Passing Sorrow

Makoto was violently shoved against the wall in Rin's dorm room. A load thump could be heard and Makoto winced because his head bumped against the wall. The olive-haired male tried to push Rin away to make him realise that he was being too violent but the redhead simply continued attacking Makoto's lips with his own.

"You're late," Rin muttered when he finally broke free for some much needed air.

"Sorry," Makoto muttered as he gazed at some random point behind Rin. The olive-haired male didn't feel the need to make eye-contact because he didn't want to be here in the first place. The only reason why he'd continue to give the redhead what he wanted is because he wanted to protect Haruka from Rin. Makoto shuddered at the thought what Rin could do to Haruka. Makoto's attention snapped back towards Rin when he felt the redhead suck and nibble on the sensitive skin of his neck. Makoto pushed Rin away and the redhead growled and bared his sharp teeth.

"The fuck?" Rin exclaimed while pushing his body flush against Makoto's once more.

"No fucking love-bites," Makoto growled and he glared at Rin. Haruka was not supposed to find out about the little deal that was going on between Rin and Makoto.

"Whatever," the redhead shrugged his shoulders and pressed his lips firmly against Makoto's once more. This time, Makoto gave in to the kiss and he let Rin's tongue dance a sensual dance with his own. The olive-haired male found it hard to supress his moans and gasps but he managed because he didn't want Rin to think that he was actually enjoying this. He may have enjoyed it the last time but now, it was just something that needed to be done and Makoto hoped that it would be over soon.

Their tongues continued to explore each other's mouths and the olive-haired male decided to pick up the pace a little more because otherwise Haruka would get suspicious. Makoto pushed Rin towards his bunk and the redhead fell onto the bed gracefully. The smug smirk on Rin's face made Makoto shiver and shake. No matter what he did, Rin would always look extremely sexy and Makoto bit his lip. Rin gripped Makoto's hand and the olive-haired male soon found himself on top of the redhead. Rin was tugging at his T-shirt and it only took a few more minutes of exploring and needy hands to be completely naked. Rin pushed Makoto back a little and the olive-haired male rested his weight on his elbows. Rin's hot lips kissed Makoto's chest and the boy with the emerald gems found it really hard to keep silent. The kisses were pressed in all the right places and a small gasp finally left Makoto's lips. He could kick himself for the fleeting sound but what good would that do?

"Are you going to keep silent this entire time?" Rin growled before he bit down on Makoto's hip bone. Makoto involuntarily bucked up and Rin smirked at Makoto while shooting him a sexy and hot gaze.

"Let's see if you can keep quiet now," Rin licked his lips and soon teased the head of Makoto's member with his insistent tongue. A load moan escaped from Makoto's throat as he threw his head back, letting the pleasure take over.

"Guess not huh," Rin smirked on more time before turning all of his attention towards that gorgeous and sexy Makoto once more.

Haruka was surprised to see an amazing breakfast waiting for him when he got up. His headache was completely gone and his stomach was making growling noises.

"How long have you been up?" Haruka asked when he slipped into one of the barstools.

"Oh, just long enough to go to the baker's," Makoto smiled sweetly and Haruka was too absorbed in all the delicious treats to notice the glint of shame in Makoto's eyes. Haruka was good at reading Makoto but only to some extent and if he really put some effort in it, which was normally not the case. Haruka didn't dare to question Makoto's whereabouts because he trusted the olive-haired male unconditionally. Ever since Makoto made certain promises, Haruka was certain that Makoto would never leave his side and that made him truly happy even if he didn't show that kind of happiness on the outside, it was enough to feel it on the inside. That kind of happiness made Haruka feel warm and tingly inside and he wondered whether he could call that love? Was it love? Or was it something else? Haruka decided to let it go as he munched on bread roll. They were still slightly warm and Haruka felt like he was in heaven. The raven-haired male didn't notice that Makoto was silent throughout the bigger part of the breakfast. It was only when Haruka started cleaning up the table that he noticed that something was off about Makoto. Haruka decided to cheer Makoto up by hugging him from behind. The olive-haired male tensed and Haruka could also feel that very clearly. Haruka pressed a very hesitant kiss against the back of Makoto's neck and Haruka's eyes widened when he heard Makoto growl in response to the soft kiss.

"Have I done something wrong?" Haruka asked while letting go of Makoto. Haruka had never been so rejected by Makoto in his life and the raven-haired male felt his world crumble underneath him. Even if they weren't in a real relationship it still hurt because Makoto has never been so cold towards him.

"Just don't touch me okay?" Makoto said with a gentle smile and Haruka could only gape.

How could Makoto say such a thing and then throw in a gentle smile. Haruka felt like he was slapped in the face and he turned on his heel and headed towards his basement. He locked the door behind him and crawled on top of the bed. He hugged his knees to his chest and then waited for a few moments to let himself calm back down. Perhaps Haruka was looking into the rejection too much, what if Makoto wasn't feeling well? The raven-haired male contemplated whether he should go check if Makoto was okay but he decided to stay put, after all, it was Makoto who didn't want to be touched. Haruka picked up his gaming controller and with a soft beep the gaming console roared to life. The game wasn't particularly interesting to Haruka but it was enough to keep his thoughts away from that numbing pain of rejection.

"Haruka, are you going to let me in?" Makoto asked while softly banging on the door. Haruka jumped up at the sudden sound and he bit his lip. Was Makoto here to make it up to him? Would he get an apology? Haruka swung his legs over the edge of the bed and shuffled towards the door. He opened the door and Makoto had a sad twinkle in his eyes. Haruka felt his heart sink because he knew that he wasn't going to get an apology any time soon. Haruka dropped back down on the bed and stoically ignored the olive-haired male.

"I have something to tell you," Makoto said softly and Haruka didn't even look up. It was not like Makoto was going to say something that Haruka wanted to hear, he could feel that Makoto was going to be the bringer of bad news.

"Are you going to listen?" Makoto probed as he noticed that Haruka was ignoring him.

"Goddamn Haruka!" Makoto shouted and this time, the raven-haired male turned his head to gaze at the olive-haired male. Makoto's sad eyes were still very ominous and they had a little extra now, they shone with anger as well.

"What is it?" Haruka heard himself saying and he braced for the inevitable even though he had no clue what Makoto really wanted to say.

"I think that we should stop what we're doing,…"

Then, who am I going to lean on when times get tough?

A/N: Sorry it took so long to update but I celebrated my 22nd birthday yesterday :) Hope you liked this chapter even though it is a rather sad one, I was actually planning on writing something completely different but I like how this turned out :) Don't worry, they'll make up soon enough and we all know what'll happen when they do :)

Thank you all for all the support!

Lots of love!