A/n: I am sorry for the super long time it took to update, I was grounded and I didn't know what else to write. Anyways I would love some reviews...and I love the reviews I have already gotten.

I so badly want to tell you all who the dad is, but I can't...

You all should tell me your guesses!

Unlike me Elias liked the horses.

He also liked my maid Haylee. I could see it in his face as they talked when she cleaned my room. Cat gagged, and Bonite was to busy rambling on about something. The last rebel attack took out something from her soul.

"Haylee, Elias can you go get me something to eat?" I asked them, I was working on month three of my pregnancy, and I was always hungry.

All the maids and Elias left.

There was a knock on the door.

"Come in!" I yelled and the door opened, Aspen stood there. Sweat on his brow like he had been running.

"We have a few minutes." He said as he scooped me into his arms and began to kiss me passionately. I couldn't control myself around Aspen sometimes, my hands when be in his hair, on his waist, while my body burned itself to death, and it always felt right, as if I was supposed to be there, as if we were not one thing time could change and brake us apart, as if time had to change for us.

I love Aspen.

"I love you." He whispered against my neck as he laid me on my bed, his hands unlike mine, were everywhere, uncontrolled, as if he was quickly putting my body into his memory, memorizing me.

"I..I love you." I moaned back. I had this urge, clawing out of my most sacred parts, craving him. My body full of lust, my brain lingering on every touch.

"Aspen." I gasped.

"Ter." He whispered, his hot breath falling against my skin, making me shiver and him smirk.

"I'll see you later." He said kissing my forehead and then my lips. He kneeled down next to my beginning to swell stomach.

"You too." He said and then kissed it.

"What?" I said, my body still on hyperactive mode from his previous actions, I craved them, I craved more.

"I have a shift, I have to go." He said as he walked out the door, stopping before closing it.

"I love you." He said as he tugged his ear.

"I love you." I replied with the same jester.

It was always horrible when Aspen left, I would feel sick, as if some part of my heart left with him, and I would always have to sit down, because I was dizzy. But some other part deep down in my soul screamed at me for letting him go.

"Tttt..rtt?" I looked up from my spot on the floor, Elias was holding a tray of food in his hands, it smelled delicious, but I wasn't hungry.

"Y..o...ur...cry..ng?" He said still standing up as if he didn't want to sit down, as if it hurt him to sit down, and it probably did, and it was probably my fault.

Am I?" I asked running the back of my hand against my face.

"What...t's wrung?" He said setting the tray of food down on the bedstand and bending over to help me up from the floor.

"It's the hormones." I said and he looked at me as if he was an idiot.

"Don't lie." He said his voice strong for once in his life, I had to teach him that, the don't lie, he used to run around telling tall tales about the rabbit hole in the back yard, as if he was Alice in Wonderland, I guess in a way, I ruined his childhood.

"I don't know what to do, Elias, everything is just so complicated, and I ruined it all, I don't,t know what to do!" I shouted, my throat burning with the sudden anger in me, I was upset, more than upset I was furious.

"Wh...AAT...hep..and?" Elias asked running small circles on my back.

"Elias." I huffed, leaning into his chest, the warmth of him comforting me.

"T" he replied, completely.

"Elias." I replied.

"T, sometimes it's better to watch and not be. You're okay, trust me, I,be seen worse these past weeks." I was astounded by his complete ion of words, something told me he had been practicing them.

"When did you get smart?" I asked him, playfully hitting his shoulder, to which he winced.

"Sorry!" I imaditly said, and he chuckled, gave me a kiss on the forehead and left. No goodbye.

The wedding was going to be next week, because they didn't want me to be too swollen and walking down the aisle, so I had agreed on next week Thursday to marry Danny, and next week Friday to meet with Aspen and his pet hamster "Hamlet". I didn't know the guards could have pets, but yet again I have seen that awful fish, it shouldn't surprise me about the hamster "Hamlet"

There was a knock on the door, sending Elias into the air, he picked up the tray of food and gave it to me.

"Goodbye sister, I will see you at dinner." He bowed and left, letting Prince Daniel enter behind him, nodding as he walked away.

"Tess..." Danny said as he sat down beside me on the bed, I had started eating the food, my stomach stopped growling at me, and was now dancing with the food inside it. I lifted my finger up to tell him "let me finish chewing" he looked at me and just waited.

"Danny." I huffed as if chewing food was a big effort, which surprisingly it was.

"How was your day?" I asked him, putting the tray on the bedstand.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked, staring into my eyes, I don't know what he see's in them, or me at this point. I'm a bloated, hobbit footed girl at the moment.

"If yo..." He kissed me, laying me back against the mattress, the bed groaning under our weight. My hands tangled into his hair, and his held onto my chest.

"You're beautiful." He whispered.

"You just like that my boobs are bigger." I whispered and he broke away from kissing behind my earlobe, oh my gods I missed that.

"It's a plus." He smiled. It felt like he hadn't smiled since forever.

"Stop staring at them." I gushed.

"I can't." He smiled, I giggled a little trying to release my fear that he wouldn't like the bloated me.

"There just like 'HEY LOOK AT ME!' and I just have to." He smiled kissing me again.

"You don't have to, you just want to." I whispered as he broke away for air.

"Are we always going to talk like this, when were doing this?" He asked, leaning back down to kiss me, but I had a better idea.

"We don't have to talk." I said, my fingers playing at the top button of his shirt.

"We don't, your right." He smiled, and tried leaning back down to kiss me but I kept pushing him up, unbuttoning the top three buttons.

"What are you..."

"Shh...don't talk." I whispered, as the last button popped open, I pushed back his shirt, lightly kissing from his jaw to his collar bone and back up behind his ear.

"I never want to talk again." He muttered. I turned my head to the side trying to hide my blush. I felt sick when I did, I had that sudden urge to throw up.

Aspen stood in the doorway of my room, his guard outfit wasn't on, he was in everyday clothes. The light from behind him highlighted his shoulders and hair, making him look like a weeping angel. He set down the flowers he had been holding in the vase by the door and walked away, he looked so hurt.

So hurt that it made me want to cry, again.