Lane's p o v
Never Giving Up
Uh it's so frustrating Jade is such a beautiful young woman she has such a fire a raw untapped talent she is brimming with potential.
Yet she's dancing with a fire she has so much pain inside the look in her eyes as she turned the knob was haunting it twisted inside my gut hours later.
I took an oath yo always put my kids first I promised myself I wold always be there no matter what time a day or night it was.
I would stop at nothing to protect them.
I've lost so many relationships because of my love and passion for them.
I can't help it though these kids .. my kids their special their talented so many of them have to give u so much to get a chance to chase their dreams.
So many have no one to believe in them support them too many have had bad home lives , too many like Jade carry painful secrets.
I didn't want to push her but I knew what Jade was carrying inside of her. I've sensed it since day one but she has buried herself so deep she's terrified to even think about facing it.
I've counseled so many kids over my twenty plus years who are conflicted questing but even with my professional code every so often there comes a kid who just breaks through your walls and gets inside of your soul.
I can't though as much as I want to Jade needs to see it for herself all I can do is never give up on her and pray she doesn't give up.