Sunday Dec 20
he left unusually early that morning and she thought that It was strange she got a hunch she called Giles she said "Giles I need you to do me a favor"

he said "what"

Buffy "go check on Angel"

Giles said "why now"

Buffy said "no questions just do It... call me back If the other Angel Is with him, there both together"

Giles said "okay"

she looked through his stuff she knew something was up she just couldn't put her finger on It what It was she just needed to know for sure her mind wasn't going to rest

she found nothing she was starting to think that her friends had made her paranoid but she knew It In her heart of hearts something was wrong she looked out the window and saw him keel over In pain. she went outside she said "Angel what Is It what wrong"

he turned to her "I remembered something else"

she said "what did you remember"

he said "I remember what happened that made us split In the first place"

she looked at him

she went to see Giles he said "I found something strange"

she said "what"

he said "I got the security videos from the people at both hospitals"

she looked at him and said "willow did didn't she"

he said "yes"

she said "what did you find"

Giles said "I had his room watched sense you left with the other Angel and looked what we found on the types"

she looked at the video and the Angel she had been with had visiting the unconscious one Buffy said "what doe It prove he don't do anything to him he just sits with him and Angel would do that… did he say anything to him"

Giles said "not that we've found... were still checking"

Buffy said "keep me posted"

Giles said "anything happen on your end"

Buffy said "I was going though his things and he showed up he had a fit of pain and said he rebreed how they ended up this way"

Giles said "Interesting, did he tell you" Buffy looked at him

I was meeting him In the sculled cabins tonight In England the girls had left early after we had dinner I went Into the cabin he was sitting and reading he didn't look up he said "hello"

I put my coat down and answered "hey"

he said "you still think I'm Angelus"

I walk over to him as he stands and look him In the eye and say "you know what I think I think I don't care anymore If you are or aren't I don't care about you I don't care about him I don't care about what anyone says from what the doctor told me I have about four days left and I'm not going to spend those days caring about any of It, If your Angel your here for me If your not your here for your own damn reasons and will probably kill me before I have a chance to die on my own I'm done I could care less do you whatever" I meant every word and I walked away I'm exhausted I barely have enough energy to walk away I'm taking my pills and going to bed I turn In the door way and say "but If you are Angelus this Is right up your alley, If you are Angel I'm sorry I'm treating you like crap but I have a pretty good reason to be so bitter" I walk away go to bed