Author: Everything_Once
Pairing: Naomy/Emily and some others ...
Rating: M
Warnings: Swearing

Summary: Sometimes you need help to deal with your life... Effy and Naomi are living together with Effy's daughter ...
Disclaimer: Skins isn't my property, even if I secretly wish so! At the moment I pretty much own nothing...

The title and the name of Effy's daughter are the property of EmilyShitificationFitch ! ! ! (Read her work it's totally worth it!)

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Chapter Twenty-one

*** Katie's thoughts***

"DON'T MAKE ME ASK IT ONE MORE TIME, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?"

"What does it look like we are doing? Emily is making a statement against Danny of course!"

"Why are you here? It's not like if you care about your daughter…"

"SHUT UP FUCKING DIKE!"

Naomi is about to slap my mother but I place myself in the middle and I push Naomi away.

"Don't, for Ems…"

Naomi seems really angry but backs up. I turn myself to my mother one more time.

"She's right why are you here?"

"One of my client has seen you and has told me that you were there. So I've walked as fast as possible to prevent Emily of doing a huge mistake!"

I don't have to look at Naomi to know that she is about to outburst so without even looking at her I say:

"Don't, she's my mother and Emily is my sister I'm the one that should deal with that! Mum are you fucking mad or what? A mistake? You really believe what you are saying?"

"Katie language! And yes, of course. People will know and they will judged us! Do you have any idea of how hard it have been to rebuilt our reputation after your father's bankrupt. We can't afford to be ashamed again. It's not just the fact that you're fiancée may have abused of her, but it's also the fact that she is gay!"

"WHAT THE FUCK? First of all he hasn't abused her, he has fucking raped her once and without Naomi he'll probably have done it twice. It's fucking true, he has told me everything and I've seen the bruises on Emily's body! And she's gay and so what? She's your fucking daughter too!"

"No! She's not my daughter anymore at least not as long as she'll choose to be like that."

"She hasn't choose anything for fuck sake it's who she is. I don't get it neither but it doesn't mean that I don't love her anymore or even less. She's still Emily!"

"No. If she was normal and not such a freak maybe that he'll have never try anything like that, I mean if it's true that is!"

Then I heard someone falling on the floor. I immediately turn myself to see what's happening and it's then that I spot Emily crying on the floor. She must have heard our conversation, Fuck!

Naomi and I immediately approach her but she pushes us away.

She's in shock and so broken… I've honestly never see someone crying that much.

"Sorry to be such a fucking disappointment to everyone!"

And with that she's off, she runs away from here, from us and from mum. Naomi is already running after her, but I'm not. Believe me I want too but I guess that I've something more important to do first.

"Are you happy mum? I mean You're a total bitch with us most of the time, always harsh with us, always pushing us, always blaming us, but we still love you. Or at least we try our best to still love you, but even that it's not enough for you! You don't want us, all you want is a perfect little family to put on a picture. A fucking picture you'll be able to show at everyone, for them to be fucking jealous of you! But it's fucking sad mum because you've lost your life, and probably your family too now, trying to get a fucking picture instead of having a real life. We certainly aren't perfect, but open your eyes for fuck sake you aren't neither!"

"Katie, it's not what I …"

"I don't want to listen to you know, I don't have the time for that and I simply don't want to do that anymore. I have to take care of Ems, cause you have simply failed at protecting her,, at protecting us…"

And with that I'm off too. Mum is crying when I'm running away. It's not what I wanted but I kind of think that she deserves a bit of crying too, we have had enough…

*** Emily's thoughts***

I'm sitting alone in a shitty bar again. I'm totally off my face now, and I don't even remember how many vodka shots I've drank, and I don't really care.

I'm trying to make the pain and the memories go away. It may have work for a few minutes at the beginning but now everything is back.

Him…that night…my mother telling me to not tell anyone and kicking me out…the police station…my mother saying how much of a failure I am…

She's right, I'm a fucking failure!

My whole life has been shit, first there was Katie, then I've try to pretend to be straight, and now that…

It's just too much, I can't stand it anymore.

Every time I think that things are getting better I only fall lower than before…

"Another one!"

"Maybe you've drink enough for tonight beautiful lady."

"I'm not beautiful and tonight I wanna drink as much as I can! So another one please!"

"Ok, but I won't you to know why first?"

"Why what ?"

"Why you drink that much tonight?"

"Cause my life is shit, I'm shit too actually. And don't try to pretend that you fucking care, either you want to sell more drink or either you want to fuck me! It's how it works isn't it?"

"Maybe for a few, but not for me, I'm married and pretty happy like that. Here is your drink, but just so you know it's just some vodka it's not really magical there are no chance that this drink or another is gonna make your problems fly away. It will maybe even be worst later…"

"I don't care about later… I'm not even sure I still gonna be there later…"

"You can't talk like that. I'm sure that some people care about you and are looking for you right now…"

"Yeah you're certainly right. Thanks, how much I owe you?"

"Tonight it's on the house as long as I can have a smile that is."

I smile at him and leave. He hasn't convinced me a lot I just need to be on my own. I'm starting to walk on the street when I heard someone calling me:

"Emily? Emily Fitch?"

I turn myself to see a group of young men I'm not sure to know…

"Maybe."

"See, I told you it was that fucking bitch!"

"Who the fuck are you?"

They're coming and I'm trying to run away but I'm wasted so I fall on the floor.

"Stand up Bitch."

"Leave me alone I don't know you!"

"Oh yes you know us."

"We are Danny soccer's friends!"

""Fucking liar whore!"

"Leave me alone!"

"No fucking way Bitch, Danny has been arrested tonight cause of you."

"It seems that someone has talked too much, maybe that if we break that little mouth of yours you won't be lying anymore!"

"You've ruined is life, we're gonna ruined yours, that's pretty fair isn't it lads?"

"Yeah!"

"Yes."

They all start to punch me and to kick me. Soon I'm lying on the floor, there is a lot of blood, and my body hurt so much. I don't even cry, it's not necessary, I don't deserve to be saved this time …

"LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE!"

"Oh nice a knight in armor! Guess that it's our lucky night mates!"

Ok so right now there were no reviews for the last chapter so I guess that it was shit … I gonna try 2 or 3 more chapters but if you still think that this story is too cheesy or just not that good, I'll quickly finish it and start a new one…

Sorry if you don't like it.