As I looked at my hand I sensed kyu looking at me with a confused look…. Whereas natsume was looking pale

"catch you guys later." Natsume said to no one in purticular

As I looked at natsume I saw tears starting to form in his eyes

"bye" he said as he He turned around to walk away

It sounded so final that tears started to form in my eyes

"don't leave me.." I whispered as I grabbed his hand to stop him from walking away

He just stood there his back facing me as I held on to his hand

"mikan…." I heard someone whisper as i turned around to face kyu I got back to reality

I looked at kyu who was looking at natsume s hand I was holding on to

"am I missing out something..?" kyu asked with a very stern voice

"I m sorry kyu…. But I guess I should be very truthful to you." I started out

" I m in love with natsume…" I said as I saw natusme turn to face me as I said that

"but how could you mikan….?" Kyu asked his voice breaking

"what do u mean huh kyu . ?" I started to be cut by kyu

"but….." he started but I cut him by saying

"shut up!" and jus listen.." I said as I became a bit stern

I saw kyu looking at me curiously with tears threatening to fall from his eyes

" you just left me kyu… and you expected me to wait for u….?"

"you know what kyu I found happiness with natusme after all those painful days I spent crying for u"

"mikan… I …." He started out

"no you listen…" I said

"when I was with you I thought I was in love but it wasn't love kyu…"

"with natsume I m madly in love" I said as I still held on to his hand

"when you came back I tried to be happy with you… I tried loving you… I really did try kyu.."

"but it s just not happening … I m really sorry" I said as tears started to wet my face

Then I turned to natsume " I m sorry for hurting u so much natsume.."

"I love u … I m sorry" I said as left his hand and turned around and ran away

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sorry for posting it so late…. Was on a vacation…

Guys I ending it soon… so please review!!!