I had exams all this week, and have them all next week too so I hardly doubt I'll be able to update twice in a week or whatever but seriously exam season has shitted on me majorly which is not good for my stress and anxiety levels which has hit the roof. I swear to you, I had a mental fucking break down in my room bc of this math test. Seriously maths is soooooo hard guys no lie.

Anyway lord knows when I'll update this hopefully tonight (fingers crossed) however, I just wanted to tell you guys how devastatingly excited I am about The Originals Season Finale, and Pretty Little Liars Season Finale! Two amazing, oldies but goooodies which are ending, well PLL is anyway. The Originals is renewed for another season but PLL is one of those shows I discarded then came back to and I love those type of shows, because no matter what your always kind of drawn back to the story.

Anyway im vv sad it's finishing but the promo looked lit

It's a new day I updated a day late but who cares, I have tooooooooooo much to rant about

SPOILER THE ORIGINALS FINALE 4X13

I HATE EVERY BIT OF IT, Klaus, Elijah, Hope oml I am honestly you guys dying. Elijah was compelled to forgot everything about his family bc they all knew he'd come back and save Klaus and if he came to save Klaus the Hollow would be reunited again. So he told Marcel, and Vincent to compell him to forget everyone and everything and my heart is broken, and season five isn't coming out until 20fucking18 and I just can'ttttt.

Soundtrack

Ed Sheeran - Castle On The Hill (Avery And Kol)

Terrible Love- Birdy (Avery/Kol)

"Your egoism is beyond me." Avery stated incredulous, walking straight past Kol she collapsed straight onto the clean part of the ground. They currently harboured the forest, not the most astute nor cleanest area to meet up, however it was discreet and in some sense prudent for Kol. A human girl being spotted with Kol Mikaelson either went two ways. 1) She's probably some food. 2) She's a plaything Nik could use against him.

Although using playthings against him seemed petty, it meant something entirely different. It was ominous and admonishing, a warning to show Kol who was in control, of course Kol was however his imbecilic pathetic older brother always had himself warped in some twisted fantasy of being dominant. Kol was much more authoritative and savage in his ways rather than fruitless Klaus who painted the bland blonde; Caroline Forbes, constantly.

Pupils inattentive, Avery felt null. She hadn't spoken to or about Rose and it almost felt painful. Avery knew she shouldn't have felt or allowed herself to get attached like this but she had done so, there was no meaning in mentally debating it nor apologising verbally.

"Tell me love, what's on your pretty mind?"

She scoffed, "Your not even worthy of my presence forget my thoughts!"

His chin which was propped on his palms, titled jutting towards her. "Excuse me?"

"Does super power come with defective hearing?" She repeated sarcastically. Her already tanned skin absorbed more sun, Kol glared at her intrigued before simply replying, "No part of me is defective."He smirked coyly, "If your following darling." Pausing Avery's expression morphed into one of disgust. "Oh Kol! That's vile! Your vile! Ugh what the fuck?!"

Deciding a new subject would improve the situation, Avery spoke the first thing that came to mind. "Let's play that question game again; it was interesting." She confessed hesitantly, Kol's body immediately went rigid as he rolled his brown orbs exasperated. That game had foolish, Kol had been naive to play along, the presence of some silly little teenage girl had became a irritant. "I find that game rather imbecilic to be truthful, I just didn't disclose this to you the first time because I was sparing your emotions."

"Weren't you the one who suggested it?" Avery reminded.

He shrugged, "Does it matter who suggested it, that game is fruitless just like you."

The insult wasn't not offensive one bit. "And your dads a dick, anything else you'd like to share?" Avery responded shrugging nonchalantly. "How did you know of my father?" He questioned concealing his amusement.

"I had an affair with him."

Kol raised his brow at the young girl, with all her annoyance she did come with profound amusement. "Is that so?" He probed shuffling closer to her. Her eyes remained sealed closed, while her lips toyed a small reluctant smile.

"Yes, and it is very evident to say; your father was a much more attractive, excelling man." Avery sarcastically responded, she was just joking they both knew it however neither of them displayed any signs of amusement or teasing; the toying smile Avery priorly wore had now been tamed into a thin line. Her face seemed impassive a replica of his own. "My father was an abusive man, who was under some delusional pretence." Kol countered back mundane.

Avery froze, "Sorry." Quietly apologising. He briskly shook his palm, "There's no need for the pity darling, he's dead. Plus, he abused my older brother Nik; which is understandable, considering what a frivolous man he is. Although, to be honest he really is no man, just some deranged boy with no worth."

Avery glanced sideways, generally people spoke high about their family, except Avery- and now it seemed she wasn't the only one with family issues. "Customarily, people talk high about their fathers. Their usually the only example a boy has, one he wishes to follow." Avery confessed, balancing her weight on her small elbows which dug into the hard ground.

"Well darling, I haven't herd yourself talk joyously about your father either."

She shrugged, "I haven't talked about my father; period." Avery reminded. "So, what your saying is, that if you were to speak about your father you would obviously be joyous; of course you would." Kol sharply responded.

"Don't detested me because, I'm such a likeable child; jealousy isn't an attractive trait besides when in my sentence or ever in fact, have I ever implied that I love my father?"Avery soon began opening up, more about herself than anything. Kol raised an eyebrow, "Ooh if your such a likeable child then tell me, why does your father hate you so much?"

"Excuse me, when in my sentence or ever, did I imply my father hated me?" Avery interrogated she continued breathlessly, "My father detested likeable people because he wishes to be likeable, like myself just like you. You most likely detest your brother because he is a likeable person; and you are not."

Kol let out a deep snigger, it sounded obnoxious, condescending and all types of evil. Shivering, Avery waited for him to calm down. "Ah darling, you really are a beacon of amusement aren't you?"

"I am Kol Mikaelson, more likeable than you, your father, my father, and my ignoble brother as well as my "noble" brother"

She scoffed, "Self centred much?"

"Says the girl that thinks she's a very likeable person, more likeable than me! I don't even think that's possible." Kol declared. "Maybe it is you who detests likeable people, because you are not likeable what so ever, maybe you are jealous of me."

"Excuse me?! Excuse me?! I am not jealous of that!" She exclaimed dramatically, wrinkling her nose. She almost forgot all the misfortunes, anguish and remorse and was consumed by something she couldn't label nor annotate. She wasn't sure of anything, ever but at that moment she felt different, yet so indifferent at the same time, as if she was another 15 year old girl, not the fifteen year old girl who'd seen her mothers brutally beaten corpse laid on the kitchen floor, nor the fifteen year old girl with the alcoholic father and separated sisters. She felt somewhat normal.

It was such a ludicrous emotion, when you put it into perspective, it aroused interest in her, how did Kol feel? Usually she couldn't care less about other peoples emotions but she was so intrigued as to what the Mikaelson man was thinking. She didn't need to question the hate he reserved for his family, because she could relate. She knew what it was like, to hate someone so passionately. "Can I ask you something?" She muttered lowly, raising her orbs to meet his. Her tone was low and quiet, a tone which he rarely herd, he instantaneously assumed she'd repeat something insulting he'd said and begin the same pathetic cycle of self pity Klaus had, instead she said something completely and utterly parallel. "The other day, when you asked me what I thought you were, I didn't mean to answer offensively I just...I just answered honestly, and the best I could. Were you upset?...With my answer or something?"

Her tone trailed of into silence, as a scarlet blush covered her cheeks. She felt humiliated to bring it back up, but she'd be lying to say it never crossed her mind. It had been on her mind 24/7. Every question aroused another didn't it?

"I don't see how that has anything to do with our current topic." Kol spoke sharply, it was apparent, this was not the most favourable topic nor was it the most pleasurable memory for him. "Look...All I'm saying is...I'm sorry if I hurt you." She apologised truthfully. "Don't say that alot..." She confessed resonating her words silently. Kol scoffed bitterly, "Do you really think that I, Kol Mikaelson could get offended and hurt over something as senseless you? You have no worth to and Original such as myself!" He roared amendment, she could notice the furry swirling in his pupils, she could notice his pupils darkening by the second. "Original? Look I just fucking apologised to you, and your being some pompous dick, the least you could do is be honest with me!" She spat, anger of her own rising by the millisecond.

Indignantly shoving past her. His anger fuelled his blood lust even more, the overwhelming urge to murder her combined with the burning desire to taste her exquisiteness stimulated the movement of his fangs, he hissed heinously. Every vein under his eyes, his fangs everything caused Avery to benumb, both of them stood astounded at his actions.

"Avery..."He coaxed, "I..." He reached out to touch her, but her senses returned and she ran, she ran like hell and she never looked back not one bit.

SOOOOOOOOOOO, what did you think? My rant was very necessary but I kept it short, don't know if this one will be short. Oh my god guys I am seriously dying over The Originals Elijah loved his brother so much, he had to be compelled to not save Klaus #Bloododsthickerthanwater I cannot take this depressing-ness seriously guys! I'm emotionally furious and sad.