A/N: I want to apologize for taking so long to get this chapter to my precious readers. I wanted it to be very special and with all the drama in my own life, it was impossible to write this chapter to my satisfaction. The good news, life has settled down. My father-in-law, whom I call "Poppy", has successfully had cataract surgery and is on the mend. Poppy is almost 80 years old so we have been taking care of him and making sure that he follows the Dr's orders.

So here it is...the lemon we have been waiting for...enjoy!

Chapter 21

Christian wore a permanent smile on his face ever since the announcements of their engagement, Staci's paternity, and Ana's sire. He felt alive, free, and lighter than a feather for the first time in his life. He was under the Ana spell. She made him see life through her and Staci's eyes. He realized that life could be good if he only let it. He found himself laughing more and it felt great!

After saying goodbye to his family, he carried Staci out to Ana's car and buckled her in. He helped Ana in then went around to the other side and slid into the seat. He turned to Ana. "Our place or yours?"

Ana smiled at him. "The Sound." She said softly.

Thirty minutes later Sawyer was pulling into the drive of The Sound. Staci and Ana were asleep and Christian hated to wake them up.

"I'll carry Staci in for you Sir." Sawyer said as he opened Christian's door for him.

"Thank you, Sawyer."

Christian carefully placed Ana on their bed and slipped off her shoes. He brushed the hair out of her face and then leaned down and kissed her forehead. She stirred a bit and whispered his name that made Christian smile. "I do love you, Ana."

After he made sure that Staci was properly put to bed in her nightgown and a goodnight kiss, Christian returned to the master bedroom. He stood at the end of the bed and gazed upon the beauty that turned his life around. He still didn't understand how this woman managed to break through all his walls and take home in his heart. He chuckled at himself for he had done the same thing to her. He broke down her walls, but instead of destroying her, she was thriving. He was proud that he could make someone happy. This was new to him, because most of his contractual relationships ended with the women in tears and another layer of ice covering his heart. As he pulled off his clothes, he hummed the song from a Christmas show that he used to watch every year…You're a mean one, Mr. Grinch….la la la la. Nope, no more Mr. Grinch for this man, he thought to himself. His heart thawed and it worked just fine for the woman who slept in his bed. He tenderly disrobed her and then pulled the sheets over her. He kneeled at the side of the bed and watched her sleep. She slept peacefully. He gently caressed her cheek savoring the silkiness of her skin. Her magnificent blue eyes popped open.

"I could feel you staring at me." She whispered. "When you touch me it's as if electricity races through my body."

"I know, I feel the same thing." His voice was low, sultry, and full of desire.

"I want you, Christian." A slight blush kissed her cheeks. "Come to bed, Mr. Grey." She lifted the sheet as she moved to the center of the bed and beckoned him to join her. She felt her heart thunder as he slid beside her and their bodies touched under the cool sheets. She snuggled as close as she could to him, molding her body to his. "Love me, Christian."

"I do, baby."

She smiled sweetly as she perched on top of him, her breasts crushed into his massive chest. "Christian, I. WANT. YOU!" She reiterated slowly. He blinked once and then again until her meaning sunk in. His mouth made a perfect O. "Teach me, Christian. I want to love you with every inch of my body. I want to give myself to you totally. I need you."

"Baby, are you sure?" She nodded, as her eyes grew misty. She didn't feel any fear but a relief that she could accept him as a man. She was ready. Her need was greater than any phantom of her nightmares. She trusted him completely. "I don't want to scare you."

"I'm not scared; Christian…I'm in love." She reached up and kissed him boldly on the mouth, her tongue licking his lips until he opened his mouth and gave her admission. They kissed softly at first fueling the flames of passion. "I want you."

Christian flipped her over and kissed her with more passion but without frightening her. He had to keep control of his own desires but her skin was so soft, her scent was addictive, and her little forest cries of pleasure unraveled him. He pulled away slightly. "I will stop anytime you want."

"Never stop, Christian." She whispered as she pulled his head back down. She kissed him, taking him. She could feel his hot skin burning into her body and she could feel his erection against her thighs. Instead of feeling fear or discomfort, she felt alive for the first time in her life. Every cell of her body was raging with desire for this man. She wanted to make love with him, to him, and for him. Her body floated on another plane as Christian performed magic on her body with his hands and lips. She watched from her perch near the ceiling as he touched, kissed, sucked and worshiped her body with his own. She watched as the muscles of his back flexed as he moved over her. As she watched, she could feel his mouth on her nipples sucking and gently pulling. His lips trailed between her breasts to her stomach then to her hips. His hands gripped her hips as he breathed in her essence. Her heart stopped for an instant as his lips found the soft pink folds of her sex. She saw herself arch toward him with her head falling back and the sexiest moan ever heard escaped her parted lips. "Oh, god, yes…yes Christian."

"Mmmm….you taste like heaven, my heaven." He licked her folds causing her to moan aloud then his tongue teased and flicked the swollen nub of her clit. "Yes, baby…let go….let it go."

Ana's body convulsed with her orgasm. She watched and felt from above as her body turned to liquid beneath this gorgeous man. "Oh…MY…GOD!" Her upper torso came off the bed then slammed back down as she went over the edge of reason. Then, his fingers….they were inside her…moving slowly…touching her softly. The tides of pleasure rose up and crashed on the shores of her body and mind. Within a few moments, she was falling once again. "Christian."

"I know, baby…it feels wonderful to find that release." He whispered against her Mound of Venus. He stroke through the soft curls of her sex with his nose, inhaling the sweetness of her orgasm. "I love you, Ana. My Anastasia." His tongue slowly traced over her clit and farther into her folds until he was tasting her juices and sucking them from her body. "So sweet…mine."

"Yours." She whispered. Her body tightened and released on his tongue. "Only yours."

"Baby, touch me." He whispered as he rose up over her. "I need you to touch me." Her hands went to his chest and softly traced over his pecs and abs. His skin was on fire. "Oh, yes…more…yes, Ana." He reveled in her touch, so soft yet so demanding. She broke through his fears of touch and now he craved it from her. He went to his knees between her thighs, drew her up off the bed and held her against his naked chest. "Kiss me, Anastasia. Kiss my chest." He closed his eyes as her soft lips gently kissed over his sculptured wide chest. He felt every tender action of her love as it filled his soul to overflowing. He didn't flinch or feel the usual burn that he experienced when touched. Joy filled his soul. "Oh, Ana…you complete me."

"I love you, Christian." She whispered against his warm skin. Her tongue twirled about one of his male nipples and felt it harden. She moaned as her body yearned for him. She was hot and wet for him. "You are mine."

"Yes. Yours." He whispered. He brought her face up with a soft hand on her chin. "Are you sure?"

"Yes." She breathed. Her blue eyes sparkled with love and desire and he was lost in them. The world did not exist outside their bed for either of them. They only knew each other at that moment. Ana's spirit watched from the ceiling as Christian tenderly laid her back into the soft mattress and kissed her softly. She could feel his hot tongue in her mouth and his hands caressing her curves. She caught her breath when he pressed his erection between her legs, rubbing his slick knob against her folds. "Please, Christian." She begged. She needed to feel him inside her. She needed to join with him. "Please?" Her spirit fell back into her body as they united as a man and woman. She cried out in pure sensations. His cock was hot, slick, and throbbing as he pushed through her pink folds and settled into her womanhood. He stilled as he relished the feeling of her vagina walls constricting about him. Her head fell back and she sighed in contentment. There was no fear. No pain. No shame. Only pure, unadulterated pleasure. "Oh, god, Christian…yes…oh lord…yes!"

Christian shivered with feelings he never experienced before. "Oh, my god…baby…you are so tight…so wet…" He began to cry. His tears rolled down his cheeks. This was so intense. He had fucked many women in his life, but this was the first time he ever made love to a woman. "Ana, I won't last long…oh god…you …oh…" Her body tightened about him and sucked down his shaft. "Don't move, baby…let me." He grabbed her head and kissed her as he began to move slowly. His thrusts were controlled yet deep. He needed her to have an orgasm…he wanted to feel her come apart under him. "Close?" He asked knowing that she was. He could feel her quiver and quake under him. "Yes, Ana…yes my baby girl…yes."

Ana opened her eyes and stared into his grey depths. Her mouth formed a perfect O as she chased the tides of pleasure racing through her blood. He captured her heart and released her desires. Her mind was blank except for him. Her body exploded in stars. Her heart raced. She caught her breath as she felt herself falling. "Christian!" She cried out. "Ooohhh…yeeessss!" Her nails embedded into his shoulders as she held on for dear life. She felt him get even harder inside her then he exploded with his orgasm deep inside her.

Ana felt his tears drop onto her chest. She reached up and wiped a tear from his cheek. "Christian?" She was confused. Did he not enjoy their first time together?

"So intense." He answered. "I've never felt this way before." Her eyes questioned what that feeling was. "Satisfied, baby. I have never been satisfied before. You make me feel so much that it's overwhelming." He tenderly kissed her. "I don't want to leave you."

"Then, don't." She whispered, as her hands got lost in his wayward copper curls. "Stay inside me." She finally controlled her breathing. "I'm sorry that I'm not a virgin."

"Shhh…don't. You are a virgin or you were before I made love to you. This was your first time and I am the lucky bastard who got to love you…and baby, I do love you." He kissed her forehead, her eyes, the tip of her nose, and then hovered above her awaiting lips. "I was a virgin also. You broke my love cherry, Ana. You made me a real man tonight."

She smiled up at him. At this moment, their pasts meant nothing. They were two young lovers discovering the joys of love and intimacy together. "You have always been a real man, Christian."

He shook his head in disagreement. "No, baby, I was a shell of a man. You have filled me." He gently disentangled from her and rolled onto his back pulling her close into him. "I am complete with you."

They lie together relishing in their first time together. "I want Staci to have your name. She's a Grey not a Steele."

"She's a Steele alright. She's you. I can see it already." He laughed as he hugged her. "I want you both to be Greys."

"I have the papers drawn up already. We only have to sign them and file with the court." She moved herself so her chin rested on his chest so she could stare into his beautiful gray eyes. "I want your name on the birth certificate with mine. We are her parents. It's time, Christian. We are a family now."

His smile rivaled the sun. "Yes, we are."

Kate's POV

Oh god, the pain is horrible! My heart has been torn asunder. He hurt me so much. I thought I had something with Elliot Grey. He is everything I want in a man. He is handsome, sweet, and sexy as fuck, but he cheated on me. I know she was just a fuck in his truck and she means nothing to him, but fuck…I must not mean anything to him also if he can cheat so easily.

He's been calling me, texting me, sending flowers, and he even showed up at my work. Just seeing him made my heart race and my legs went weak. I wanted to run to him, throw my arms about his neck and forgive him, but the pain that lives in my chest would not let me. I called him every name in the book and walked away.

It's hard to see people in love when my heart is broken into a million pieces. I try to keep a smile on my face when I see Ana. She is so happy with her life. She is engaged to Christian and they are working on wedding plans. I never saw that happening. I knew they were getting closer, but I never thought that she would call me and tell me that he proposed and she said yes. She has asked me to be in Maid Of Honor, but I refused. I can't tell her why, but she thinks like everyone else that I don't want to be around Elliot. I am sure that he will be Christian's best man!

After I said no to Ana's request, I told her to ask Mia. Ana pleaded with me since she considers me her best friend, but I still have to say no. They are getting married in June and I have plans to be out of the State of Washington, if not the country. I am applying for jobs as far as away that I can get from Seattle. I do not want my baby born in the State of Washington. I have already decided that I will put the child up for adoption then I will move on with my life…the sad thing…I wanted to be a Grey…I love Elliot…now my world is nothing but gray.