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CHAPTER TWENTY ONE

Morning comes around too soon for even me. Laying in my bed with Bella naked next to me is somewhere I want to stay forever.

She stirs and with a yawn and a languid stretch of her divine body she shoots off into my en-suite. I guess she needs a human moment. She saunters back into the bedroom area looking as sexy as hell. I am acutely aware she smells of sex. The scent makes my already hard member twitch, I'm not sure if in anticipation of what might happen next or memories of our hours of beautiful love making and hard core sex. I cannot stop a grin coming to my face.

"What are you looking so smug about Cullen" Bella asks, climbing back into the bed beside me. She snuggles into me as best as she can ( I am a cold hard bodied vampire after all)

"I love waking up with you" she sighs.

"We'd better get ready for the day" I tell her or we'll never get up. "Sounds like a great idea to me" she says leaning in for her first good morning kiss. She has brushed her teeth and tastes all minty. Bella has a thing about morning breath but I would kiss her anytime of the day. I start to get up by swinging my legs over the end of the bed when suddenly I smell her arousal, I spin around at vampire speed and stop dead in my tracks. She is fingering herself with her legs wide open for me to see. The scent coming from her blows my mind. Her left hand is rubbing her breasts. Her fingers rolling her nipples until they harden like pebbles. Her eyes are wide open and she is starring right at me. It is singularly the most erotic thing I have ever witnessed. I realise that I am saying that nearly every day at the moment. I hope it will continue as Bella and I enjoy our induction into a sexual relationship and then continue on into our married life.

I do not wait for her invitation, I am on her in a nanosecond. I lay her back down and thrust my face into her centre. The smell, the warmth ,her juices drive me on. I am munching away on her clit like there will be no tomorrow, she is quivering around me as her hips lift off the bed to meet my tongue. Her hands are dragging on my hair she is screaming my name as she releases. Her muscles clench around my tongue and I am suddenly awash with more of her juices. I lap her dry, well so she's not dripping anyway and climb up her sweet body and attack her mouth. She seems to get an extra thrill from tasting herself on me.

"God Edward you really are good at oral. Are you positive you haven't been practising elsewhere"

"Silly Bella no one but you makes me react like that".

"Good job" she says laughing.

We kiss passionately and I slip my manhood into her. There are no need for words, we both catch our breath at the intense feelings of pleasure. We make love slowly, taking our time to really appreciate each others body. Our positions change as we roll over and over on the giant bed. I cannot nor do I want to stop my release. The explosion in my brain as well as from my cock is earth shattering. I pound into Bella harder and deeper wanting to get as close as I possibly can to her and her core. She pulsates around my cock in her own release, I am still shooting spunk into her minutes later. I cannot stop my thrusting it just feels so so good. We do eventually start to breathe normally, I flop onto my back and say one word "wow".

After a little post coital cuddling I insist we take a shower and get ready for the day. We need to be at school within the hour. Groaning Bella reluctantly gets up. I carry her over my shoulder into the en-suite. Our shower is the quickest we have had together. It takes all of my mental strength to keep Bella at arms length and focused on getting washed and ready. She calls me a 'spoilsport'. I shake my head and retaliate by calling her a nympho.

We finally head downstairs to a chorus of catcalls from my brothers and sisters, Emmett mutters something under his breath about ' thought you were never gonna let Bella sleep last night' and 'as that wasn't enough you go and start all over again this morning' I wink at Bella and slap Em on the back, "just got a lot of time to make up bro thought you'd be proud of me".. Hmmm is his only reply.

Alice grabs Bella and says "come here you braze hussy and tell me all about it" Bella is brght red as I walk to her side, my arm snakes around her waist and I nuzzle her neck. "Ignore them love, they are just jealous of us". Jazz joins in the good hearted banter by adding 'jealous I nearly joined you in the shower last night." Bella stiffens as she realises everyone heard what we were up to last night and again this morning. The downside of living in a house full of vampires with extra sensory hearing I explain with a laugh.

We head off to school in separate cars. Bella and I will be back at her house tonight. Bella and I have Biology together last period. We meet in the canteen at lunch, Bella is quiet a little subdued. I hope I am not pushing her too hard. She needs more sleep. She does not want food and drinks only a little lemonade. I'm worried about her. Alice tells me Bella is just tired and still a little shell shocked with all that has gone on over he last few days. Its not every day you have sex with a hot vampire and then agree to marry him Alice imagines. I find myself smirking. .

I'm still a little worried in biology, Bella is just so quiet, much more so that I have ever known. Not being able to read her mind is making me more and more nervous. I hope she hasn't changed her mind about us. I hope she still wants to marry me. I watch her as she absentmindedly plays with her engagement ring, twisting it round and round on her finger but never taking it off. She touches the larger diamond and steals a glance at me. Realising I am watching her she smiles shyly before rubbing her hand over my knee. I know it is meant to placate me but it doesn't.

Other than my initial reaction to Bella I don't think I've ever been really scared before. I am now and I really don't know what to do about it. I could do with talking to Carlisle but I don't want to leave Bella for a minute. I am terrified she is going to end our engagement and never want to see me again.

We walk to my car hand in hand, we say goodbye to my siblings and Alice asks if she can come over for some girl time. I'm okay with that as it would give me time to pop home and talk to Carlisle. Bella shrugs not too impressed. Once back home she says "Edward I'm just warn out its been a big few days." I agree kissing her gently on the head. Some down time with Alice is just what she needs. I tell Alice to go gently on Bella and to just let her talk or whatever she wants, no pressure to shop or make wedding plans. It's a conversation taking place in my head so Bella is blissfully unaware of my deep fear of losing her. Alice is due in about half and hour so we sit in the lounge with Charlie, talking about our school friends reactions and our day at school. Charlie apologises to me for his drunken outburst last night. "Nothing to be sorry for" I tell him. He is glad that little bit of embarrassment is over. Bella excuses herself and disappears upstairs. Charlie goes into the kitchen to make us a coffee.

"She seems awfully quiet today" he says. "I've noticed" I respond. I tell him I'm sure its just all catching up with her and all she needs is a good nights rest and she'll be back to her normal self. If I keep telling myself that I might actually believe it

Alice arrives and I send her straight up to Bella. I shout up a bit later that I'm popping home and won't be long. I say goodnight to Charlie who'll be gone when I get back..

Carlisle is in is study waiting for me. Alice has given him an heads up. I explain about Bella's change in attitude today and her not wanting to eat. He can tell I'm really worried. "Do you think she will talk to me if she is not different tomorrow". He asks. "Unlikely, she'll think we're fussing". He tells me to call upon my three medical degrees and look for any sign of illness. He is confident it is nothing more than tiredness and too much excitement. A little more relaxed I head back to my love.

I'll try to add another chapter soon. I work crappy hours so bear with me