AN: SO HERE IS THE LAST CHAPTER. I HATED AND LOVED WRITING THIS STORY. I THINK THIS IS THE CHAPTER THAT YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.
LENA
I quickly put on a pair of sweatpants, and a tank top and grabbed my phone and purse and left out the door. I drove to the jail and went inside.
When I went to where the visitors went I saw Tiffany sitting there. I just looked at her for a second. She looked like she had been crying and her hair was a mess. This did not look like the Tiffany I meet. And for the first time I felt no type of attraction to her.
"Oh my god, Lena baby you came," Tiffany said looking at me smiling. She stood up coming over to me trying to hug and kiss me I pushed her out the way while the guard told her no touching.
"What.. Lena why did you push me away," Tiffany said with a sad face.
"Tiffany sit down, we need to talk and I want to make this quick because I have to get home to my kids." I told her she just sat down and slumped down in her chair.
"So for one, why did you go see Stef in the first place, you knew that was going to cause drama," I told her with my arms crossed.
"Because I wanted her to know how much I loved you, and that you and I belonged together. She the one got all mad and threw her coffee all over a very expensive shirt."
I couldn't help but chuckle at that. That was my Stef.
"Well she did say that you where being nasty to her, and I know she wouldn't lie, so maybe you deserved it."
"I did not deserve it, I just wanted her to know that I wanted to be with her and I know you do too. Lena me and you belong together, our chemistry and sexual chemistry is through the roof," she said placing her hands down on the table.
"Tiffany, what me and you had was wrong, I hurt my family to the fullest and I can never forgive for doing that. What me and you had is over and I can not see you anymore after this. I love Stef was too much. I hurt Stef so much, I had never seen her so upset and angry.
"So everything me and you had, let along the way I fucked you, is out the window," Tiffany said leaning back in her chair.
"Yes it is, I'm sorry if I led you on, but you knew I was taken and I knew I was taken also. I can no longer hurt Stef, I love her too much. I don't even know where she is and I am freaking out."
"Trust me Stef is doing just fine, drinking and eating her life away," Tiffany mumbled.
"What are you talking about," I asked her my voice showing her concern.
"Stef is fine, she is up in that motel room eating and drinking her life away because of you."
"How do you know where she is," I asked about to get up from my seat.
"She is the reason I am up in here, Me and a friend of mines, kinda pulled a gun out on her, until some cop got to us in time, and both him and I are on parole. We can't have guns.
I swear my blood was boiling, who was this woman that I allowed in my life.
"You are not serious, you pulled a gun out on my girlfriend, how could you and what do you mean your on parole, like who the hell are you," I basically screamed at her. How did she have a teaching license also. None of this made sense.
"I got into some trouble back in the day, and the only reason I pulled a gun out on her is to prove to her I would do anything to be with you."
I could not believe what I was hearing. "You are one crazy bitch," I said getting up from my chair about to leave out the door. I was disappointed with my choice of words. But I was so heated right now.
"No, Lena don't leave I love you," she said standing up coming towards me.
"Goodbye Tiffany," I said shaking my head at her and I waled out the door.
I sat in my car and called Mike, because I knew that is who stopped her. I had to go see Stef. I knew she didn't want to see me, but I had to see if she was ok. I got the address from Mike and realized how far Stef drove. I drove for about an hour. Until I reached her motel. I had to be prepared for what was about to happen.
I knocked on her motel room door, and I heard her move towards the door. When she opened the door she looked at me and didn't say anything. I just looked at Stef her hair was a mess, her eyes where bloodshot red, her skin looked pale and she smelled of alcohol.
"Lena what are you doing here," she said and I had to hold in my breath because her breath smelt awful.
"I just wanted to see if you where ok, I heard what happened. Can I come in for just 5 minutes then I will leave."
"Lena I don't want to see you right now, at all, can you please just leave," she said trying to close the door on me.
"No Stef, just please let me in, I know you hate me right now, but can I talk to you please baby please," I said my eyes nearing tears.
"She just blew her breath and I hold my breath again, but she did let me in.
"Make this fast Lena, I just want to go to sleep but all these damn interruptions I can't get no sleep," she said stumbling back over to the bed.
"I heard what happened and I just want to come make sure you ok, and by the looks of things you don't look so good," I said sitting dow on the bed next to her.
"I'm fine, I'm just drunk and tired it is almost midnight."
"I went to go see Tiffany," I said and she looked at me with pure evil. "And before you say anything, I told her it was over and I even called her a crazy bitch," I said.
Stef just looked down and chuckled.
"I can't believe you cursed," she said laughing.
"I know, I was surprised at myself also, but what she told me almost broke me to pieces. I really can't believe she pulled a gun out on you, I almost passed out," I said looking at her.
"I know it was bad, and I am alright Lena I am, and did you really mean it was over," she said while looking at me in my eyes.
"Yes, I meant it more than anything in this world, Stef I love you more than anything that ever walked the planet, besides our kids. I know I messed up Stef, and I am sorry I'm so sorry for the hurt I brought you through," I said tears rolling down my face.
"Lena, I can tell that you are sorry, but I can't get over the fact that you lied to me, and you cheated on me. Lena do you understand how bad that sounds. I thought our love was so strong that all we needed was each other," she said looking at me, with those eyes.
"Honey, I know. I know I ruined your trust and I don't even trust myself right now, but Stef. I said getting up off the bed, kneeling in front of her putting my hands on her knees and looking her into those eyes that I feel in love with the first time I saw her. "I love you and I need you. Whatever me and that woman had is over and I mean over, I want nothing more to be with you. I promise you my heart, my mind, and my body is all yours. I love you Stefanie Maria Foster," I said still kneeling. I didn't care that my knees where starting to hurt.
Stef just looked at me for a good moment, she started to touch my face, but pulled her hand away. Then she touched my shoulder and rubbed my hair. Then she pulled back again.
"Lena I will always love you. I can never in my life hating you, yes I am mad as hell towards you, but that can never stop my love for you. Your my life, my world, the air I breath. Everyday when I wake up and look at your face. I just smile because I had this beautiful woman I can look at everyday. But sometimes.. sometimes love isn't enough. I can't, I can't.. umm I can't be with you anymore Lena. At least not now. We need sometime apart ok. What you did was beyond forgivable. I want to forgive you but I can't forgive you right now," she said looking in my eyes as tears flowed through my eyes.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing, Stef didn't want me anymore, and I just had to accept her wishes.
"Is this really what you want," I asked her.
"Yes, and don't worry I will tell the kids tomorrow. I am going to find a apartment for now, or probably a hotel I can stay at for long stay. I will try to make it home for dinner and if you need help with the kids on something. Im just a phone call away. But I need some space ok. I need time apart right now," she said rubbing my face with her thumb.
"I just stood up and kissed her forehead and hugged her."
"I love you Stef, and we are going to make this work," I said to her.
AN: THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS AND EVERYTHING ON THIS STORY. I KNOW THIS STORY WAS WRONG, BECAUSE I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE LENA CHEATING ON STEF. BUT HOW WAS THE LAST CHAPTER LET ME KNOW.
PS. OH YEA I FORGOT THERE WILL BE A SEQUAL COMING OUT ON NEXT MONDAY BEFORE THE FOSTERS COMES ON. IT IS CALLED RECONNECTING. IT WILL NOT INCLUDE TIFFANY, BUT SHE WILL BE MENTIONED. IT IS GOING TO BE MOSTLY ABOUT THE FAMILY AND IT WILL PROBABLY BE ABOUT 6 CHAPTERS.
LET ME KNOW IF I SHOULD WRITE THE SEQUAL. I HAVE SO MUCH PLANNED FOR THAT STORY.
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