A/N: I'm so sorry it took so long for us to update. We have been busy as usual. Anyways, we hope you enjoy this chapter!

Co-author: Nickesha

Disclaimer: I do not own Kyo Kara Maoh.


"Ah!"

"Yuuri, where are you touching?" I asked in short breaths. "Stop….."

"No." he answered back determinedly.

"Why not," I cried.

"Because you are mine, all mine, only mine. I'm not just going to tell you I love you I'm going to show you I love you, I love you so much wolf" yuuri said then kissed me on the lips. His words made my eyes water I started crying I for some reason couldn't stop crying it's like my heart was so full it had to push out tears just to make room for all the love I have for yuuri.

Yuuri kissed down my neck he then proceeded to take off my shirt kissed down my body sucked my nipples then kissed all the way down until he reached my pants he took off my belt unbutton my pants pulled down the zipper took my pants off took off my underwear he then stopped to stare into my eyes. "Wolf" he said "can I?"

I stared back into his eyes I was a little scared I never had sex before and I heard the first time really hurts. I'm really nervous I want yuuri so bad but I'm afraid but when I looked into yuuris eyes all I saw was love and devotion like he would never leave or want to hurt me in any way. At that moment the only thing that was going through my mind was I trust yuuri so much I really want to be with Yuuri I love him more than anything as long as it is with yuuri everything will be ok.

"Yuuri" I whispered" don't ask just please make love to me".

"Are you sure?" Yuuri asked with so much love in his voice.

"Yes". I answered with no hesitation I was sure I wanted him.

"I promise to be gentle." then he proceeded to do what he was already doing.

Right there in Yuuri's room I was about to have my first time with the man I love. Yuuri pulled open his draw beside his bed he pulled out a bottle of something.

"What is that I asked?" still kind of shocked that it's going to be my first time.

"Lube it will make it less painful". Yuuri put a good amount of the lube into his hand then set the lube aside he positioned himself so his fingers where touching my hole. "I'm going to put my fingers in now".

"Oww" I cried his fingers where inside me. It hurt so bad I knew it was going to hurt but I didn't know it was going to hurt this much.

"It's ok wolf just relax the pain will subside soon" yuuri kissed me which made me moan he was right the pain did subside it was actually starting to feel good.

Yuuri smirked when I started to moan loudly. "Do you feel good wolf?"

"Ahh yes I feel good Nnn… yuuri~ please."

"Please what baby." he said with the most cocky and sexy voice I've ever heard.

"Please… I want… you." I was practically begging.

Yuuri smiled. "I want you too" then grabbed the bottle of lube again and lathered himself up. "I'm going to put it in now, ok?" Yuuri asked me once more if it was alright.

I closed my eyes pulled him on top of me kissed him on the lips. "Please hurry" was all I got out before yuuri slowly push inside of me….

(Time skip, the next day)

Once again we were all setting in yuuri's room coming up with the perfect man's personality and background. We are going to write out his likes and dislikes on a piece of paper.

"So, I have written out the categories" Murata said there are five categories. "One, what kind of man is he? Example is he nice, kind, honest, mean, demanding? Two, what kind of hobbles does he have? Example does he like to ride his bike, cook, read, dance? Tree: what are his plans for the future? Example where does he see himself in a few years? Four, who is he? Example does he have kids, has he ever been married, how old is he, does he have any brothers or sisters, what's his favorite color, what does he like to eat? Five, how serious is he about Cecilie-san? Example does he want to marry her, does love her, what?" he finished. I swear sometimes I wonder if this kid is real.

"Now there are much more personality traits you can add if you like" Murata clarified "I was only listing examples."

"Yes we understand that" Conrad said.

"So, who wants to go first?" yuuri asked.

"Well I think we should make him a lot like fanfan, since we did use his picture. Plus, a lot of what he said went into everything I did for mother." I said as if it was the simplest thing in the world.

Conrad smiled "That's true, there's no way our wolfie could come up with half of the things he did for mother if it wasn't for the help of fanfan." Conrad smirked then added, "before we came in to help him of course."

"HEY!" I yelled. "I could have come up with it by myself if I wanted to."

Conrad smirked evilly. "Then way didn't you."

"Why you little….!"

"Ok, ok" yuuri stopped me from finishing what I was going too said. "Let's just try to get this done shall we."

"Shibuya's right we need to finish this. But Bielefeld is also right fanfan did help out a lot so we should just use him. Since Shibuya you know him best, he is your uncle after all you should help Bielefeld out when he is talking to his mother tonight online." said Mr. Know-it-all himself.

I looked at Murata like he was nuts. "What do you mean talking to my mother online?"

"Oh that's right we forget to tell you. Conrad and I finished setting up an email account for the perfect men and we already contacted your mother through a letter last night telling her we would email her tomorrow night which means tonight."

"But why do I have to be the one to do it?"

"Because she is your mother" Murata stated simply like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"She's Conrad's mother as well" I pointed out matter-of-factly.

"True but I thought you would like some alone time with Shibuya, you know since last night…." he said as his glasses glint from the light that came from nowhere.

"Nothing happened!" both Yuuri and I yelled in unison.

(Flashback)

I closed my eyes pulled him on top of me kissed him on the lips. "Please hurry" was all I got out before yuuri slowly push inside of me….

"Shibuya I forgot my…. Oh my, am I Interrupting something" Murata said smirking. Yuuri and I jumped a part so fast we both went flying off of the bed.

"n-o… you- w-err-n't int-err-up-ting any-thing" yuuri stuttered out while moving his hands really fast back and forth in front of his face. He was as red as I was.

While yuuri was trying to convince Murata nothing happened I just set there on the floor not moving at all. I couldn't believe this I was about to make love for the first time then the next thing I knew I wasn't. Why the hell does this have to happen to me?!

"Whatever you say Shibuya, I'll just leave you to…"

"Get out Murata!" Yuuri practically screeched.

"Ha-ha-ha-ha" Murata started laughing. He opened yuuri's bedroom door it looked like he was about to leave but then stopped and looked back at us with an evil grin his eyeglasses shined brightly. "Shibuya I hope you remembered to buy a condom".

"GET OUT!" Yuuri throw a pillow closing the door shut but you could still hear Murata laughing as he made his way back down stairs.

(End of flashback)

"Nothing happened!" both Yuuri and I yelled in unison.

Murata smirked. "Ok, ok whatever you say."

"Anyways, now that we know who were going to base the perfects man personality from, I guess we don't have anything else to discuss. So, me and Murata are going to have something to eat at my house we will see you guys later" Conrad said pushing Murata out the door. I silently thank him I think he saw because he whispered you're welcome back before leaving with Murata.

"Well yuuri started nervously "I guess we should start emailing your mother…."

"Yuuri thank you". I said cutting him off.

Yuuri looked at me confused. "What are you thanking me for?"

"For always helping me and being there for me I know it must have not been easy, so thank you."

Yuuri smiled brightly. "You don't need to thank me. I'm happy when I get to do things for you."

"Yuuri…" he is so sweet to me sometimes I don't think I deserve him.

"Come on lets hurry up and email mama-san then we can spend some uninterrupted time together and finish what we started." he said with that sexy smirk from last night I love him so much.


A/N: So how was it, please let us know. we hope you liked it.

Have a good day or night!