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I was his mate? What the fuck did that mean? Of course he did not take the time to clarify before deciding to choke me with his tongue down my throat. I knew the meaning of the word, but then again it could be used in different ways. I am pretty sure he didn't mean mate as in he wanted to mate with me because as far as I knew vampires could not reproduce and neither could I. He had to mean that I was like his soul mate, but is that even a possibility? I mean he is dead and therefore no soul so how the fuck can am I his soul mate? Funny how the one time I wanted him to talk and he kept his undead yap shut.

Even if I were his soul mate did that mean he was mine? If he was wouldn't I have imprinted on him if it were at all possible? Then again I don't believe in that crap and so maybe that is why I can't imprint. Maybe it is something you have to believe in fully for it to happen. It would make sense considering all the guys believed it to be true and yet I didn't and so I end up being the one wolf that doesn't imprint. Is it irony or a great escape of being slave for me? I guess you can look at it any way you wanted. Back to my original thought, was he my soul mate? I don't think so because I have no love for him. I mean I literally hate the blood drinking douche.

"The feelings are mutual my little wolf." He mumbled against my lips and in a moment of anger I went to bring my knee up to get him in the nuts, but he managed to block me since he knew what I was going to do from the whole reading my mind thing. It was weird that I could shut it off if I tried hard enough. I would have to practice so that it came naturally to me. "I hate everything about you. The way you smell, the way you think, that stubborn streak I wish I could just fuck out of you, I hate the fact you are a shifter, and most of all I hate that even though I hate you, you still managed to somehow have this pull on me that I cannot escape."

Being my normal self I could not hold in my smart ass comments. One of these days they were going to get me killed. I would end up on that show '1000 ways to die' and it would be because I could not keep my big mouth shut. Well at least I would have my fifteen minutes of fame one way or another. "For a second I thought you were going to say you loved me or something creepy like that."

Cold lips pulled away from my throat and I wanted to groan in annoyance, but Leah Clearwater had a great poker face and I wasn't going to show what I was feeling even if he could read my mind. He tilted his head a bit to look at me in curiosity. "You do not wish for someone to love you? Do you not want what every human on the planet is searching for in one way or another? Everyone wants some form of love even my kind wants a deep connection. You do not wish to have this?"

Sometimes his red eyes really bothered me. They were almost hypnotizing me in to answering. When I looked in to them I felt as if I could get lost in the blood which filled them if I tried. I forced myself to look away when I felt his hand going up my shirt. "I had it and it was overrated. Love is a bunch of hallmark lies anyways. You can say I love you, but what does it really mean? If you feel for someone then don't say it you should show it. Show them how you feel about them unless you plan to kill them because that is murder."

"You really need to get off your high horse when it comes to killing." The mind rapist griped before easily lifting me up to slam my back against the wall. I could feel the cheap plaster crumble and fall away at some places. My long legs wrapped around his waist as I reached up looking for something to hold, but found nothing. Great so if he dropped me I wouldn't have anything to help me to catch myself. "Killing is as hunting is to some of you humans. It is a rush and like our adrenaline rush. Of course it is also about feeding, but more so about the chase."

I could feel his erection against my inner thigh and I wished I could jump away. "You got hard thinking about killing? Okay that is one way to ruin a mood. Do you see me talking about, well I can't think of anything that would be as disgusting as that, but you get the idea mind rapist."

His smile turned playful and that is something I had never seen before. "Would it make you feel better if I told you that this was all for you. Just pretend that I got the erection thinking about you. Now can we please get to the actual fucking part? With you sick these last few days I haven't gotten any."

"Because you were getting a shitload before." I mocked before an idea hit me head on. "Before we do any of that I have a question for well. Technically it is more like a compromise."

Edward raised his eyebrow and stepped away to indicated that he was listening. "Go on."

I cleared my throat and pulled my shirt back down. "If I stayed with you would you stop killing humans? I'm not asking you to drink off of animals or anything, well I kind of am. If I stay you have to agree to feed on me and me only. You don't agree and I won't stay. You can lock me up, but one day you will get sloppy and make a mistake and I'll be free. If you take my deal then you will never have to worry about that. If I do leave then I will come back. It will be maybe a walk down the street to stretch my legs or something like that."

"If I agree to this then you must agree to something for me." When he spoke I had a feeling I would regret it. "I will feed on only you if you agree to drink from me and make our bond that much stronger. What do you say? Do we have a deal or not?"

I did not exactly relish the thought of drinking his blood, but my duty as a shifter was to protect people and this would be protecting them. Becoming a living blood bank oh god my father would be proud. I hoped that the mind rapist could detect the sarcasm in my thoughts since I was not sure how that worked. Still at least he knew that I agreed. Saying yes in my mind was the best he was ever going to get since I would verbalize it. I would cut my tongue out first.

TBC…

AN: Like I have said before, I have the basic outline of this story right, but the little stuff I write as it goes and this was one of them. I was going to have sex in this chapter, yet this popped in to my head and would not leave. I do hope that you all liked this chapter. I am not sure what is going to happen next so ideas are welcome.

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