I shake my head, "I-" I close my eyes.
'Yes!' I want to say, 'Yes, I completely understand,'
But I can't.
"I don't know what you are talking about." I say, keeping my eyes shut as I rest my head against the wall.
"Want to know what I think?" He asks.
"What?" I say, opening my eyes and looking at him.
He looks at me, "I think you do know what I mean," He pauses, "It's just you don't trust me, and you don't think I am a good enough person." He sighs, "And I get that-"
"Jace-"
"But if you could just admit that you feel the same way-"
"Jace!" I say louder.
"What?" He asks, turning to me.
"How do you even know if I feel the same way or not?" I say, looking away.
"Put your hand on your heart." He says.
"What?" I ask, "Why?"
"Just do it." I look at him as he says this.
"A-Alright." I put my left hand on my heart.
"Can you feel it beating?" He asks.
"Yes," I respond, rolling my eyes, "What is this for-"
I pause as he takes my hand.
I hold in a gasp.
My heart speeds up slightly.
"Feel anything?" He asks.
"N-No." I lie, biting my lip.
He lets go of my hand.
"Hm." He says, "How about now?"
He leans in, his face coming closer to mine.
I feel my cheeks begin to burn.
And I feel my heart speed up.
I jump up, coming off the bed and I put my hand to my side.
"That would happen to any girl." I say.
"See?" He says, smiling slightly.
"That doesn't mean anything." I swallow.
He stands up, "Are you serious?" He says.
I flinch.
"Stop-" I start.
"No." He says, "Clary, you know that I like you."
I look away from him.
"And you know that you like me too." He looks at me, "And you won't even admit it?"
"Jace..." I look at him, "I-I'm scared to!"
"There is nothing to be afraid of." He says softly.
"I don't want... I don't want it to happen again." I look down.
"Clary..." He walks over to me so that he is right in front of me, "I would never do that to you."
I look up at him, "How can you be so sure?"
"Clary..." He says, "All I want to do is protect you. From the moment I saw you." He pauses, "I messed with you so that I could at least stay close to you, and at least have some type of a relationship with you, weather it be you hating me or loving me."
My gaze flickers down to the ground.
"Do you trust me?" He asks me.
"Of course I do." I murmur.
"Then can you at least admit it?" He pleads.
"I-" I bite my lip, "I like you, too."
Shoot. I am loosing my skills.
I am really sorry that the story is bad now.
I feel like it sucks,
I'm not even going to attempt to edit it, so I am posting it when I am finished typing.
Which is right now.
Until Next Time,
xoxo
