Grimmjow's P.O.V
"Oh man. You're in some serious trouble, Grimmjow" my panther said, chuckling a little. I growled and ran my hand through my hair, sighing heavily.
"Why don't you shut the fuck up? It's not like I knew that he was her father. I just thought that he was some person that Azien was really interested in" I said. I couldn't sit still anymore. I stood up and started pacing back and forth.
"Yeah well I don't think that Harley is going to see it that way. Now you might have to tell her who you really are" my panther said. I growled loudly.
"I know that, but I just can't. Not right now. If I tell her right now then she might either try and kill me or she will never talk to me again and I can't have that" I said. My panther sighed.
"I know how you feel, Grimmjow, but don't you think that it is best to tell her sooner than later. I mean if we keep waiting to tell her then she might be even madder later because we kept it from her" my panther said. I stopped pacing and looked up at the sky. The sun was beginning to set.
"You have a point," I paused, sighing heavily. "But I still wouldn't know where to begin" I finished. My panther didn't say anything. I could tell that he was thinking.
"Are you having trouble figuring something out, Grimmjow?" a familiar voice asked. My body tensed. I turned around quickly, coming face to face with Harley's father. I growled loudly, my panther growled as well, echoing mine. Harley's father smirked. "Oh come now, Grimmjow, is that how you greet your friend?" Harley's father asked, laughing. I narrowed my eyes at him.
"We're not fucking friends" I growled. Harley's father continued to laugh. "And what the hell is so fucking funny?" I asked. I could feel my body getting in attack position, I really just wanted to rip this man' throat out. Granted when I didn't know who he really was I kind of liked him because he loved to fight like me and he was cold, giving his victims no mercy. He was a lot like me when it came to the love of a fight. But now that I have learned the truth, of how he hurt Harley, I wanted nothing more than to kill him slowly, making him feel the pain that he had caused Harley to fill for so many years.
"I would have never thought that the blood thirsty, cold hearted, 6th Espada would have actually care about someone other than himself," Harley's father paused. He started to observe me. He chuckled. "I really do admire you, Grimmjow Jaggerjacks. That's why I took you under my wing and started to train you to help you obtain the goal that you ever so desired, the goal of becoming king. But now it seems like you have betrayed me." I smirked at him.
"And what the hell are you going to do about it?" I asked. I was challenging him, something that I know that I shouldn't have done. After all I have seen this guy fight and even I am no match for him. I honestly don't think that even Harley could be a match for him and she seems pretty powerful. Harley's father gave me a suspicious look.
"Are you seriously that stupid to challenge me, Grimmjow?" Harley's father asked. I shrugged.
"Maybe just a little" I said. I heard my panther growl.
"Don't be so stupid, Grimmjow" my panther said. I rolled my eyes.
"Oh shut up" I said. My panther was about to say something else, but over the years I have learned to block out his voice when I didn't want to hear him. Harley's father started laughing again. I gave him a questionable look.
"Oh, this is going to be fun" Harley's father said. I gave him an even more questionable look.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" I asked him. Harley's father stopped laughing and looked at me seriously.
"Now why would I tell you that and ruin all my fun?" Harley's father asked. I glared at him. I could tell that he was going to say more. "Oh don't worry, Grimmjow. I'm not going to kill you, yet. But I am going to have some fun with you. After all I like playing with my prey when the game's interesting." My entire body tensed when Harley's father appeared right in front of me. I couldn't react. He grabbed me by my throat and started to lift me in the air, choking me. "But I am going to tell you this before I leave. If you tell Harley anything and I do mean anything. I will make sure that you spend eternity regretting it because I won't kill you, Grimmjow; I'm going to make you suffer. And the only reason that I'm being so kind is because I actually like you, Grimmjow Jaggerjacks. If you tell her anything about what you know or anything that will give her any sort of hint about herself, Harley will be paying the price for you telling her and you will be paying the price of spending eternity without her, knowing that you were the reason that she was killed. And trust me I won't just kill her instantly, I will kill her slowly and I will make you fucking watch. I will make you hear her scream as she begs and cries for me to stop. I will make you sit there and watch, knowing that you can't do a god damn thing about it to stop it. Do I make myself clear, Grimmjow?" Harley's father asked. I didn't have enough air to answer, I just nodded my head yes the best that I could. Harley's father released me from his grip. I fell to my knees, gasping for air. "Good now that I made things clear. I will see you back in Hueco Mundo" Harley's father said. He turned around and started to walk off. I couldn't say anything because I was still out of breath and I couldn't move because my body was limp from losing so much oxygen. All I could do was glare at Harley's father as he walked off and disappeared.
"Grimmjow, are you all right?" my panther asked. I could hear the immense worry in his voice. I cleared my throat.
"Yeah, I'll be fine" I said, my voice barely hearable. Now what was I going to do? I couldn't tell Harley anything because if I did then she would pay the price. And I have to train her tomorrow and knowing her she is going to be asking a lot of questions. I sighed heavily and leaned back against the concert sidewalk beneath me. So much was running through my mind as I laid there and stared at the moon. I didn't know what I was going to do and I was running out of time to figure things out. All I do know is that I was going to have to make up some kind of story to tell Harley tomorrow that would explain how I knew her father. And I couldn't tell her anything that would give away the truth. "Damnit, this is going to be hard" I said out loud. I could hear my panther sigh. He didn't know what to do either.
-The next day-
Harley's P.O.V
I didn't really sleep the night before. I just stared at my ceiling, thinking. A lot has happened so far lately. First I learned that there is this so called thing such as heat, which I thought that only animals experience and not the people who have the animal spirits inside them. I learned that Grimmjow isn't who he says he is, well he isn't human. I also learned that Grimmjow for some odd, unknown reason knows my father. The father that had hated me since I was born because I was a girl and not a boy, the father that abused me; sexually and physically, the father that had even abused his wife; my mother, the father that on my 19th birthday experimented on my mother and me, making us the first known vizords, and then afterwards killed my mother in front of me and almost killing me. I also learned that Kisuke knew that my father was alive, he had lied to me. And now that I think about it I have also learned that my mother that had raised me was not my actually mother. I should have known, however, since my mother and me didn't look alike or have anything that was the same. I sighed and rolled over in my bed. There are so many things that I don't know so many things that I need answers too. But the two most important things that I really want answers to are who is Grimmjow really? And who is my real mother? I didn't notice that I wasn't alone anymore until my panther growled at me. I sat up and looked over at my door. "Grimmjow" I said. Grimmjow was standing in my doorway, staring at me. Grimmjow looked away from me and out my window.
"I've been knocking on your door for the past 30 minutes" Grimmjow said. I ran my fingers through my hair. It was really natty.
"Sorry, I was just really deep in thought" I said. Grimmjow looked at me questionably.
"What were you thinking about?" Grimmjow asked. I looked at him seriously.
"About everything that has happened so far, about you" I said. Grimmjow smirked.
"Well I'm happy to know that I'm on your mind" Grimmjow said. I rolled my eyes.
"Don't ask stupid with me, Grimmjow. You know very well why you were on my mind" I said. Grimmjow's smirk faded. He looked away from me again and started to look out my window.
"I know that you have a lot of questions, Harley" Grimmjow said. I rolled my eyes again.
"Oh, no, really" I said, sarcastically. Grimmjow looked at me.
"You don't have to be like that, Harley" Grimmjow said. I threw my blankets off of me. I could feel Grimmjow's eyes begin to roam over my body, but I didn't say anything.
"Then what exactly do you want me to act like, Grimmjow, all happy, like everything is just fine. Well guess what kitten, nothing is fine. I just found out that my father is alive, that the mother that raised me isn't my real mother and more importantly I just found out that you for some odd, unknown reason know my real father." By the time I was finished speaking I was in Grimmjow's facing, looking at him seriously.
"I thought that I told you to never call me that again" Grimmjow said, smiling down at me. I growled in frustration.
"Don't change the subject, Grimmjow" I said, putting more force in my voice. Grimmjow chuckled.
"All right, all right, sorry" Grimmjow said, still smiling at me. I growled again.
"Grimmjow" I said, my voice a little colder and more serious. Grimmjow's smile faded. He sighed and looked at me seriously.
"What exactly do you want me to tell you, Harley? That I know your father, well yes I know your father. Did I know he was your father, fuck no I didn't. And if I did know that he was your father I would have killed him by now for doing what he did to you" Grimmjow said. I glared at him.
"You don't even know what he did to me. All that you know is everything that you learned yesterday" I said. Grimmjow laughed in a sarcastic manner.
"Harley, are you that stupid? I know everything that your father did to you. I know that he hates you because you're a girl and not a boy. I know that he abused your mother and you. He even sexually abused you. I know that he experimented on you and your mother and then he made you watch as he killed your mother in front of you. And I also know that he tried to kill you, but he couldn't because you were a little too powerful for him. I know a lot more than you think" Grimmjow said. This time I was the one with my back against the wall as Grimmjow was hovering over me, looking down at me. I was extremely angry, but the angry started to fade as quickly as it came. We were so close, our chests touching. His aroma was starting to fill my nose. The electricity from us touching started to roam across my body. I was starting to go into a trance like state again, but I had to fight it. I had to find out how Grimmjow knew all of this. I pushed him away and I didn't go it gently either. Grimmjow flew a little and slammed against the wall on the other side of the room. "What the fuck was that for?" Grimmjow yelled.
"You were too god damn close" I yelled back. Grimmjow didn't say anything, just stared at me. The next thing I knew Grimmjow was laughing. "What the fuck is so funny?" I asked him. Grimmjow stopped laughing.
"You were about to rip my throat out and all I had to do was just touch you and that feeling is gone as quickly as it came. Man if I had known that I would have done it every time you became mad with me" Grimmjow said. He started laughing again. I grabbed the nearest thing to me and threw it at Grimmjow. The vase that I had thrown at Grimmjow landed on the wall beside him, shattering into a million pieces. Grimmjow stopped laughing and growled at me. "Why in the fuck did you throw a fucking vase at me?" Grimmjow asked. I could tell that he was getting angry.
"I threw it because you were laughing at me, asshole" I semi-yelled. "And it's not my fault that I can't control myself. I'm in heat, remember?" Grimmjow walked towards me a little.
"Of course I remember, idiot. Have you forgotten that I'm in heat as well?" Grimmjow asked. I rolled my eyes.
"You don't seem like it" I said. Grimmjow huffed.
"That's because I have learned to control it. If I didn't then I would be just like you" Grimmjow said. He stopped a few feet in front of me. I glared at him.
"And what the hell is that supposed to mean?" I growled. Grimmjow chuckled.
"Oh don't think you don't know" Grimmjow said, sarcastically as he rolled his eyes. I closed the distance between us and raised my spiritual pressure a little.
"No, I don't. Why don't you enlighten me?" I asked. Grimmjow stared down at me.
"Fine if you really want to go there, what I meant was if I haven't had learned to control myself while I was in heat I would be fucking everyone that walked; man or woman" Grimmjow said. I growled dangerously.
"Why you fu-"
"Hey, Harley, Grimmjow just said that he would fuck a man" my panther said, interrupting me. I stopped talking, stared at Grimmjow seriously and then busted up laughing.
"What the fuck are you laughing about, woman?" Grimmjow asked. Grimmjow was staring at me like I was on crack. One minute I was yelling at him, about to rip his throat out, and the next I'm laughing in his face. I looked at Grimmjow. I couldn't say anything more; I just started laughing even harder. Grimmjow growled in frustration. "God dammit woman, tell me what you're fucking laughing at" Grimmjow said. I could hear the annoyance in his voice.
"I'm laughing…because…you said…you said." I couldn't finish the rest of the sentence because I was laughing so hard. I was gripping my stomach because it started to hurt.
"What did I say?" Grimmjow asked.
"You said that you would fuck a man" I said quickly. I didn't know if Grimmjow had really heard me or not because I said that in a rush, but obviously he did because he growled.
"I didn't fucking mean it like that" Grimmjow said. I looked at Grimmjow seriously, trying not to laugh again.
"Oh yeah, sure you didn't" I said. Grimmjow growled.
"You're so going to get it" Grimmjow said. Grimmjow started to walk towards me. I put both my hands in front of me in a defensive position.
"I'm sorry, Grimmjow, but I don't think that I'm your type. I'm a woman, remember" I said. I busted up laughing again.
"Oh you're my type all right and I'll fucking prove it to you too" Grimmjow said. I didn't have time to react. I was picked up, thrown over Grimmjow's shoulder, and then thrown on my bed. I stopped laughing and started staring at Grimmjow seriously.
"Grimmjow, I was kidding" I said. I started to panic a little. I didn't know what Grimmjow was planning on doing.
"Well you're going to regret kidding around with me like that. I fuck men my fucking ass. I only like one thing and that one thing that I like is only what a woman fucking has. Something that you have, Harley" Grimmjow said. Grimmjow started to smirk at me as he got on my bed and hovered over me. "I just hope you know how to handle what I have, Harley" Grimmjow said. My pulse started to race, my hands began to sweat. I didn't know what to do. I didn't even know if I really wanted to stop Grimmjow. Grimmjow closed the distance between us, slamming our lips together. I moaned instantly. The electricity from the kiss was even stronger than it was from when we touch. Grimmjow's aroma started to make my head dizzy as it filled my entire body. I felt Grimmjow staring to roam his right hand up and down my leg, causing goose bumps to form all over my body. I ran my left ran through Grimmjow's hair and my right hand went up Grimmjow's shit. I started to roam my finger up and down Grimmjow's back, lightly clawing him as I went. Grimmjow moaned into the kiss. Grimmjow broke the kiss, sadly, and looked down at me. Our eyes locked. I could tell that Grimmjow was fighting to keep control.
"Something wrong, Grimmjow?" I asked. My voice was husky and a little breathless. Grimmjow shook his head back and forth.
"Damnit" Grimmjow growled. Grimmjow quickly got off of me and off of my bed. I sat up and gave Grimmjow a confused look. Grimmjow started to pace back and forth. I heard him mumble something.
"I didn't quit catch that" I said. Grimmjow stopped pacing and looked at me serious.
"We can't do this, Harley" Grimmjow said. I could tell that he had forced himself to say that.
"Oh and why not? I thought that you liked me, Grimmjow" I asked. Grimmjow sighed.
"We just can't do this, Harley" Grimmjow said. I glared at him.
"Let me guess, Rangiku, right?" I asked him. Grimmjow looked away from me. He opened his mouth to say something. "Oh no, don't apologize. I get. I completely fucking get it" I said, interrupting him. Grimmjow looked back at me.
"I wasn't going to say that, Harley. I don't care about Rangiku. I don't really even like her that much" Grimmjow said.
"If you don't like her then why would you be dating her?" I asked. Grimmjow ran his hand through his hair, sighing heavily.
"I don't know, okay?" Grimmjow said. I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, sure you don't" I said. Grimmjow growled.
"What so you're going to get mad at me? Because I was dating someone, when you tried to fuck your ex boyfriend and then Ichigo Oh real mature, Harley" Grimmjow said, rolling his eyes at me. I growled. Grimmjow sighed heavily and sat down on the bed beside me. Grimmjow looked at me. His eyes were sad. "Harley, can we please just stop fighting? I don't want to fight with you anymore. I don't know how much more I can handle" Grimmjow asked. I gave Grimmjow a serious look.
"Well if you can't handle anymore then why don't you just leave?" I asked him. Grimmjow's eyes became even sadder.
"I'm not going to leave, Harley, because I really care about you, okay?" Grimmjow said. I couldn't believe what I just heard. Grimmjow didn't really seem like the type of person to really care about someone. Grimmjow seemed like the type who only cared for himself, who only took what he want and then leave. My heart was pounding in my chest. I didn't really know what to say to that. I care for Grimmjow, a lot.
"All right, the fighting can stop" I finally said. Grimmjow smiled at me. Not a smirk, not a grin, an actually smile. It made my heart beat even faster than it already was.
"Well I'm glad that you two haven't killed each other yet" a voice said. Both Grimmjow and I looked over at my doorway. Kisuke was leaning against my door, staring at the both of us, smiling.
"What do you want, Kisuke?" I asked him. Kisuke chuckled.
"I thought that you wanted me to explain things" Kisuke said. I sighed. I had forgotten all about that. Grimmjow and I didn't even accomplish anything with helping me learning to control myself when I'm in heat.
"Oh yeah, I forgot" I said. Grimmjow gave me a questionable look.
"Explain things" Grimmjow said, questionably. I nodded.
"Yeah I wanted Kisuke to explain to me why he lied to me when he told me that my father was dead and also who my real mother is" I told Grimmjow. It was brief, but I notice a little look of terror go across Grimmjow's face. Before I could ask Grimmjow anything Kisuke interrupted.
"Well everyone is waiting downstairs for you. So when you're ready just come down and we will start explaining" Kisuke said. Kisuke turned around. I heard his footsteps echo down my stairs. Once I knew he was gone I turned to Grimmjow.
"Is there something that you're not telling me, Grimmjow?" I asked. Grimmjow looked away from me. He seems to be doing that a lot today and I want to know why.
"Harley, I don't think that it's best if you learn about your father" Grimmjow said.
"And why the hell not?" I asked. Grimmjow looked back at me. I've never seen Grimmjow this serious before.
"Because you'll be risking your life" Grimmjow said.
"I'll be risking my life? How?" I asked. Grimmjow hesitated.
"I just don't think that it's best" Grimmjow said. Grimmjow stood up and started walking towards my door.
"You know something, don't you?" I asked him. Grimmjow stopped at my door.
"Harley, I want to tell you. I want to tell you everything, but I can't. And not because I don't want you to learn about your past or anything, but because if you do then you're father will kill you" Grimmjow said. I was getting ready to ask Grimmjow how he would have figured that, but before I could Grimmjow quickly walked out of my room and downstairs where everyone else was at.
"Do you think we should listen to, Grimmjow?" my panther asked. I groaned.
"I don't know, but I've never seen Grimmjow like that" I said. I slide off of my bed and started heading towards my door. I want to know what Kisuke knows. I want to learn about my past, about my father, about my real mother, but more importantly I want to know who I really am because obviously I don't know shit about myself. But what if what I learn really does put me in danger? What if what I learn puts the people that I care about in danger? I groaned heavily as I slowly walked downstairs. I don't know the answer to that, but what else can I really do? I'm not just going to sit here and do nothing, that's for sure. Yet I couldn't shake off this lingering feeling that told me that maybe I should just do that.