hug.

I don't want to loose him, he is my everything. I don't know what I would do without him. I almost lost him twice, I don't know what would happen if I almost lost him again. I would snap.

He wrapped his arms back around me, hugging me back.

"I am okay..." he whispered in my ear. A million questions were buzzing through my head.

"You sure?!" I asked, sounding quite desperate. He chuckled.

"I am more than sure." he answered, petting the quills on the back of my head.

I pulled back and smiled at him. He gave me a crooked smirk before his mother crushed him in a huge hug.

I admired their bond. I never had something that close with my mom because she was away, working until late at night.

Just then, a nurse came in, "Sonic, we have finished your tests and you are free to leave anytime."

I smiled brightly and looked back at Sonic who was grinning from ear to ear. "Okay, I'll sign myself out soon."

The nurse smiled and handed his clothes back to him. I left the room along with the others, letting Sonic get ready.

"I hope he didn't effect the chance of him regaining his memory that bad..." Knuckles stated.

"Yeah, I hope so!" Cream cried out, latching onto Tails' arm.

"He will be perfectly fine..." Aleena smiled at us. I always looked up to her. She had so much strength to hold back those feelings even in the darkest times in life. She is able to control herself and not complain or break down crying every three seconds.

A few minutes later, we see Sonic wearing his blue plaid shirt and jeans come out of the room. "Can we get out of here?!"

I laugh at him being impatient, he hasn't changed one bit.

Aleena leads us over to the sign out, where she signs Sonic out of the hospital. We all sigh in relief once we leave the hospital. I hated that place.

I pulled Sonic aside, "Sonic...this might sound a little too 'in your business' kind of thing, but why did you overdose?"

He looked around and saw that everyone had left besides his mom, who was inside the car waiting for us. "I'm not sure..."

"Do you know how much that hurt?" I asked, trying to keep my anger down.

"Excuse me?" he raised his brow at me.

"It hurt seeing you wake up and not know anything about me, or anything that happened between us!" the anger was rising, but I managed to keep cool.

"I don't understand..." he eyed me closely and I snapped.

"It was hard enough then, but then did you really have to drug yourself and worry me more?! It's hard seeing someone you care about forget everything, then go off and hurt themselves!" I ended up yelling. I couldn't help but let out the anger that was boiling inside me.

"Well I'm SORRY! Did it ever occur to you that maybe I try my best to remember things?!" he snapped back.

"Yeah, AND YOU CANT!" I got in his face, screaming the words.

He glared at me, fire blazing in his eyes, "WHY DON'T YOU PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES FOR A DAY! MAYBE YOU CAN SEE HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO BE ME! I COME HOME EVERYDAY, SEEING STUFF I DON'T REMEMBER! WHAT IF YOU WOKE UP IN A HOSPITAL AND DIDN'T REMEMBER A DAMN THING!? HOW WOULD THAT FEEL?! THEN ALL OF THE SUDDEN, I HAVE TO REMEMBER THINGS, BUT IT WON'T COME BACK TO ME. I AM BEING RUSHED ALL THE TIME. I GET THROWN INTO THINGS THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW!" he paused and tears were trembling in the corners of his eyes. He took in a deep breath before speaking again,

"I want to remember, I want to remember all our inside jokes. All our days of school. Everything. But I can't. It's all a blur. I want to love you, I really do, but I don't know how. It's like trying to love someone you don't even know. I know all the love is still there but I just don't know what to do with it now!"

I stood there, stunned. How did he know I loved him?!

"How?" was all I managed to speak.

"I can tell by the pain in your eyes every time we talk about my memory. How you kissed me the other day, and how much passion you put into it. When you tell me about our childhood, there is always that gleam in your eye. That's how I know. I would have to be blind to not see that."

Tears formed in my eyes as I looked at him. I was too stunned for words, so he continued.

"I'm not strong enough for the both of us, what was I supposed to do? Maybe I did love you before, and maybe I do now, but I'm just not there yet." he huffed. "I just feel like it's hopeless...I give up on pretending. I give up on us..."

He turned around, starting to walk off. I called out to him one more time, because this might be the last time I will talk to him...

"I can live without you but, with out you i'll be Miserable at Best..."

As you can teeeeeellll, this book is coming to an end...*sigh* I know. There are only like 2-3 chapters left. I hope you guys liked it, and sorry again for the late update...ugh schoooooooolll! XP

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