Well I've had people begging me not to let Ness leave Jacob. I won't tell you what i have decided but i will tell you that this story sometimes writes itself. I have it all planed out on a notecard but it seems that something is always added and makes me change my plans, always for the best of course. I hope that even if you wanted Ness to leave, or if you didnt you will be OK with my choice, and the way these characters have asked me to write there story.

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Chapter Twenty One

I woke curled up in Jacobs arms. he was awake and still rubbing my back. I felt so secure and loved at that moment that all my fears and worries were out of my mind. I wanted to close my eyes and just go back to sleep. Fearing what would happen if I was to wake up. My fears were correct, as I woke up more and more all my fears rushed back into my mind. All the plans I had made last night as Jacob held me. I had two tests left before I made my final decision. I knew, with a heavy heart, that I would pass both.

"Morning Ness." Jacob whispered and kissed my head. I didn't speak, truthfully I didn't hear him, at least I didnt comprehend that a response was needed. "Ness are you OK? Do you want to talk?" He asked. That one word broke me from my train of thoughts. "talk". I wanted to talk, I wanted to tell him everything, I wanted to know he would understand and love me no matter what. I felt, a strange pull, in my head telling me he wouldn't understand, that he would hate me. I couldn't tell him.

"No I'm fine. Don't worry." I smiled and wiggled from his grasp. He gave me a sad look. His arms looked so empty with out me in them and I ached to crawl right back into his arms and forget everything but us. I had to start distancing us. I had to start asking for space, if I was truly to leave him. I went into the bathroom and started the shower. I had a feeling this was going to be the longest school day of my entire life.

I felt as if I was watching myself from outside my own body. I watched as Jonathon gave me a knowing look, how he smirked when I refused to touch Jacob. When I refused a kiss, when I pulled from his grasp, when I tore my eyes from his hurt ones. I watched as Jacob walked away from me, his fist curled in rage, rage that wasn't directed at me but at himself. He was angry with himself, because he couldn't fix me, because he didn't know what was wrong with me. I ignored my parents worried glances, and managed to avoid Auntie Alice and Aunt Rosalie all day. My father wasn't quite so easy, he found me in the halls and whisked me to the school roof, he looked angry, and for once I didn't care. I didn't care that I was affecting people, I didn't care what they felt now. I knew how they would feel, when I was gone. This was nothing compared to what it would be like after I was gone. I forced myself to pay attention to my father as he paced back and forth in front of me.

"What did Jacob do?" He suddenly asked, I looked up at him bewildered. He thought this was Jacob's fault? Why was it always someone else's fault. I wasnt perfect, why couldnt for once it be my fault?

"Nothing. He is perfect." I answered mechanically.

"Then why are you fighting?" He countered.

"We aren't." I said simply.

"You haven't let him touch you all day, you look out of place. Like you aren't really here." He explained.

"Do you hear something?" I asked. "I mean do you hear anything that might be masked by my heart beat?"

"What?" He asked.

"Do you?" I asked.

"No your heart beat is normal, well normal for you." He assured me. Then it hit me, my heart beat would be so fast and to loud for any one to hear my child's. Mom had said that pregnancy tests hadn't worked, so they wouldn't for me either. I couldn't tell my family, I had to leave, I already knew I had to leave. It wasn't until that exact moment I realized I knew exactly where i had to go. The one person like me, that could help.

Jonathon

I managed escaping from the roof before my dad could ask any more questions. I hid from Jacob the rest of the day, he had practice after school, and the family was going hunting. I would be alone. I saw Jonathon leaning against his car and I swerved over to him.

"Wren, have you thought about what i said?" He asked,

"Yes, and I'm almost positive I am pregnant. My period is late, I should have gotten last week, If what you say is right then I should have my period for another year. Jonathon I don't know what to do. I can't tell my parents, I can't even tell Jacob. They wouldn't understand. They thought I was a monster at first. Think what they would think of a human, werewolf and vampire. I cant do that, I have to leave."

"I have just the place you can go." He smiled and opened the passenger door to his car. I looked at him, and made my decision. I climbed in with out a second thought.

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