Disclaimer: I do not own Southern Vampire Mysteries or True Blood. Though, if I did…. Well… you know how that shit works out.

A/N: Thank you to lisbeth.21, DaniD32, Ophelia Weasley, Constance Bleu, nicolias, WWEchica, Jiffie, and Murgatroid-98 for reviewing

Just Lovely

This time, there was no room, or throne, there was no Eric, or bed, there was only darkness… my body was clad though in a soft white silk toga fashioned dress. I heard a giggle to my left and immediately twisted, eyes narrowing at the bitch that was nude as ever. She didn't have my tattoos though, she had different ones. They were like tribal designs that traveled up her left hip to the side of her stomach. Her neck held the bite marks my own did and her wrists were clad in big metal intricate bracelets. Resting her fingers against a railing that was appearing as she let her hand slide down it, she approached.

"I think you scared him." She chuckled, standing over me as I stared at the floor, "Eric I mean." I glared at her immediately and the dark faded out as shapes began to take place. We were in the woods now, her eyes narrowing and looking around before she slowly turned to me with a large grin, "My my, are you trying to scare Me Kylie?"

"No." I felt my mouth working but my mind was screaming the opposite of the words coming from my mouth, "I could never do that." Bull Shit! I would like nothing more but to do that! I wanted to rip her chest open and tear out her heart with how angry I was!

Slowly I felt that hurting coming back to my chest at my anger before she waved her hand and it relieved me. "You shouldn't stow it like that. You'll hurt someone."

"Fuck off."

"Aww but I would rather fuck you!" I glared at her now and then looked off to the side, the silence continued before she leaned forward, "Do you have an idea yet?" I looked her up and down then back at her, "Of what we are?" I pulled my lip back and verbally growled at her, "Oooh, feisty." She continued to watch me before I scowled turning my head from her.

"When will these dreams stop?" I finally asked after a few moments of quiet, she shrugged and then crossed her arms giggling, "I hope never, you're to much fun." My eyes narrowed and I fought back a loud shriek, deciding however this was bad, I let it out and watched her eyes widen.

"Wow… so we are a screamer." I just wanted to beat her face in now, if only a little bit… I restrained, as I needed to know… I had to know….

"Are we one thing or are we many?" I questioned finally, she paused and her brows raised before she leaned forward and smiled.

"We're in fourths I think. 1/4th something, another fourth something, and then half something else." I slowly focused and began to puzzle over this before I shut my eyes and let out a low breath. I began to soon let my mind focus before she wrapped her arms around me making me growl as my face was against her breasts. She let her fingers draw down my back, the nails making me shiver if only slightly.

"So the half is taking over?" She paused for a moment and grinned down at me pulling away, her chest remaining against my collar before she whispered, "You get the prize…." She slowly let a hand dip into the dress before murmuring lowly, "We're lovers."

"Lovers?" She slowly nodded and moved away.

"And demons. Sometimes we're under the class of Faeries, spirits… we don't really have forms." My eyes narrowed and she widened her grin, "We look and act like humans. We eat and drink, we play, we fuck, we talk…." She reached forward and held my chin, "Throw barbeques… all that main streaming bullshit." I frowned and then she wrapped her arms slowly around my lower body and pulled me against her own.

Her face moved into my neck, "We're even considered vampires you know?" Her mouth slowly opened before I felt pain rip through my form as she bit down into my neck. My body went limp instantly against her own as her arms tightened. The red of her eyes were so vivid that I was finding myself entranced. I wanted to give… give her what? I wanted her to take me, love me, make me feel… she licked up my neck slowly, blood following in a trail on her tongue as it surrounded her mouth.

Her hand lifted my leg up and rested it against her hip, her thigh coming between my legs and pressing against my core while she whispered softly, "We just feed differently." She ground her leg against me making me groan out before she licked up the blood staining the white of my toga before she sighed bringing her hand up into my hair and tucking my head into her collar, her fingers massaged into my scalp. "Feed from me." Was the breathless hiss. My teeth immediately began to ache.

"Why?" She smiled at me now before nuzzling my face lightly and cupping my chin after moving her hand from my hair.

"Because it's necessary." The ache was now a pain, and my eyes were tearing up.

"I don't want to."

"Please?" She pushed. It seemed as good a reason as any, my mouth opened and I found her neck instantly. Blood flooded into my mouth and I greedily began to gulp it down as I heard her moan and let out a breathless hiss. Her hands clutched to me as my own held so tight to her I felt as needy as a babe.

Before I knew it, she was falling limp against me, her eyes lidded as I felt her warm form going cold. I felt a panic come to me immediately but her hand weakly came up to my hair, "No no…" She whispered, "Let it happen. It's supposed to happen."

"I…don't' get it." I felt retarded for saying that, but I really didn't, I felt so good right now… I felt warm, my breathing was heavy, a wet feeling was down between my legs, and the slowly fading warmth of the body leaning on me felt so depressing…

She lifted her head weakly and her lips pulled into a smile, she grasped my chin and pulled my head down, her lips coming onto my own once again for a final moment before she separated murmuring in my ear one last thing. My eyes widened as I stared quietly ahead of me and her form began to slowly sink into my own. An intense carnal hunger began in my mind and then slowly relaxed into a restful state, as the last bit of her seemed to merge into my form. Staring at the ground I felt the darkness creeping back in and the room around me disappeared before I looked up. My mouth opened and it left my mouth with a tone of command.

"…Wake up."

I didn't snap up, like I had been with the usual fashion of my dreams. In fact I slowly moved so I was hunching over, staring at the floor with my legs over the side of the couch I had been laying on. My breathing steady but new feelings over me as I let my tongue slowly graze over my fangs. They weren't canines; they were fangs, larger canines meant for biting. Meant for causing blood.

My head lifted to stare at Hanska as he looked at me wide eyed as what I supposed were my now red orbs stared at him before I slowly got to my feet. He watched me with a critical eye before handing me slowly something from in his pocket. Lifting my hand out I studied the capsule before moving to the mirror on the wall and washing my hands in the sink. Slowly, and painstakingly I put the blue contacts in.

The thing that was staring back at me was a mere shadow of what I had thought I saw perhaps only two weeks ago. Right now I couldn't decide if I liked the woman that looked back at me, bringing my hand up through my hair I found my roots had gained a healthier color and a darker brown. My skin was a little paler too… I let my form turn, feeling oddly cat like, they did call women cougars at times though.

Now studying Hanska I looked him up and down with a new gaze and understanding. And for a few moments, the silence continued before I returned to the couch and sat back down on it.

"…So…are we vampires?" I finally asked, he frowned and then looked off to the side. Then shut his eyes.

"Sometimes. We feed off blood during intercourse on occasion… it's not uncommon." I looked up and then back down again.

"I thought it was only dreams." He shook his head lightly.

"Dreams, physical, non… if we can't bed them we resort to their dreams… then we show as what they like best… they're prey to us. Once bedded unless they have much to give, we usually leave them quickly. It's not as strong though for me as it is for you…" I looked up curiously at him, "I'm older though… so I am a little stronger than you at the moment."

"Does it matter?" He nodded.

"A fourth doesn't need it as much as a half does. And you got a little bit of Siren in you too…"

"I thought they were legends."

"And for a while, vampires were too." He replied while my hand came up and covered my face. He leaned against the desk and crossed his legs and arms at the same time.

"The psychic abilities?"

"Are common Incubi and Succubus traits." I grimaced as he said this and beckoned for a garbage can, picking it up and setting it in front of me I began to throw up what little contents there was in my stomach. With a haggard breath I eventually pushed the can away and a bottle of water was handed to me. I bit off the cap with ferocity and downed what I could of it.

"So what exactly are we? Demons, faeries, spirits?" I managed out with a gasp, he simply shrugged.

"Most say demons, other's say fae. A lot of the Christians blame us for being sexual spirits that birth witches and demons and such." I looked at him now with a scowl. "But we're more than anything just here. The Mesopotamian were first to believe in us. We remain in seclusion, halves and fourths… cause if we like someone we give off these pheromones that attract some… sometimes an unknown incubus or succubus has been raped from their charm. But then again, a desperate full blood might rape as well… we're lucky as the human makes us not as desperate."

"…So we live off sex?"

He sighed lightly and shut his eyes shaking his head. Then continued, "We're odd. We live off of many things… but nothing is not quite as torturous or filling as sex." He gave me an odd smirk that my instinct took immediately for his other nature coming out. "We change our forms to suit our needs as well."

"Is this my rea-"

"By nature we take the form of that which raised us, so yes. But in dreams, and to humans, we're able to change to please. But a freshly awakened is always hungry, much like you are right now."

I began to say I wasn't but the moment my mouth opened I found that yes. I was. Shutting it I stared at the ground before mumbling out, "I don't have to fuck someone right now do I? To become not hungry or something…"

"…It would be best for you too." My eyes immediately widened as he was staring to the side but shutting his eyes he shook his head, "But at the moment it would be most unwise. There's too much prey outside, you need to stay inside this room where you're safe and their emotions can't touch you… cause the walls are keeping them from you right now."

"…Will I later?" He nodded with a scowl before looking at me and continuing very simply, "In places like this, where the energy is dark, and filled with blood lust and sex, it will be very hard for you to control yourself for a while. If I were to let you out right now, your instinct would take control and you'd more than likely go full out and attempt to fuck Eric."

The thought disgusted my mind but my body felt a little warmer than usual at the mention. I watched his lip twitch before he chuckled softly and leaned forward, his hand ruffled my hair before he stated very simply, "you have a bond with him already. And he's horny."

Yes, I could feel that through the bond that the vampire had locked around me, staring for a few moments at him I looked down before stating very quietly, "What'll happen if I refrain? And why don't I feel the same about you?"

"I'm the same species as you, you're just female." He sneered lightly but had an amused undertone. Rubbing my hair he was quiet before he grunted, "And you see me as a mentor. Brownie points for me." I fought back a smile as he rested a hand on my shoulder, "If you refrain you'll get very sick, you have to eat healthy too… we eat and drink like everyone else… just we have three choices on how."

"My mom, and dad?" I looked up at him for a few moments as he gained a quizzical look then stated very calmly, "Your dad's odd, he's a ¾ of human and ¼ of Siren… dormant of course. Judging from his smell." I slowly nodded, "Your mother… is more than likely a ¾ succubus… the full bloods stick to the dreams… she often does too."

"Why?"

"It's safer that way. For us, and for them. And for humans all around. Don't think we haven't been hunted down… we stay hidden…" He looked at me for a moment and smirked, "And they stay unknowing. If they don't know they can't exorcise or hunt us again." I blinked, as the situation had caused everything else to just flow away. What happened didn't at the moment matter much to me as I was focused and concentrating completely on this conversation. Wondering if I was still in the dream.

"Why?"

Hanska sat on the floor in front of me, his form leaning forward and making me as well before we made eye contact. I took notice the sheen around his eyes as contacts and blinked at this before he shut them and murmured very simply, "Because Kylie, we're not necessarily as curable in the hunger department as vampires are, or weres, or any of the others out there."

"Weres?"

"Girly, my dear, you have much to learn about the world around you." I felt as though I was a five year old in kindergarten again, and Hanska was the teacher that I didn't know if I should be afraid of or in awe of. Slowly I looked away then back at him and then grunted as his hand came up. My head leaned into it immediately in search for contact, and my instinct begged for touching. He let his hand move away after stroking my cheek for a few moments before murmuring, "You won't want sex from me, but you will want my company." I slowly nodded to his statement; I felt nothing but a kinship with his man now before I found myself looking lightly at the door then back at him.

"I feel like a little kid again Hanska." He grinned lightly at me.

"With myself being nearly 100, trust me little one, you are."

Leaning back against the sofa I shut my eyes slowly and then let my head fall back to stare at the ceiling. Eyes lidded I tried to comprehend that around me, but I couldn't quite get it right as my thoughts were soft whispers.

Well isn't this just lovely, Martha Stewart wouldn't even be able to make this situation look pretty. Scowling I let my form slump forward and then flinched as I thought about something, "I thought you were 25."

"I lied Kylie. What part of hiding don't you get?" His voice was amused and I looked at him then off to the side before slowly shutting my eyes and shaking my head. I didn't have a headache, in fact I didn't feel much at all except an intense hunger going through me that was making my stomach hurt. He laughed at my form before I looked back at him.

"How long have you known I was…" I tilted my head back and forth knowing he'd get the idea anyways. Leaning back on his hands he stared at me pondering this for a few moments before rolling his shoulders in his own thought.

"I've known since you were born." My eyes narrowed at this and he waved a finger, "We have a sort of predestined sense, when you entered this world I felt you… and when you came to the bar with your parents I knew immediately. We all sense each other, it's what drew you too me, awakened or not we're all we have in the end, so we have to keep an eye out. You already had the nature, you stayed with your clan, your family, and you were reclusive to large groups. Typical Halfling behavior."

"That's why you knew when I was in trouble and how to get me out of it… how long have you had to learn up on all this crap?"

"Oh plenty little one." I blinked as I now had a new name. Leaning forward he popped his long legs up so his arms could rest on his knees and poked me in the forehead making me grunt. "And I'll have plenty more to teach you."

Staring at him for a few moments, I slowly nodded as the remnants of my succubus's half last words went through my head.

"We're not evil… though a lot of people think we are, we just have to feed Kylie, that's why we need to fuck, our best feeding is when we screw. Blood, energy, it's the succubi way Kylie, and it's nothing but instinct."

My mind was falling out of a daze, but I let it as I was more aware than ever of my surroundings. Slowly I got to my feet and moved, searching the doors of Eric's desk before I found an old vintage, opened of course. I didn't think much as I opened the bottle and saw Hanska watch comically as I took a long swig from it and let the booze move down my throat before capping it and putting it back in the cabinet before leaning forward.

"Are we immortal?" He blinked for a few moments and then chuckled.

"We're like Freddy Kruger in that sense. If there are wet dreams for an eternity, then you an' me, and a bunch of others can look forward to a good long time of lookin' good before we die. Mixed bloods like us, we're had to kill… exorcisms hurt us but don't fully do the job…once awakened we'll get to an adult form, and then we won't age…" He frowned at this. "It causes for much practice in moving. After a good five or six years of staying in one place, you can only go so long before people start asking questions."

Nodding to this I found myself watching him for a few moments before standing up straight and sticking my hands in my pockets before looking at the mirror beside me. He watched me as well before I continued simply, "You don't have an ounce of Caucasian in you, do you Hanska?"

"Not in the least." He replied simply, I looked back at him as he murmured, "My father and mother were both Indian. I'm no descendant."

"Real fuckin' thing huh?" He nodded as I watched him now before I jumped over the desk and landed in front of him feeling oddly energetic, but as well as hungry as hell still. "… So you gonna Be my mentor?" He nodded and planted a hand on my head.

"Yes little one, and that's all I'm gonna be."

For some reason, this was a good thing for me to hear, as I watched him, part of my mind understood quite well that in my state Hanska could easily over power me… I also felt a bit of security come into my mind at the fact this elder fourth incubus was now in charge of teaching me.

"…I'm guessing I'm not gonna be able to stay a virgin for much longer, huh Hanska?"

My reply from the large man in front of me was simply a very toothy grin.

A/N: So. Is anyone hitting their heads against a desk right now? Or are they all jumping with joy on finding out what little Kylie is? Either way, I wanna hear it. –Laughs- Alright! Next chapter, Dallas! See ya when it's posted!