I'll leave you with this until I can type more, I have to write a paper tomorrow but maybe...well I work Tuseday and Wedseday but I could probably get one in on one of those days. idk, once christmas break starts I'll have nothing better to do P
He made it a habit of stealing me away late at night, only to take me to that place again. Touching, kissing any skin he could get to. I don't remember when I let myself become the uke in this relationship, but I didn't mind. Then again when I was with Grimmjaw my head wasn't exactly clear.
Each time we'd take it a bit further, touch a bit more, kiss more passionately. I was baffled when suddenly he just wanted to hold me. He said it with such innocence that I couldn't say no. It was kind of nice, just laying there, with nothing in our way.
"Is it ok if I test something out on you tomorrow?" I eyed him suspiciously. What kind of test?
"It won't harm you, I promise, I just want to test a theory. Please don't be mad if it doesn't work and if it does…don't hate me," The way he said, it made me so sad. Hate him? How could I do that?
"I won't hate you. Does this have anything to do with my memory?" I asked, half hopefully.
"Yeah, but I'm not sure it will even work so please don't be mad, ok?"
"Yeah yeah. I heard you the first time."
"And Ichigo?"
"Yeah?" I caught a faint blush on his cheeks. I couldn't help but smile.
"I…I love you." I smiled, mostly to myself.
"Grimmjaw I…" He covered my mouth with a finger.
"Don't say something you don't mean," He whispered, gently taking his lips to mine in such a way it broke my heart.
Why was he acting so weird? Did he think me getting my memory back would change things?