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I jolt awake a few hours later.

I barely register that it's still pretty dark outside before something warm and soft and deep swallows up my cock.

"Ahhhh..." I suck in a trembling sigh as I realise I'm getting a blowjob.

I hear Grimmjow chuckle, the noise and vibrations of his voice box doing an absolute number on me.

He pulls away with a wet pop.

"Mornin'." He sounds like usual, he smells like usual, hell, he even gives cracking blow jobs like usual; but as I look down between my legs at him his mouth is curved into a smile and my stomach does a little back flip.

I try to smile back at him but apparently ignoring my boner earlier wasn't the smartest of plans.

"D-don't stop." I gasp out. It seems in more desperate that I thought.

After another few seconds of sucking and lapping up my pre-come, Grimmjow's finger gains a mind of its own and begins to creep downwards towards my ass again.

I moan as he invades me for a second time. Jesus Christ. From now on, every time his hands go near my butt, how am I supposed to stop myself from getting hard? It's like he doesn't even have to do anything except stick a finger in me and I'm away with the fairy's.

Suddenly my head hits the mattress and I gasp in surprise as my pillow is pulled from under my head.

"What-?"

But Grimmjow is chuckling quietly as he stuffs the pillow under my bum without finesse.

I don't quite know why, but I begin to laugh as well. This is just too freaking awesome. Everything just begins to bubble over and as our lips come together for a wet kiss, I try to focus on kissing rather than grinning like a moron.

"You wanna take a ride on my disco stick, Ichigo?" Grimmjow beams at me, before groaning quietly as his dick rubs against my ass; I full on burst out laughing.

"Suuure!" I snort, before chortling against his neck.

Grimmjow takes my half-joking reply as an 'eager' response so he flexes his hips forwards sharply.

What surprises me is that it still hurts; I feel stretched to breaking point. But what surprises me even more is that I am holding onto Grimmjow with a fierce grip and, effectively, pulling him deeper into me.

"Fucking... Ow. Be more gentle, that's my god-damned ass your trying to fuck!" I blurt out suddenly, not thinking.

Grimmjow goes rigid.

"Sorry, sorry..." His smirk vanishes and he leans in to kiss my temple. "Here..." He pulls back to a sitting position and places his hands on either of my hips. He pulls out gently and whacks on some more lube.

Woah. This is the first time I've seen his face whilst we've had sex. His eyes are on fire. I know that seems like a pretty lame thing to say but I can actually feel the heat coming off him and its making my thighs tremble as I wait for him to enter me again.

I swallow heavily watching his smother his dick in lubricant.

I notice there are bruises beginning to emerge around his groin. I haven't had time to inspect myself yet; I've been on some sort of adrenaline rush all night, so I guess it will hit me pretty hard later.

I glance up at his face as he strokes himself and I realise he's watching me as he does so.

Christ.

His skin pink and blotchy, his hair sweaty and dishevelled; never before has Grimmjow looked so ravaged.

Suddenly feeling bold, I spit on my hand, reach for my own prick, which is now as hard and as heavy as a rock, and begin to tug on it frantically.

"Oi, oi" He rasps, leaning over me suddenly and pulling my hand away. He grasps my cock firmly in his hand and angles his face towards my own before kissing me with aphrodisia.

Ahh man, I'm melting like that wicked witch from The Wizard of Oz. There's smoke and everything.

"Only I'm allowed to do that..."

Then he releases me and his hand slides up my body to thread with my fingers.

He fumbles for a moment as I try to breath properly before sinking into me slowly but firmly.

"So much better." I mutter disjointedly. "There's no need to rush..."

He drives into me, and then out again; in, then out. Oh Jesus. It's slow and heavy and really, really good. It doesn't hurt, it doesn't burn; I don't even know anymore... It just feels amazing.

"Mmmm." I roll my head against the now-damp mattress and I feel something heavy and spine bending creep upon me.

My impending orgasm, I realise.

"Oh." I groan and squirm and my heart thunders in anticipation. Meanwhile Grimmjow has me in an iron hold and is continuing to fuck me. Sweat collects along his hairline and across his chest. As I chance a glance up at him I try very hard to not have a heart attack. I'm already being penetrated by his dick and all but his eye feel like they are piercing me as well.

I can't look away, I cant even blink, so unexplainable tears begin to manifest.

He quirks his lips at me in an exhausted smile, before gripping my hips even tighter and quickening his pace.

"Ahh... Fuck, fuck!"

He exhales with every thrust and I realise that I'm flexing my hips instinctively to meet with his own.

"F-fuck..." I gasp. Then Grimmjow starts trembling and groaning, pressing into me with all his strength.

I don't think I can actually take anymore.

Suddenly a harsh, inarticulate cry rips through the air and I watch Grimmjow as he comes. His eyebrows knit together and his mouth opens as he cries out, a bead of sweat dripping from his forehead and down his nose, before dripping to land on my belly.

Ah.

My orgasm claws at my spine making me arch and shiver. I feel Grimm's semen fill up my ass and his hand creeps to my weeping cock. He is almost violent with me, but it's what I need right this second. He pushes his thumb into the tip and my come springs forth, caking his hand and chest with jizz.

I feel my eyesight flicker – am I gonna pass out?

I just about make out Grimmjow's toothy grin as he stares down at me.

I try to laugh. He won't ever change, will he?

"You alright?" He smirks at me, I probably look like a wreck. I know I sure as hell feel like one. I just won't stop trembling and my hands don't seem to have any grip left in them. I flop still, totally boneless and numb. I feel a sore ache spread from my ass. After a few sharp breaths my entire body begins to ache.

I register Grimmjow's dick pulling out from my body and I suddenly remember we were never one being in the first place. I feel so stretched and so open, still, that I doubt I'll never really feel right until we have sex again.

All of a sudden there is a huge growl.

I burst out laughing.

"Hungry?" I ask through my sniggering, smirking at Grimmjow's embarrassed little smile.

"Yeah... For you!" He suddenly jumps at me, swinging a leg over my hips, then sitting on them. His hands land either side of my head and he lowers his head to kiss me but his weight is sort of painful...

I hiss as my pelvis throbs painfully.

Grimmjow is off me in a heartbeat, asking me where it hurts, what he can do to help.

I love Grimm to bits but he is a little oblivious to how much pain I'm in right now.

"Y-you go make some breakfast. I'll go take a bath." I try to grin reassuring at him. It's not that I regret it or anything, not even in the slightest, but... I can't really explain it. I just feel irritated. My butt is killing me and I don't even want to look at myself for fear I've broken a bone or ripped something vital... and Grimmjow is there bouncing around with all that energy.

He somehow understands without being offended and kisses me deeply once more before throwing a shirt and some clean boxers on and exiting to the kitchen. I swing my legs around off the bed and wince as my ass squelches loudly.

"Fuck."

As I stand I realise what a beating my body has taken. I smooth a hand over my bum and it feels red and raw and... I'm not going to be shitting properly for a while.

I sigh, but smile as I remember... well everything really. The whole night has been amazing.

I walk awkwardly towards the en-suit and flick the shower on. I'll rinse first and then bathe.

As I turn, I catch my reflection in the mirror. I nearly laugh at myself. My skin is either beginning to bruise, rubbed raw, clawed or bitten; and my expression. I grin back at myself.

I looked nice and fucked.

Yes I'm in pain as I walk home a few hours later, but a hot bath did help. I can now walk normally after practising in Grimm's hallway. The limp is barely noticeable.

At breakfast Grace leaped into the kitchen and skipped around the table saying she just had the best night's sleep she's had in ages. Grimm winks at me and I feel a sigh of relief; Grace didn't hear a thing.

But when Grimmjow goes to shower as I eat my sausages, she tries to get me to dance with her to the radio. When I politely refuse it looks as if, for a moment, that she is laughing at me.

I try to ignore it.

I'm paranoid, that all.

But then Nel is up and totally normal except for when I pass her the jug of milk and she suddenly flinches and throws cereal everywhere. Fuck, then I have to bend to help pick it up. I swear I hear Grace actually stifle a giggle.

Later I realise that Nel must have seen the hickeys on my forearm (no joke, they are everywhere) and freaked out.

So much for being subtle, I guess.

But I didn't fly off the wall and have a hissy fit like I did when Nel found me and Grimm naked together in the bathtub.

It's just... I dunno.

I feel like I understand things better, maybe? I don't think it's sex itself which has done this to me. More the fact that I had it with a person who I love-

I freeze, mid action.

I am currently stood at the checkout of the convenience store on my way home from Grimm's. I fancied something caked in sugar.

But really... Love?

That sounds nice and intimidating.

I leave more than enough money on the counter and fly from the shop before the poor old woman behind the till can even give me my change. I power walk through town, the fact that I had my ass nailed twice in one day totally forgotten. I slow down and stop when I realise that nothing is chasing me. What am I running from anyway? If I remember correctly I've already said it.

"I love you."

I blink suddenly as I realise I'm stood on the bank from where mum slipped from.

Don't worry it's not that depressing. This spot is right in the middle of town so it'd be pretty difficult for me to avoid it unless we moved away. Since we didn't, I faced my fears years ago and this spot doesn't really hold much resentment from me anymore.

I sit on the grass at the top of the slope.

So it's Love, huh?

Well doesn't that sound intimidating?

Don't people fall in love when they are older? Isn't that how it happens?

My dad told my sister Yuzu (after she broke up with her first ever boyfriend when she was 11), that we aren't going to meet our husbands and wives until we are ready to meet them. The love for people we go out with now will never compare to the people we are going to marry and spend the rest of our lives with.

Of course this thought can make you think, 'Well in 17, so what's the point in even trying to get a girlfriend/boyfriend?' Or it can put things in prospective for you and chill you out a bit.

But... what if I've met my soul mate, even when I wasn't ready to? What if I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with Grimmjow?

However, having said that, I still can't see myself growing old with him. It just doesn't seem possible. And what would an older Grimmjow even look like? God knows.

In conclusion, I'm in love with Grimmjow, he might be my soul mate, but it won't last. We won't grow old together because we just won't. We'll kill each other if we have to spend the next 70 years together. I'd murder him if I'd have to live with the mess he makes and Grimmjow would... he would... He'd get sick of me.

I just can't see it. You know, in my 'mind's eye' sort of thing.

I realise Loving someone isn't the traumatising bit, it's the putting your happiness in their hands bit which is scary as hell.

"Are you ok, kid?"

"Huh?" I glace up and a guy, probably in his early twenties, with soft looking brown hair and a genuine look of concern, is studying me through black rimmed glasses.

"Y-yeah. I'm cool." I mutter stupidly.

"Oh ok. I was just checking. You were sat here this afternoon and now it's-" He pulls back his sleeve and examines his watch. "A quarter past seven-"

"Shit, are you kidding me?" I spring to my feet, but the hard ground hasn't done anything for my sore ass so I stagger forwards.

Suddenly a hand whips out and grabs my upper arm with fierce strength. It drags me away from the edge of the slope and holds me upright. I look up into milky brown eyes, slightly taken aback.

"I'm fine." I speak a little too quickly.

This strangers grip on my arm is unnervingly tight.