Because I love you guys so much! I decided to upload this as a bonus chapter, it was in the original story line but it was much shorter and I was going to just have them looking back on it. Anyway to Justsayit 55 who got some of the plot completely right! Hey! Least I know I'm doing something right ;) So hope you all enjoy this!
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Maybe even requested endings. Send in your ideas and I'll consider the best ideas! If I get 14 reviews each chapter I will actually achieve 300 reviews! That would be the most amazing thing ever! Once again, thank you! Your reviews mean the world me! :D
Jacob's POV:
There was little to nothing I could do for him. His mood swings were ten times worse than before. He hated the world one minute and the next he was curled up into a ball crying out for me. I knew it wasn't his fault, the mood swings part I mean, however it took it's toll on me sometimes. I'd just be beginning to believe he's forgiven me for whatever it was this time and then he'd snap at me again. I loved Edward more than my own life, more than my baby's own life and yet things just weren't working out anymore.
I'd considered many times leaving him, but every time I got the courage a blinding pain shot through me and I was on the floor until I decided I would stay. I guess the imprint was much stronger because we mated and Edward was carrying my child.
By the end of the third week I was at the end of my tether, roughly shoving my stuff into my duffel bag and ready to get the hell out. The pain was there but I was determined enough to ignore Edward needed to be taught a lesson and to be shown I was nobody's lap dog despite the fact I'd basically been his for months.
When I'd packed up all my stuff, I flung the duffel over my shoulder and made my way down the stairs. Edward was curled up on the couch, Bella basically stroking his head from the seat next to him. Now who was the dog.
Edward looked up then a frown on his face until he took note of me and I swear I heard his heart shatter when he saw me carrying my stuff. He was on his feet in seconds, pulling the bag from my arms and holding it across his swollen stomach.
"Wh-what're you-u d-doing?" He choked on a sob, his heart hammering in his chest.
I sighed, trying to keep myself calm and collected, the last thing I needed was Edward breaking me. "I'm leaving, going home to the reservation. I can't be here anymore Edward, it's not working," I said calmly, surprised at myself doe staying cool.
"But - but - don't you love me anymore?" He asked, tears streaming down his face.
"You know I do, but it's not enough. You're slowly killing me Edward and if I don't get out now I'm afraid I will do something stupid," it wasn't a lie. I thought many a times what the best option for me would be. Suicide was one of them but I knew I couldn't leave my baby with a bitch. If the baby grew up to love that bitchy imprint stealer then I probably would throw myself off a cliff.
"Jake…" He whispered trying to grab me -probably because he heard my train of thought- but I moved out the way, snatching my duffel in the process. I was aware then that every Cullen was in the room and all the Collin's clan too, Seth and Leah included all looking upon us in pity.
"Carlisle please inform me on anything to do with the baby and call me when Edward's in labour, but other than that don't bother. I'll inform Sam you may have to come over onto our land, but only you…" I directed my instructions to Carlisle who nodded. I turned back to Edward who I'd only just realized was pulling clothes out of my duffel, his hands shaking frantically. "Edward, stop."
"No! You're not going! You can't go!" He yelled slamming his fists on my chest but at this point his attacks didn't hurt at all. He was too weak.
I raced around the room in wolf speed, gathering up my discarded clothes and shoving them into my bag, before speeding to the door where I stopped.
"Goodbye Edward," I said, opening the door just as Edward fell to the floor in tears, grabbing me by the legs.
"NO! Don't leave me! I love you! Please! Please, please…please…please," his shouts turned to whispers as he nuzzled his head against my leg. I gulped, telling myself not to give in.
"Edward, come on," Bella tried to move him away from me much to my annoyance, only Edward's reaction was something I never did expect.
He bit into her hand as she tried to grab him and tightened his grip on me. "You did this! You're making him leave me! This is all your damn fault! I hate you and I never wanna see you again!"
They were the words I'd wanted to hear for so long, but it was too late, he needed to see what he was doing to me.
"No Edward," I said, he stopped his growling at Bella to look up at me. "You did this yourself," I firmly told him yanking my foot free and leaving before he could say a word.
When I was a safe distance away from the mansion two vampires appeared in front of me, smiling their arses off.
"Don't you worry about a thing," Rogue said, her eyes shining with excitement, sauntering her way over to me and running her finger along my cheek.
Lucy joined her at my other side, her hand trailing down my chest and placing a lingering kiss on my cheek. "We'll make sure he's back in your arms in no time," Lucy assured me, before they both disappeared again.
They better well fucking be right about that.
Edward's POV:
Coldness. That's all I could feel. Everything's cold without Jacob. He made me feel warm and safe and secure and I'd given all that up for some dull brown-haired bimbo. I hated her, but most of all I hated myself for letting it get this far, for how I'd treated him. Jacob was my life and I couldn't get through this without him.
I stood up on shaky legs, making my way out the door and towards the forest.
"Edward, stop. You're not thinking clearly," I heard Carlisle's voice behind me, trying to move me back inside.
I yanked myself free, turning to him with annoyed, fiery eyes.
"NO! It's only now that I can fucking see clearly! I belong with Jacob! He belongs with me! I don't need anyone but him!" I yelled and stumbled my way into the forest in search of my Jacob.
This chapter made me angry. I had written the Jacob leaving part and my writing got scruffier, the angrier I got. It's funny. I was actually close to tears myself for Edward here though towards the end! I bet none of you will be since you all hate him at the moment but I don't! Hope you enjoyed your bonus chapter my loves!
Now, listen up people! As for my next upload, I don't know when that will be coming. Usually I update every three days, so that would make the next upload Monday. If I can get a chapter written by then I'll upload it, but Saturday I've got an applicant visit day at my Uni, then my brother-in laws birthday party and Sunday I usually see my sister.
After Monday I won't be uploading till probably next weekend, because my practical drama exam is all day Thursday and I mean all day! Then I spend an hour and a half Friday for the written exam and I need to spend my time preparing for that, so sorry, but the time will pass quickly and then I'll upload!
