It was three days later, the church was filled with mourners, Nat and Alex were in the front row with Simon, Nat still looked extremely upset while Alex looked more or less indifferent.

Juanita, Laura John and Rosalina, also sat in the front row, with the rest of the band a row behind. Tony Hawk, Joel Madden, George Lopez were seen around the church, and Tony, Alex's friend from the sodaholics at sea trip was there as well.

Alex just fidgeted awkwardly as the priest talked, he was only there because Simon kept on pestering to come. After five minutes Nat and Alex stood up to play some of their songs. They played, if that's not love, why and last Nowhere.

Nat quickly got up and crying went and sat down next to Simon who put his arm around him. Alex lazily got up from his drums, and dwardled his way to the pew. Just as he was about to sit down it hit him. He decided that if he could run from this fast enough none of it would be true... so that's what he did.

Everyone watched a bit stunned as Alex suddenly sprinted from the church. Juanita went to chase after him, but her mom quickly grabbed her arm and looked deep into hers eyes.

"Alex is going to need you now, more than he ever has before," Laura said before letting Juanita go.

Alex sprinted, out of the church and instinctively took a left and kept sprinting, barging past people, charging through traffic until he's sprinted 4 and a half blocks.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Alex screamed as he collapsed on the ground, and started bawling his eyes out.

Juanita heard Alex, before she saw him. She pushed past people as she ran over to Alex, she quickly engulfed him in a hug, and tried to comfort him as much as she could. Alex just continued to howl the pain hurting more than any physical pain ever had.

"Is he alright?" A lady asked with two of her children in tow.

Juanita just shook her head.

"Both his parents are dead, and he's only just accepted it." Juanita said quietly as she continued to hug Alex, hoping she was at least giving him some comfort.

Juanita hugged him for 10 minutes without calming him down in the slightest. Laura quickly found them, Alex's pain was more than evident.

"Alex, I know it hurts, I know it's hard... but you need to say goodbye," Laura said quietly.

Alex shouted something at her. She couldn't understand what he said through his crying, but knowing Alex she suspected that it might have been, "I don't want too"

"I know Alex... but you need to," She said softly and as Juanita let go she lifted him up, and held him tightly as he cried into her shoulder. She slowly walked back to the church, and everyone looked on as Laura continued to carry a still hysterical Alex to the front of the church and they could all feel his pain. Laura put him down beside Nat who hugged his brother tightly and cried with him.

Everyone cried, it was painful especially seeing how upset Nat and Alex were.

"IT'S NOT FAIR!" Alex screamed and cried even harder. Nat felt helpless knowing he couldn't calm his brother and not knowing if there was anything that will ever make it better.

The just cried for another half an hour, Alex quietened down, mainly because he was exhausted, but the pain hadn't let up in the slightest.

"Come on boys, you need to say goodbye." Simon said a delicately ushered them up to the open caskets.

Alex slowly walked over to his dad. He looked at him for a few seconds before he sunk to the floor.

"Why do you leave us?" Alex cried into the carpet.