Alrighties, im back in buisness. Hope everyone had an enjoyable weekend, I sure as heck didn't!

I was lucky enough to get sick while we were camping, in the woods, three hours from home, and we were next to a bunch of drunk rednecks!!!

Ohhh and I mean I was seriously ill!! Let's just say that I started puking, and my parents packed up and we left to go back home, the same day we arrived at our campsite.

We left saturday morning, I got sick saturday night, We left camp and returned home at 3am sunday morning. What an awsomely fun trip!!! =/

ok anywayyyyys

Enjoyy...

REN POV

The next few days were horrible.

I almost couldn't stand it, but Raven kept me under controll.

Yes, I sat next to Bella and held her limp, pale hand.

Today was the second day.

The day she began screaming.

Oddly enough, she was still unconcious; No thanks to Edward stealing away most of her blood and then denying it all like a two-faced backstabber.

What as with him anyway?

why did he all of a sudden give a damn about what he was doing to Bella?

So many questions, no time to answer them.

I felt her hand squeeze mine and I jerked my head up, only to see her eyes shut closed, like she was fighting the urge to awaken.

Hot, wet tears rolled down her pale cheeks and I quickly wiped them away.

Why wasn't she waking up?

"Bella! it's going to be okay, I'm so sorry I let this happen! I shouldn't of left, I'm a moron, I know! Please... Bella please, you have to wake up now! Don't fight the fire, the fire is helping!! Please, wake up!" I hoped wherever she was, she was able to hear me. Her screaming never ceased, never faltered.

I never let go of her hand either.

All I could think about during the three days it took for her to wake up was how much I desired to kill Edward. When she get's ahold of her powers, gets used to being what she is, I will hold Edward down while she kills and destroys him. I already had a mastermind plan brewing in my head, and I couldn't wait to put it in to action.

I smiled then, not a happy simle, nor a caring smile; but a truly devilish smile.

BELLA POV

I screamed and screamed and screamed, but the fire just plunged deeper into my corpse of a body.

When I screamed, I thought to myself: Where is Ren? Or Raven? Anyone?

Was I really all alone?

Who saved me from Edward?

Why weren't they doing anything?!

Im sure they could hear my screams. I could now hear them to.

I've been in this dark abyss for who know's how long. It's felt like forever but I don't really know. It's not like I could ask anyone or look at a clock.

I've started to be able to move again.

Slowly, but surely.

I can hear my screams, feel my tears, feel fire ripping through me.

I can barely move my hands, but I can wiggle around, a little bit.

I started moving around my hand, slowly, when I felt something.

It felt like, someone was holding onto my hand.

I tried unsuccessfully to look at my hand.

I tried to say anything other than the screaming, but nothing came out.

Instead, I tried squeezing my hand.

It worked.

I felt something, or someone, squeeze my hand back.

It reassured me for a brief second, until the fire reached my heart.

I let go of the hand, I let go of everything.

My feelings went away.

The pain was so unbearable, so unbelievabley painful that it was too much.

My screaming went away, and I... died.

I left the world.

Bella was gone, she was no more.

Goodbye.

My breaths came in slow and jagged, I knew any minute my breath would silence and my heart would die in the fire.

I used the last bit of energy to scream out the name of the one person I, well, I guess, Loved.

"REN!!!!!!"

My heart died then, and so did I.

REN POV

It was the end of the second day now, and I knew the fire should eventually reach her heart anytime now.

I held her hand carefully in my hand now, clenching and unclenching my jaw as her screams grew worse.

"Ren," Raven said, appearing in the doorway. "Please, you need to feed. Any day now she will awaken, and you don't want to be thirsty when that happens. I've already fed so I will stay in this room until you get back. It's for the best. She'd agree with me if she were here."

I glanced away, hiding my eyes from her view.

Her hand was suddenly holding my jaw, as she turned me unwillingly to face her.

"You know, I can see right through those icy blue contacts of yours. I know you have been neglecting your hunger."

When I didn't respond, she sighed, and bent down so she was eye level with me.

"You may have fooled everyone else with your reasoning over your descision to get blue contacts, but you never fooled me. I know... the truth.

I looked straight at her.

"Your hiding the fact that you have been neglecting your feedings. You've been skipping out on them, forcing yourself to control your instincts around humans. Your doing it the hard way, though. When you neglect your hunger, it becomes harder to control yourself around humans. What I can't understand is why. Are you doing it to erase your past? erase what you've done? Also, I've been watching how you've been acting around Bella most carefully for awhile now. Your falling in love with her, you even kissed her. What i'm trying to figure out is... if you love Bella, or her blood that sings to you always? I think it's half and half. Which is why you need. To go. Feed. Now!"

She knows me wayyy to well. She's right about the contacts and my motives; However, she's wrong about me loving Bella partly because her blood calls to me. I did need to feed though.

As if agreeing, Bella's hand let go of mine, and dropped down.

I looked up at Bella and saw sweat forming on the top of her forehead, her screams still going.

I bent down and carefully kissed her forehead, before getting up and heading towards the door, not saying a word to Raven.

I just hate it when she dissects me like that!

even though she's right.

I stopped and was about to tell Raven that she was wrong about how I loved Bella when Bella's screaming abrubtly stopped.

"Bella?' I asked, running swiftly up to her body, lying on the couch.

"She'll be awake soon." Raven stated simply.

"Is that so? Did you dissect her too?" I sneered back.

She simply stared at me, her expression hard. "No."

"The fire must've reached her heart by now and the pain became too much so she's gone completely unconcious. Her neck wound has already healed; Although, she's left with a raised, pink line where he bit her. Her leg is completely healed though, so the transformation is almost complete."

I was going to say something rude in return but looked at Bella.

Her eyes were still shut, but her fists clenched up and she screamed, "REN!!!!!!"

After she said that, her fists relaxed and her whole body went limp, her heart's beating stopping as well.

"Bella." Was all I said before I walked out the door, and into the woods, not giving Raven the satisfaction of me looking back at her.

I quickly snagged three deer, sucking them dry, enjoying the feel of their blood slithering down my throat. When all was done, I wiped my lips with the back of my hand before running back home.

That's when a thought came to my mind.

Bella should have a dog.

A dog that could help her through the tough times, like Raven's dog helped her; Like my snake helped me.

I rushed in the house and grabbed my wallet, putting on a fresh pair of clothes.

Well, as fresh as them being on the floor is. Hey, they smelled clean to me so big whoopdie do.

I pulled on a pair of black skinny's with a studded belt that had to chains on either side of it.

My shirt was black that said, get this, "BEWARE: I bite" in blood red letters. The letters were all creepy, vampire style and looked like they were dripping blood. Oh, sweet irony! Haha!!

I put on my red and black striped arm sleeves, and slipped on my converse with red laces.

I also slipped in another pair of contacts, so they wouldn't melt away while I was purchasing the dog. Haha that would be hilarious though, to see the look on the poor, confused human.

I ran into the garage and leapt onto my beautiful, black Suzuki GSX1300R motorcycle, slipping on my helmet and revving the engine.

I love the way she purrs, so powerful; but, so quiet, as if she's begging me to go top speed. She is very fast, by the way.

Go to my website (follow the link on my account page) to see his stunnig, fast motorcycle. =D

I waited until the garage door fully opened before I cranked the gas and shot out into the cloudy day.

The breeze flew against my face, and I laughed, loving how fast this beautiful monster went.

Unforunately, I had to slow down to around the speed limit when I reached the town.

I went to the same petshop that Raven purchased Leah and Parked my bike in the space provided; Locking her up oh so securely. I'd like to see anyone get through my lock too. ha.

I slipped off my helmet and tucked it under my arm, pushing open the door to the petstore called PetLand.

When I stepped in, I was attacked with waves of cacophonic noise. What made it worse is that my ears are extra sensitivite, it was almost as if all the animals were right below my ear. Keyword: Almost.

I tuned out the noise and proceeded to the dog kennels, praying that by some miracle I found the dog I was seeking.

I saw a dog at the last kennel that looked perfect. I bent down to examine it when I heard someone clear their throat.

I stood up and looked at a young female, around my age, who obviously worked here.

"H-Helloo, do you have an interest in this d-dog?" She asked, blushing.

Hmm, let's play, shall we? Ha.

In my darkest, yet sexiest, voice I replied "Yes, I do. I think I'll purchase this beautiful German Sheperd. Tell me... Elaine, is it a girl or boy?"

"Girl."

"Excellent, how does she act?"

She was obviously not expecting this question because she fiddled with her hands while coming up with the right words to say.

I looked around and saw her co-workers staring at me like I'm some god and snickering at her.

Was I that good looking? Well then.

She cleared her throat once more, "She's a very playful lady. She's one of those dogs who will stick with their owners at all times. She can get aggressive, if someone trys to hurt her owner, that is. She's also very smart and talented. She can tell if somethings wrong and she can also tell if someone is bad or wants to harm their owner, for whatever reason, just by smelling them. Oh! She is a very fast learner as well."

"And, you know all of this... How??" She sounded perfect, but how did this Elaine know?

"Well, er, um, she was once my dog. She put me before her and I adored her, but a time came when I could no longer afford her so I decided to put her up for adoption at this store which I work for, obviously. She hates me now. I can't even feed her or change out her kennel without her rtying to attack me because she feels that I've betrayed her and it's not settling well with her."

"Well, How would you like it if your parents, whom you love and care for, locked you up one day in a cage that was too small for your liking and everyday they stare at you through your cage, but do nothing to release you? You would hate them with a passion and would want nothing more to do with them." I countered.

She blushed further at her mistake.

"How much?"

"W-What?" She asked.

I sighed.

"Howw mucchh??" I said dragging out the words.

I could see her eyes get a little watery, but none spilt over.

"Just a minute." She said before turning and hastily walking through the "Employee's Only" door.

Another lady walked up to me then, and gave me a huge smile.

"Sorry bout dat, honey." She said, "She don't want anyone takin' her precious pup. But yea, she's fer sale."

"How. Much." I was getting annoyed.

"Fer this beauttyy? $1250.00. The price is so high cuz she's been vaccinated and had all her shots. Plus, she is fully grown."

"Deal."

"Do ya need anything else?"

"No."

"Just the dog?"

"Yes."

"No toys, comfort, anything?"

"NO! I just want the damn dog."

She gasoed and put her hand up to her heart.

Dramaqueen.

"Geez honey, I was only askin', c'mon."

After 10 minutes of watching them escort the dog towards me, with a leash and watching Elaine in tears, on the floor, I was gonna blow.

Luckily it was finally done and I took the dogs leash and procceeded to leave.

When I was in the parking lot, I stopped.

Shit, I have a motorcycle! What the Hell?!

I glanced down at the dog who was wagging her tail and looking at me excitedly.

Hmm, Idea!

I plucked her up, happy she was in shape, and wlaked into the woods.

When I was out of sight I rushed home.

She was barking happily the way there, her ears flapping in the wind.

When we arrived, I set her down by a tree next to the garage and tied her leash around the trunk. That should hold her. "Stay." I commanded.

She immediately sat down and barked.

"Good girl."

I patted her on the head before turning and running back to the parking lot, leaping on the motorcycle and speeding away, hoping no one saw me without the dog.

I arrived at the garage in 10 minutes.

Okay, lets put her in Bella's room.

I ran to the tree, happy she was still sitting where I told her to.

"C'mon Girl." I said, untying the leash and pulling her towards the garage door.

She followed happily along. I opened the door and rushed inside, shutting it quietly behind me.

I ran upstairs with her, glad Leah was downstair with Raven.

When I came to Bella's room I quietly opened it and put the dog inside.

I took off the leash and bent down, so that I was level with her.

"Okay, your a surprise for your real owner. Now, I need you to stay in here and be quiet, okay?"

She looked at me and instantly gave me a big, sloppy kiss on the cheek.

I laughed, pulling away and rubbing it off on my shirt.

"Stay."

I closed the door behind me after seeing her lay down on the bed, looking at me contently.

I was all smiles when I walked down the stairs until Raven popped out of nowhere and yanked on my shirt's sleeve.

"Where. Have you. Been?!" She said.

"W-What? I was getting Bella's present!"

"Her pres- Nevermind. C'mon! Let's go!!" She said pulling me into the room Bella was in.

"What the hell is going on, Raven?!" I said, yanking her hand away from my shirt when we entered the room Bella was being kept in.

"She moved."

"She W-What?" I studdered.

"She moved! She's gonna wake soon. I'd give it about, Ehhh... 6 or so hours? The thing is, She is regaining her sense of, well, feel. You should be here, holding her hand now. She'd like it. I'm sure in her state of being, she will feel something touching her hand. When she wakes up and see's you holding her hand, she's gonna know that all this time it was you.

"Oh, Okayy."

I sat down next to Bella, grabbing her hand gently and slowly caressing it.

"Hang in there, Bella. It's almost over. Almost over."