I walk in to a room and i'm followed by Tony and Jarred

Tommy "Hi everyone"

Tony "Tom what ya doing?"

Tommy " My story Tony and if you say anything bad about it i shall hit you with a baseball bat"

Tony "Ok..."

Jarred "I'm just here to read the disclaimer because i'm being held against my will"

Tommy (instert evil laughter here) "Sorry dude you can win them all"

Jarred "I know and anyways Code Lyoko, the Green Day song, the Sum 41 song, the Def Leppard song, Youtube, and the reference to the VMA's, the CMT awards, and the refecence to the Ellen DeGeneres Show and the reference and the website reference that's not Youtube it's the CMT website all do not belong to Tommy there for no one can sue him have a good day"

Tommy "Well said Jarred"

Jarred "Thank you"

Tommy "Welcome"

The very next thing I know is when I wake up is that I'm in a hospital then I look down at myself and all i see is a bandage over the spots where I got shot then I look around the room and the only person I can make out through my blurry vision is Schroeder. Tommy asked "Schroeder…?" Schroeder said "Yes Tommy" Tommy asked "What happened?"

Schroeder said "After you passed out one of the students came out of hiding and saw you lying there out cold and thought the worst but when they touched your neck you were still alive but barely" Tommy asked "Oh who was the student?" Schroder said "I don't know they disappeared after they saw you and told a teacher" Tommy said "Ok" Schroeder said "You should probably get some sleep Tommy" Tommy said "I should but I don't know if I want to" Schroeder asked "What do you mean?"

Tommy said "I just wish that someone else was here besides you and I don't mind you being here Schroeder I really don't I just with my mom cared about me enough to be here right now" Schroeder said "But I thought your mom died when you were six" Tommy said "That didn't happen she just disappeared and went to France I met her once and told her that I was her son then her new husband came home and she acted like she wanted nothing to do with me"

Schroeder said "Oh" Tommy said "I know just don't feel too bad for me because if my mom wants to have a life without me in it then why should I stop her from that kind of life" Schroeder said "Well she is your mom" Tommy said "I know that but I can't control the life she lives" Schroeder said "That maybe true" Tommy said "I know you're going to tell me that I should forgive my mom for what she did all those years ago but for some reason I can't and I've been trying to for the longest time I really have"

Schroeder said "It's ok Tommy and at least you've tried to forgive and forget" Tommy said "Yea and I'm not gonna stop trying until I can finally accept what she did" Autumn asked "What who did?" Tommy asked "Mom what are you doing here?" Autumn asked "What I'm not allowed to see my own son?" Tommy said "I just thought you wanted to live a life without me in it" Autumn asked "Was that because of Jake?" Tommy said "A little and I can't blame him why would he want a son like me anyways"

Autumn said "Tom" Tommy said "Don't ever call me Tom only my friends can call me that and Schroeder" Autumn said "Ok Tommy no need to snap" Tommy said "I wasn't snapping I just don't like it when other people who aren't my friends or Schroeder call me Tom that's all" Autumn said "Right" Tommy said "I really wasn't snapping at you I just have this thing about people calling me Tom and I don't have anything against you at all honest I don't I just don't feel comfortable with you calling me Tom"

Autumn said "But I'm your mother" Tommy said "I know eventually I will let you call me Tom just not right now" Autumn asked "Will you ever let me call you Tom?" Tommy said "Yea eventually I will but for right now just call me Tommy" Autumn said "I can live with that" Tommy said "Ok" Schroeder said "I'll see you later Tom" Tommy said "Ok later Schroeder"

Tommy said "Mom I've been wondering for a while why did you put me up for adoption" Autumn said "Justin and I finally realized that we couldn't raise you and give you the life you deserved to really have loving parents we couldn't give you that" Tommy said "But I thought you loved me I'm your son" Autumn said "I do love you Tommy it broke my heart when we gave you up I realize that now" Tommy said "And it only took you until I turned 17 to figure this out"

Autumn said "No I figured that out the day after we gave you up but it was too late to reclaim you as our son you had already been adopted by the time we wanted to have you back" Tommy said "I'm sorry mom but can you give me some alone time I need some time to think besides Jake is probably wondering where you are so back to France and give me a little space so I can think"

Autumn said "I don't care about what Jake is thinking I just want to be with you right now" Tommy said "Please mom this isn't easy for me just go back to France please I don't want Jake to find out that you came here just to see someone like me" Autumn shouts "Is that what you really want Tommy is that how you really feel about your own mother!"

Tommy said "It's not like that at all I just don't want Jake to come here and see me I know how he feels about me he hates me doesn't he I bet the only people he cares about are you, Josh, and Jarred not someone like me" Autumn said "How would you know you don't know Jake like I do" Tommy said "That maybe true but I know for a fact that he doesn't like me"

Autumn said "I don't blame him who would want to put up with you" Tommy said "I…" that's all I can manage to say before one of my hands cover my eyes and I start to feel tears slide down my face then I hear footsteps and I'm guessing it would be my mom leaving and never coming back. After a few days I get out of the hospital and I go back to France where I run into my mom again this time at school but I keep my distance from her.

Tony asked "Tom what's wrong?" Tommy said "Leave me alone Tony" Tony said "Geez Tom" Tommy said "Tony I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that I…" Tony asked "You what?" Tommy said "Nevermind I'll catch you later Tony" Tony said "Not so fast Tom tell me what's bothering you" Tommy said "Nothing is bothering me just leave me alone" Tony said "Ok"

I walk away and I can hear Tony behind me because he's following me then I take off running to the point where he can't keep up with me and loses sight of me when we get to the park. Once I find my usually spot I see a Xana specter then I slowly back away so I can get away from it but it knows I'm there and flies in my ear and tries to possess me and succeeds in doing so.

So I go back to school and go find Tony when I do I pretend that I'm not under Xana's control Tony said "Hi Tom" Tommy said "Hi Tony" Tony asked "You feeling ok Tom?" Tommy asked "Yea I feel fine why?" Tony said "This" he side-swipes me and I hit my head on the ground and the specter flies out one of my ears. Tommy said "Ow" Tony said "Eat this Xana" he pulls out a tazer and shocks me Tommy said "Tony the specters gone stop it"

Tony said "Your just messing with me Xana and I'm not falling for it" Tommy said "Tony get a grip on yourself I'm not under Xana's control anymore now knock it off" Tony said "Prove it" Tommy said "Ok fine your full name is Grant Tony Nicolaou your birthday is December 24, 1992 your best friend is Tommy that's me and you met me when I was four in Pre-k we got along really well and became friends"

He drops the tazer and looks at me in shock Tommy asked "What?" then he kicks me in the face Tommy said "Ok Tony chill out will ya" then I look in his eyes and he's under Xana's control now Tommy shouts "Oh crap!" then I take off running and I take out my phone and text everyone but Tony that Xana is attacking. When I get to the factory the other just showed up Odd said "Glad you could make it" Tommy said "Shut it Odd"

Just as we enter the elevator Tony shows up Tommy said "You guys get to Lyoko I'll take care of him" Jeremy said "Alright Tommy good luck" Tommy said "Don't need luck I have Franz" Jeremy said "Yea just try not to get killed" Tommy said "Dually noted"

I walk out of the elevator and run so Tony will hopefully chase after me and he does and I make a sharp turn and he hits the wall and falls to the ground. This gives me a few minutes maybe a little less than that to get away from him after two minutes go by he's caught up with me. I have a pipe and I hit him in the head with it or at least try to buy he grabs the pipe and throws me across the room and i hit the wall. A little disoriented I get up and go back after him and kick him in the head but he knows what I'm trying to do and grabs my foot and throws me at the wall again.

Getting up again, Tommy said "Is that all you got Xana I thought you were better than that" Tony grabs me and shocks me and won't stop all I can do is twitch in pain hoping he will stop before he kills me a minute later when my eyes roll back and all you can see are the whites he drops me and I pass out but the last thing I see is a white bubble submerging Tony and I.

When I wake up I'm still at the factory and Tony is still passed out. Jeremy asked "You ok Tommy" Tommy said "Nothing like a little electricity in the morning or afternoon not sure" Aelita asked "Tommy what happened?" Tommy said "Well let's see here Tony was possessed by Xana and shocked the living hell out of me that sound right" Aelita said "It does" Tommy said "Then my work here is done"

Jeremy said "But the real question why would Xana only go after Tommy and not try to go after the rest of us" Tommy said "Maybe it has something to do with the Franz virus I have" Jeremy said "Maybe but what could Xana do with it" Tommy said "I don't know and I don't wanna think about it" Aelita said "Tommy your hand" Tommy asked "Which one?" Aelita said "Your left"

I look at my left hand and I see a Xana symbol on it and its black and red and when I touch it, it hurts a lot. Tommy said "Ow…" Aelita asked "How did you get that?" Tommy said "I don't know" Jeremy said "Tommy maybe I should scan you to see if the Xana symbol will do anything to you" Tommy said "Ok"

So I walk over to the elevator and go to the scanner room and Jeremy scans me when he is done I rejoin the others in the lab. Tommy said "So did Xana do something to me" Jeremy said "I don't know I can't tell if he did anything or not" Tommy said "Great" Jeremy said "Wait Xana put that symbol on you because he knows about the Franz virus" Tommy said "Ok that totally helps not" Jeremy said "Because of the virus Xana had to put the symbol on you to make the virus his own the only problem with that is the virus is too powerful for Xana to control for now"

Tommy said "Great and once he gets control he gets me right?" Jeremy said "Basically yes he does which is why we have to destroy Xana before he can do that" Tommy said "But what if we don't defeat Xana before he does" Jeremy said "Then we're screwed" Tommy said "You mean I'm screwed" Jeremy said "That too"

Tommy said "I don't think my life can get any better" Tony asked "What?" Tommy said "Um" Tony said "Tom your hand" Tommy said "I know about that already" Tony said "Oh" Tommy said "Yea so thank you captain obvious" Tony said "Whatever" Tommy said "Let's just go back to school"

Jeremy said "Not yet Tommy you need something to cover your hand" Tommy said "I have fingerless gloves in my room at school so I'll put the left one on when we get back to school" Jeremy said "Alright let's go" when we get to school I go to my room and put on my left fingerless glove so that no one will see the Xana symbol and start questioning me about it.

A few weeks later the symbol starts to pulse when Xana attacks which has been a lot lately which also means he's getting closer to controlling me which I don't want to happen. Then a few weeks turns into two months and those two months turn into half the school year gone by and its February now I just don't know how close Xana is to controlling me and I don't think I want to know.

Now it's May and Xana won't stop attacking and with each return that we do only makes him stronger and stronger this means he will eventually get his hands on me. Until one day toward the last day of school when Xana attacks and we go to the factory and go to Lyoko to deactivate the tower. After the swarms of monsters Xana welcomed us will we get to the tower and deactivate it then Jeremy brings us all in and stays in the lab so he can work on the multi agent program to stop Xana once and for all so he can never get his hands on me.

With school winding down and Xana only getting stronger each time he attacks has been taking its toll on all of us. We're all irritated easily due to lack of sleep and with Sissi breathing down my neck doesn't help either because that just makes me more irritated and I'm less able to control my temper so everyone tries not to tick me off.

Now school is so close to ending and I can feel summer coming but just as summer comes Jake decides to tick me off to the point where I'm ready to kick his ass and at the same time I'm trying not to kill him which isn't easy to do because I'm tired and I don't want to put up with Jake right now. So I make the smart decision and walk away from him so I don't beat the crap out of him and I know the only reason I want to is I haven't slept in two weeks I've been taking naps in class or after school when I'm not doing homework.

It's the last day of school and I'm finishing up my last exam and taking my time about it too because I don't want to get a question wrong because this is my english exam so working my way through the last of the questions and getting to an essay question which is the last question on the whole exam.

After reading it and reading it carefully too I start to write down my response to it and that takes me the rest of the class period and I finish seconds before the bell rings so I get up and walk over to the teacher and give them my exam. Then they grade it right in front of me and I'm watching them look over my exam not marking a single question wrong then reading the essay and scoring it getting that done and writing the grade on my exam then looking at me.

Tommy asked "What did I get?" Mr. Stabile said "Well Tommy if I were you I'd study more" Tommy said "I did that bad I studied for a week and a half before hand" Mr. Stabile said "It was a joke Mr. Cornelius" Tommy asked "So I did good?" Mr. Stabile said "Yes you did you were the only one to get an A on the exam" Tommy said "Wow in all your classes or just this one" Mr. Stabile said "Just this one your friend Tony was the only other person to get an A who was in one of my classes you two were the only ones to get A's in all my classes" Tommy said "Wow"

Mr. Stabile said "You two must have had a good english teacher last year" Tommy said "We did" Mr. Stabile asked "What was your teacher's name?" Tommy said "I know she got married but Tony and I don't call her by her married name we just call her Ms.C" Mr. Stabile said "I see" Tommy said "Yea she was an awesome teacher I kinda miss her class now that I think about it" Mr. Stabile said "Just have a good summer Tommy" Tommy said "You too Mr. Stabile"

I walk out of class and go find Ms.C and she's still in her classroom packing up everything in boxes to save for next year and I stand in the doorway and lean to the side. Tommy said "Hey stranger" she looks up at me. Ms.C said "Hi Tommy I haven't seen you all year" Tommy said "Aw you missed me" Ms.C said "Not really" Tommy said "Oh" Ms.C said "Why did you come here?" Tommy said "What I can't say hi to one of my old teachers anymore"

Ms.C said "That's ok with me but seriously why are you here?" Tommy said "I just came by to say hi honest that's all I came here to do besides you won't see me at all next year" Ms.C asked "Why?" Tommy said "I'm a senior and I got A's on all of my exams so I'm off to college when the school year starts again I won't be coming here anymore so I'm just stopping by while I can before I won't be able to anymore"

Ms.C said "There's no way that you of all people were a senior" Tommy said "I am I was a junior when I had your class which was english 3 and I just took english 4 and the rest of the classes I needed to graduate" Ms.C said "Oh ok" Tommy said "I know it's hard to believe that the little 7th and 8th grader is not so little anymore and that he's going off to college now. Hell I can't believe it either but you know what I had awesome teachers along the way to teach me and put up with me and that's all I could ever ask for so this a permanent thank you for putting up with me for three years even if I was a major pain along the way"

Ms.C said "You were a pain but I'm glad I had a student like you" Tommy said " I can't argue with that and I can't complain about that one teacher who put up with me for three years if only I could remember what her name is" Ms.C asked "Really who was that teacher?" Tommy said "I think it was you" Ms.C said "No way" Tommy said "Ha yea I guess I better go" Ms.C asked "You sure?" Tommy said "Yea I need to clear up my past and start a new future" Ms.C asked "What do you mean?"

Tommy said "I want to start over with the one person that gave me life and brought me into this world so long ago" Ms.C asked "You mean your mom?" Tommy said "Yea her I've finally realized that I can't live life knowing that she really might care about me" Ms.C "That's deep" Tommy said "I'm starting to look at my life in a different way and doing that has given me a way to stop my inner demon that lurks inside me"

Ms.C said "You have an inner demon?" Tommy said "It's not like I'm possessed I meant that one thing that made me cut myself and not feel like my life was worth anything that's what I meant by my inner demon" Ms.C said "Oh" Tommy said "Don't worry I haven't done that in a long time its old scars that will one day disappear or resurface and if they resurface then I'll know how to deal with it" Ms.C said "Just roll up your sleeves so I know for sure you haven't"

Tommy said "Ok" so I roll up both my sleeves and flip my arms over and the only thing there are the old cuts which are for the most part gone just a faded white line runs across both arms now. Tommy said "Told you" Ms.C said "Ok you win" Tommy said "I guess so I'll catch you later" then I walk away and go to my mom's house and I see Jake's car but I don't care that he is home he doesn't scare me.

So I walk to the backyard and she sees me and Jake sees me too but I don't care about it I just want to make amends with my mom that's all I want then she'll never see me again. Jake asked "Why are you here? Can't you see no one wants to be around you" Tommy said "Jake go suck it and all I came here to do is tell my mom that I'm done fighting my past and I just want her to know that I maybe her son and if she wants a life without me then I won't stop her from that life if that's what she truly wants then I have to accept it and move on"

Jake said "Well maybe I was wrong about you Tommy maybe you're not such a bad kid after all" Tommy said "I never was a bad kid just fighting an inner demon that made me someone I'm not I've changed since then" Jake said "Oh" Tommy said "I know it's hard to believe that I was doing that no one really knew because I could never dig deep enough inside myself to show that I was trying to fight the inner demon inside me"

Jake said "At least you've seen the err of your ways" Tommy said "I guess so" Jake said "Too bad you're not really my son" Tommy said "Technically I am because I'm Jarred and Josh's half brother" Jake said "Well when you put it like that yea you are" Tommy said "Exactly"

Autumn said "Tommy why are you here go back to school" Tommy said "Chill the only reason I came here is that I'm done fighting with you and I maybe your son but if you want a life without me I won't stop that from happening. Because I know deep down that's all you really wanted to forget about your first son that was clearly a mistake in your eyes I can see that know"

Autumn said "Good for you" Tommy said "Also that I'm done being a son to someone who never really wanted to have one like me in the first place but did and with a man that loved you more than himself so thanks for giving me life, but I don't thank you for tearing apart my father and your own son so thanks for nothing. Also I really appreciate you being there for me when I really needed you oh wait you weren't there for me at all so I guess I can't call you my mom I'm so outta here"

So I walk away and Jarred and Josh follow me Tommy asked "Why are you following me?" Jarred asked "Are you really our half brother?" Tommy asked "Yea we have the same 'mom' but not the same dad" Josh said "Ok" Jarred said "I can live with that" Tommy said "But seriously why are you two following me?"

Josh said "The way you stood up to mom like that was something else" Jarred said "It was something else but what made you do that" Tommy said "Because you're mom put me up for adoption when I was three and never wanted me back three years later my dad took custody of me but I didn't know it at that time that he was my dad until summer before last"

Josh asked "Who is your dad?" Tommy said "My dad's name is Justin" Jarred asked "What happened to him?" Tommy said "He died because he got in a car accident he died instantly I didn't get to say goodbye and everytime I try to it brings back too many painful memories" Josh asked "Where are you going?" Tommy said "Back to Kadic I have to clean out my dorm before the summer ends and I might as well start now because I know that will be the last thing I will want to do later"

Josh said "I'm coming with you" Jarred said "Me too" Tommy said "Why bother besides your parents wouldn't like it if you came with me" Josh said "I don't care" Jarred said "Me either I've done things I'm not proud of" Tommy said "Then Jarred you fall into the same category as me we've both done things we're not proud of" Jarred said "Prove it" Tommy said "Ok" I roll up my sleeves and flip my arms over and they see two identical cuts on my arms now they look like white dental floss.

Tommy said "Told you and that's not the first time either I've done worse to myself then those cuts I have now" Jarred asked "You have?" Tommy said "Yea but that's another life I lived" Jarred said "I guess so" Tommy said "Look Jarred Josh don't look up to me seriously don't I've done a lot of things I can't tell you about and I'm not proud of those things so don't go thinking being like me is a good thing because it's not"

Jarred said "Don't care about that your family and we can't stand our parents all they do is fight" Josh said "Please Tommy don't leave us with them we can't take another fight" Tommy said "Ugh fine only because Jarred pulled the family card that's the only reason I'm doing this otherwise I wouldn't"

So the three of us walk to school and go to my dorm when Sissi shows up. Jarred asked "Who's that?" Tommy said "Elizabeth Sissi Delmas the principals daughter she has a thing for me but I'd rather eat worms then date Sissi" Jarred said "That bad" Tommy said "Yea it's that bad" Josh said "Gross" Tommy said "It's more like gagging on your own spit then five minutes later hacking it up" Josh said "Ew" Tommy said "That's more like it"

Sissi said "Hi Tommy wanna go to a movie with the prettiest girl in school" Tommy said "If you're talking about Lita sure why not but if you mean you then go suck Jake will ya" Sissi said "But Tommy dear" Tommy said "Sissi we've gone over this before I will never ever, ever, ever in my life date you Sissi so leave me alone and go bother that little bitch of yours Jake"

That's when Sissi storms off and Lita walks right past her as she storms off. Tommy said "Hey Lita" Aelita said "Oh hi Tommy" Tommy said "Whatever Sissi said to you it's a lie" Aelita said "No she didn't say anything just looked really pissed off" Tommy said "Well you know me" Aelita said "That I do"

Tommy said "Uh yea" Aelita asked "What?" Tommy said "Nothing" Aelita said "You sure" Tommy said "Yea Lita" Aelita said "Ok Tommy" Tommy said "Right and come here for a sec you got a little something on your face" Aelita said "Ok" she walks over to me and I kiss her sweetly and she wraps her arms around my neck and my arms go around her waist until we both need air. Tommy said "I think I got it" Aelita said "Me too"

Jarred said "Dude…" Tommy asked "What?" Jarred said "That was awesome" Tommy said "What can I say I'm good" Josh said "Awesome man" Tommy said "Again I'm good" Aelita said"He is pretty good" Tommy said "Can't argue with that" Aelita said "Hey Tommy can I ask you something?" Tommy said "Yea go ahead" Aelita asked "Who are those to guys with you?" Tommy said "Oh them" Aelita said "Yea"

Tommy said "The one with black hair like mine is Jarred and the one with blonde hair is Josh" Aelita said "Oh ok" Jarred said "Then who is she Tommy?" Tommy said "She's Aelita Jarred" Jarred said "Ok and nice to meat you Aelita" Aelita said "Same here Jarred" Josh said "I'm just going to go with what Jarred said if that's ok" Aelita said "It is and nice to meat you Josh" Josh said "The pleasures all mine Aelita"

Aelita asked "So why are you hanging with Tommy?" Tommy said "Parent issues at home so they needed to get out of the house for a while so they came to school with me" Jarred said "If that's a problem we'll go" Josh said "Yea it's not like we have to stay here if you don't want us to" Aelita said "I don't mind" Tommy said "It's cool Jarred and Josh we don't mind you being here it doesn't bother me at all" Aelita said "Me either and I'll see you later Tommy" Tommy said "Ok later Lita"

She walks away and Josh, Jarred, and I go into my room and Jarred sees my electric guitar his eyes light up like a Christmas tree. Jarred asked "Is that yours Tommy?" Tommy asked "The guitar?" Jarred said "Yea" Tommy said "Then yes it's mine well it was Justin's before it was mine then I found it in our attic one day and I knew Justin would want me to have it one day but I didn't know when and since I can't ask him about it I'm just going on what he would have wanted to happen to it"

Jarred said "I guess that makes sense" Tommy said "It kinda does if you think about it" Jarred said "But can you play it" Tommy said "Yes I can play it and I would prove it but not right now I just want to start packing up the stuff in my dorm first" Jarred said "Ok"

Tommy said "Seriously I'll prove it I'm just trying to start to empty my dorm some because I know I'm going to put it off until the last minute if I don't start now so don't act like I won't show you that I can play guitar" Jarred said "I'm not acting like that at all" Tommy said "I didn't mean it like that Jarred I'm sorry" Jarred shouts "Yes you did!" Tommy said "I didn't Jarred honest I'm just trying to be a little responsible before I do something else and I really didn't mean for you to take that the wrong way I had no idea you would and I'm sorry for that I'll try not to say something like that around you again deal?" Jarred said "Deal"

Tommy said "Alright" then I start to pack up my clothes in boxes shirts in one box, pants in another, and boxers in the last one that I'll use for my I have half of my clothes in their different boxes.

I stop packing my clothes and start on my school stuff and chargers for my Ipod, cell phone, and Nintendo DS after wrapping all the cords up and carefully putting them in the box as well. I stop packing up my stuff because I have all summer to pack up everything and starting now gives me a little bit of an advantage so I won't have to pack everything at once right before school starts.

Tommy said "Ok I'm done for now so what song do you want to hear" Jarred said "Motivation by Sum 41" Tommy said "Nice choice and I like that song too if you don't mind can you hand me my guitar" Jarred said "Ok" he grabs my guitar and hands it to me and I turn on the guitar pack and tune it and grab my capo incase I need it to hold the strings down but I know I don't need it for this song I just want to have it by me in case I need to use it.

After tuning my guitar I start to play the intro to Motivation.

What's the difference of never knowing at all?

When every step I take is always too small.

Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,

I feel like I don't give a shit.

Motivation such an aggravation,

Accusations don't know how to take them.

Inspiration's getting harder to fake it.

Concentration's never hard to break it.

Situation never what you want it to be.

What's the point of never making mistakes?

Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to brake.

It's all just a waste of time in the end.

I don't care so why should I even pretend.

Motivation such an aggravation,

Accusations don't know how to take them.

Inspiration's getting harder to fake it.

Concentration's never hard to break it.

Situation never what you want.

Nothings new, everything's the same

It keeps on dragging me down it's getting kind of lame.

I'm falling further behind there's nothing to explain.

No matter what you say nothing's going to change my mind.

Can't pretend on doubt until the end

It seems like leaving friends has become

This year's trend and though I can't pretend

It's not the same but who's to blame

For all the stupid things I never said

Motivation such an aggravation

Accusations don't know how to take them

Inspirations getting hard to fake it

Concentrations never hard to break it

Situation never what you want it to be

Motivation such an aggravation

Accusations don't know how to take them

Inspirations getting hard to fake it

Concentrations never hard to break it

Situation never what you want it to be

Never what you want it to be

Never what you want it to be

Jarred said "That was awesome do another one" Tommy said "Ok name one that you want to hear" Josh said "Ok how about American Idiot by Green Day"Tommy said "Ok and I didn't know you knew about that song" Josh said "Well I went through a Green Day phase for a while it was the only music I would listen to" Tommy said "Oh ok that never really happened to me and I still listen to them but not a lot of their newer songs mostly American Idiot, Bullet in a Bible, and two songs that are more recent but mostly their older songs I listen to"

I retune my guitar and start to play the intro to American Idiot

Don't wanna be an American Idiot

Don't wanna nation under the new media

And can you hear the sound of hysteria?

The submiminal mind **** America

Welcome to a new kind of tension

All across the alien nation

Where everything isn't meant to be okay

Television dreams of tomorrow

We're not the ones who're meant to follow

For that's enough to argue

Well maybe I'm the faggot America

I'm not a part of a redneck agenda

Now everybody do the propaganda

And sing along to the age of paranoia

Welcome to a new kind of tension

All across the alien nation

Where everything isn't meant to be ok

Television dreams of tomorrow

We're not the ones who're meant to follow

For that's enough to argue

Don't want to be an American idiot

One nation controlled by the media

Information age of hysteria

It's going out to idiot America

Welcome to a new kind of tension

All across the alien nation

Where everything isn't meant to be okay

Television dreams of tomorrow

We're not the ones who're meant to follow

For that's enough to argue

Josh said "That was epic man" Jarred said "Whoa…" Tommy said "I'm just that good I've been practicing since I was four so I've had time to work on different songs to play" Jarred said "Alright if you're really good then you'll know how to play Pour some sugar on me by Def Leppard" Tommy said "I actually do know how to play that song but I might need a little help from a friend of mine" Jarred asked "Who would that be?" Tommy said "Can't tell you just wait here give me ten minutes and I'll come back" Jarred said "Ok"

I take my guitar off and carry it with me and I leave my room and go off school campus and go into town because I know the person I'm looking for is not to far from the school. So once I find the stadium that the person is at I sneak by security and go find the person I'm looking for and that only takes me five minutes to do.

Grant said "Hey Tommy" Tommy said "Oh hey Grant" Grant "Looking for Taylor?" Tommy "Maybe…" Grant asked "Why?"Tommy said "Remember Crossroads?" Grant said "Yea why?" Tommy said "Jarred my half brother wants me to play Pour some Sugar on me" Grant said "Oh really" Tommy said "Yea and I figure I could surprise him if I did something like this I mean if that's cool with everyone if not then I'll figure out something else" Grant said "I'm cool with it but if I were you I'd go ask everyone else" Tommy said "I had planned on that anyways and where is everyone else" Grant said "In the T-party room if not then on the band bus" Tommy said "Alright"

So I go find Paul and when I do I ask him if he is cool with being in a film of us doing pour some sugar on me and he is very cool with the idea and I thank him and go find Caitlin and ask her the same question I asked Paul and Grant so she is just fine with the idea and doesn't mind it at all. Now I have to find Liz and I find her and ask her the same question I asked Paul, Grant, and Catlin and she jumps up and down like a little kid and hugs me and says "Yes".

Four down one to go when I find Taylor in the T-party room I sneak up on her and she freaks out and I start laughing until my ribs hurt from laughing so hard. Taylor said "That wasn't funny" Tommy said "Pshhhh actually that was pretty funny besides I figured you would had known that someone else was here I wasn't exactly being quiet when I walked in"

Taylor said "Hm I guess I didn't hear you" Tommy said "Or you don't have raptor hearing like I do" Taylor said "You have raptor hearing" Tommy said "Yes example of my raptor hearing I can hear Grant playing his guitar from here and I bet you can't" Taylor said "Wow impressive" Tommy said "Not really I've done better than that like hearing screaming fans from my dorm at school coming all the way over here in this stadium and that's when I'm at school nowhere near here"

Taylor said "That's just weird" Tommy said "Eh it used to be worse when I was little I could every little thing when no one else could" Taylor "Ok…" Tommy "Anyways…i have a question for you" Taylor said "Ok what is it" Tommy said "I have a half brother named Jarred and he told me to play Pour some sugar on me and I knew by the look in his eyes I had to get someone else to play it with me so will you please" Taylor said "Only because I like Def Leppard" Tommy said "Not my fault that your mom is a super fan and exposed you to it before you were born" Taylor asked "Where'd you hear that from?"

Tommy said "That's the magic of YouTube all the CMT Crossroad stuff you did with Def Leppard ended up on YouTube and I happen to watch them so that's how I knew about that" Taylor asked "Really?" Tommy said "Go look it up yourself on YouTube yourself if you don't believe me or it's on there too along with a bunch of other stuff like the CMT awards from this year"

Taylor asked "What's with the face?" Tommy said "An image of you with straight hair flashed in my mind my bad" Taylor said "Never doing that again" Tommy said "I don't blame you, you don't look like yourself with straight hair. I had to do a double take in my mind to figure out if that was really you and I didn't do it on purpose I'm just used to your curly hair that's all" Taylor said "I like my curly hair better anyways" Tommy said "Me too it suits you a lot better than straight hair" Taylor said "Aw thank you Tommy"

Tommy said "You're welcome it's like me and not spiking my hair when it's long like it is now" Taylor said "You could use a little haircut" Tommy said "Not my fault I haven't had time with school it keeps me busy and now that it's summer I can finally get a haircut" Taylor said "True that does happen" Tommy said "I'm just glad it's summer so I can do what I feel and get a haircut" Taylor said "Haha yea" Tommy said "Pshhhhh that's just how I roll" Taylor said "I can tell" Tommy said "Oh Haha very funny Swifty" Taylor asked "How'd you know that?"

Tommy said "Note to self only work with people who don't have the same name as you also known as Taylor Launter then Ellen knows about it then millions of people watching her show know about it just like this one YouTube video that can me laugh on my worst days" Taylor said "Point taken on the Taylor Launter thing and what video" Tommy said "Girl that looks very similar to you walks into a bathroom and almost has a heart attack at 19 wonder who that could be"

Taylor said "Hey!" Tommy said "What not my fault it was Ellen's idea with the prank I just watched it to get a good laugh out of it which happened and I felt bad for the victim of the prank but I couldn't stop myself from laughing" Taylor asked "You did?" Tommy said "Yea I wouldn't want that to happen to me but since it didn't I can't help it if it happened which it did and Ellen even said near the end "That was the best one yet!" and I can't help it if it was funny and made me crack up until my sides hurt from laughing so hard"

Taylor asked "She said that?" Tommy said "Yea she did go watch the video yourself if you don't believe me" Taylor said "I'll just take your word for it" Tommy said "Fine by me" Taylor said "Quit creeping me out with your facial expressions" Tommy said "Sorry I was just lost in my thoughts" Taylor asked "Really?" Tommy said "Yea sometimes I get lost in my own thoughts it happeneds to the best of us sometimes"

Taylor said "It does" Tommy said "Exactly I've been getting lost in my thoughts a lot lately" Taylor asked "You have why?" Tommy said "The VMA's are coming up and all I can think about everytime I see one of their commercials is Kanye and what happened last year let's just say I don't want to hear at school 'Yo (insert name of choice) Ima let you finish but (insert name of choice) had one of best video's of all time' for a month it took long enough for people to forget about it as it is" Taylor said "Oh yea…" Tommy said "I'm not trying to be mean I'm really not I'm just fed up with hearing about it that's all"

Tommy said "Alright my bad I really didn't mean it like that honest" Taylor said "Just go" Tommy said "Ok" so I walk away and almost go back to school but I don't I go to the woods and take out my switchblade and roll up my sleeves and press it against my skin causing it to bleed and I start to make the cut deeper and longer than any other cut I've made before on both of my arms the same length almost to where my elbow is but I stop an inch before it.

Then I stick my arms in the river to wash away the blood then I take out an alcohol pad and clean both cuts so they don't get infected. After I do that I hear and explosion in the distance so I follow the sound and the smoke in the sky ending up at the stadium where Taylor is so I run in and look for anyone that might still be in there. After looking through the outside part I go inside and I can't see a thing then I see Grant, Paul, Catlin, Amos, and Liz run out but not Taylor.

Tommy asked "Where's Taylor?" Grant said "She's still in there we tried to keep an eye on her and get her out also but we lost her" Tommy said "Alright I'll go look for her" Grant said "Good luck" Tommy said "I don't need luck" I run inside and all I can see is smoke and fire so I have to work my way around the fire and try not to breathe in too much smoke.

Twenty minutes later I'm in the belly of the beast there's so much smoke and fire I can hardly make anything out when I get to the stage part of the 'T' is burned off and just fell to the floor and that made a very loud banging noise so I carefully make my way to the stage once I get there I can barely see anything. Tommy shouts/asked "Taylor! Where are you?" Taylor asked "Tommy?" Tommy said "It's Tommy where are you?"

Taylor said "Over here" Tommy said "Um ok" so I jump up in the air and see her and I land on the stage which is about to fall to the floor so I jump again right before the top of the 'T' stage falls on the floor and the rest catches on fire so I run as fast as I can but I'm not quick enough the rest of the 'T' falls taking me with it but Taylor grabs my arm and stops me from falling and pulls me up.

Tommy said "Thank you" Taylor said "Welcome" Tommy said "Ok let's get out of here" Taylor said "I'm all for that" so we run toward the entrance of the stadium as fast as we can and just as we start to get to the door the roof starts to collapse so we have to run faster to escape from getting crushed by the roof. Just as we reach the entrance a gigantic piece of roof breaks and starts to fall and that piece was right above Taylor so I push her toward the door and the piece of roof breaks right on top of me and I pass out.

Trapped and injured I wake up pulling pieces of roof off me and trying to get out when I hear a cracking noise and I look through a tiny peep hole and I see the wall collapse then everything gets dark again. Waking up again I look around but I can't see anything just darkness nothing else trying to move I scream in pain and look to see if I have any broken bones and I see a piece of roof in my leg gushing with blood and that's when I cough up blood just from looking at it.

Now I'm just trying to move pieces around so I can get out after making a hole big enough so I can get out so slowly crawling out of the hole and slowly getting up and I'm outside coughing up blood and from inhaling so much smoke once I stop coughing Taylor give me a bear hug and I'm just holding back from coughing up more blood when she lets go I turn my head and spit up blood that I was holding back and coughing some.

Taylor asked "You ok Tommy?" Tommy said "Yea for the most part…just a leg injury nothing else that I know of anyways" Taylor said "And thank you for what you did in there" Tommy said "No problem…" I spit blood again and start to cough again. Taylor said "Don't hurt yourself" Tommy said "I'll try not to" then I bend down and yank out the piece of roof that was stuck in my leg and not making a single noise even thought it hurt like hell.

Taylor said "What no girly scream?" Tommy said "That may of hurt like hell but I don't have the energy to scream like a girl" Taylor said "You're no fun" Tommy said "I know and at least I can pull something out of my leg and not scream at the top of my lungs like a girl" Taylor said "Hey not cool" Tommy said "Ok that was a little mean I admit it but I didn't though" Taylor said "Yea whatever" Tommy said "I'm the teenager I'm supposed to be a pain not the other way around besides your older than me by three years"

Taylor asked "I am?" Tommy said "Yes I was born in 1992 not 1989" Taylor said "I see" Tommy said "Says the girl that was raised on Def Leppard before she was born" Taylor said "Touché" I bend down again and clean the wound and stitch it up and put a bandage on it before rolling my jeans back down covering the bandage. Tommy said "Yea I did have a better come back than that but I'm going to keep that come back to myself"

Taylor said "Good idea" Tommy said "At least I'm being honest" Taylor said "You have a point there" Tommy "Guess so" Taylor said "Let me guess you just want to get the Def Leppard thing over with" Tommy said "A little bit but I can wait" Taylor said "Let's just get it over with now" Tommy said "Fine by me just give me a minute" Taylor said "Ok"

I pull out my phone and call Jarred Tommy said "Hey Jarred" Jarred said "Yea Tommy and where are you?" Tommy said "Don't worry about that go on my laptop and turn on my webcam ok" Jarred said "Alright it's on now what?" Tommy said "Two seconds" I pull out my camera and turn it on and point it at myself Tommy said "See me" Jarred asked "Yea why?" Tommysaid "Because I have a little surprise for you" Jarred asked "What kind of surprise?" Tommy said "It's a good surprise I promise" Jarred said "Alright then tell me" Tommy said "Alright what if I told that I have one of the people that performed Pour some sugar on me with Def Leppard"

Jarred asked "Really who?" Tommy said "Here's a hint their a Country artist and they did Crossroads with Def Leppard" Jarred "said Ok" Tommy said "You don't know do you" Jarred said "No" Tommy said "Ok just look at the camera and I'll show you and see if you know if not then I'll just tell you" Jarred said "Alright" so I point my camera at Taylor and she looks at me funny and I start to laugh then I point the camera back at myself. Tommy asked "Did that help?" Jarred said "A little bit" Tommy said "Sheesh your no fun"

Right after I said that Taylor and her band start to play the intro to pour some Sugar on me.

(Tommy)

Step inside, walk this way

You and me babe, hey, hey!

Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on

Livin' like a lover with a radar phone

Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp

Demolition women, can I be you man?

(Your man, hey, hey!)

(Taylor)

Razzle 'n' dazzle 'n' a flash a little light

Television lover, baby, go all night

Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet

Little miss innocent sugar me, yeah

Come on! Take a bottle, shake it up

Break the bubble, break it up

(Taylor and i)

Pour some sugar on me, ooh, in the name of love

Pour some sugar on me, c'mon fire me up

Pour your sugar on me, I can't get enough

I'm hot, sticky sweet from my head to my feet, yeah

(Me)

Listen, red light, yellow light, green light, go

Crazy little women in a one man show

Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of love

Sweet dream, saccharine, loosen up

(Loosen up)

I loosen up

(Taylor)

You gotta squeeze a little, squeeze a little, tease a little more

Easy operator come a-knockin' on my door

Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet

Little miss innocent sugar me, yeah, yeah

Give a little more

Take a bottle, shake it up

Break the bubble, break it up

(Taylor and i)

Pour some sugar on me, ooh, in the name in love

Pour some sugar on me, c'mon fire me up

Pour some sugar on me, oh I can't get enough

I'm hot, sticky sweet from my head to my feet, yeah

(Me)

You got the peaches, I got the cream

Sweet to taste, saccharine

'Cause I'm hot, so hot, sticky sweet

(Hot!)

From my head to my feet

(Head!)

Do you take sugar, one lump or two?

Take a bottle, take a bottle

Shake it up, shake it up

Break the bubble, break it up

Break it up

(Taylor and i)

Pour some sugar on me, ooh, in the name of love

Pour some sugar on me, c'mon fire me up

Pour your sugar on me oh, I can't get enough

Pour some sugar on me oh, in the name of love

Pour some sugar on me, get it, come and get it

Pour your sugar on me, ooh

Pour some sugar on me, yeah

Sugar me

Jarred said "That was epic" Tommy said "Well we do try" Taylor said "That we do Tommy" Tommy said "Can't argue with that" Jarred said "Dude I don't know who you did that with but that was amazing" Tommy said "Well I do know who I did it with and if she wants to tell you who she's is then she can" Taylor said "Naw you can tell him Tommy" Tommy said "Ok" Jarred said "Then who is she?"

Tommy said "She happeneds to be the amazingly talented extremely awesome Taylor Swift" Jarred said "You're kidding there's no way that's her" Tommy said "That's where your wrong and she is Taylor Swift no joke" Jarred said "You are one lucky dude" Tommy said "Dude it's not like that besides I have a girlfriend already" Jarred said "Ok whatever you say dude" Tommy said "Seriously I have a girlfriend already go ask Aelita because she's my girlfriend"

Jarred said "Alright chill out" Tommy said "Alright I take it easy because I kinda consider you my bother" Jarred asked "Really?" Tommy said "I'm working on it" Jarred said "Cool and what about Josh?" Tommy said "Him too don't think I went and forgot about him" Jarred said "I know I'm just making sure" Tommy said "It's cool"

Then I hear an explosion and I drop my camera and turn around and see a building start to fall over and the very top starts to fall toward Taylor and she runs away and I run toward her to make sure that she won't end up under it. At the very last second I manage to push her out of the way just as the building was falling on top of us and I get hit with a piece of plaster and pass out after the building falls on top of me.

Taylor shouts "Tommy!"

Taylor "CHIFFY!"

Tommy "Um who gave you sugar?"

Taylor "That's for me to know and for you to never find out"

Tommy "Really I have a box of cookies that say otherwise"

Taylor "It was Tony"

Tommy "Ok *handsTaylor box of cookies* Good girl Taylor"

Taylor "Welcome"

Tommy "Now while i'm gone killing Tony again my loyal readers feel free to hit the thing that says 'Review this chapter' and do what it says or else"

Taylor "Or else what?"

Tommy "I'm not telling you"

Taylor "Oh ok"

Tommy "Exactly"