Sorry I haven't updated in FOREVER! It was the start of summer and work and blahhhhh! Anyways I'm not Veronica Roth and don't own Divergent. Hope you like the story and don't forget to review!

Tris

I hear a knock on the door and immediately assume Zeke, "Tobias get the door it's probably Zeke."

"Mrghhhh." But he gets up anyways. "Zeke I will not have a drinking contest with you." But when he gets to the door I hear soft mutterings not boisterous like Zeke's voice, "Gemma, what's wrong?" And that's when I see Tobias coming over to me with Gemma.

"Gemma, what's wrong?" I ask.

She looks conflicted, like she doesn't know if coming here was the best idea, but I think that the first thought that came into her head was that something bad happened, go straight to my parents, but instead of explaining she bursts into tears.

Gemma

I thought I'd gotten a handle on my emotions, on the whole situation. I didn't feel like I wanted to cry when Daniel was around, but maybe that's because I use his strength when he's around. He just doesn't know it. I'm starting to feel more comfortable around my parents, but when I see their faces I realize how awkward it might be to tell them what happened and that I don't have the strength I once did. The strength they think I have from the stages of initiation, so I break down feeling disappointed in myself and feeling violated after being attacked.

"Gemma, you have to tell us what's wrong." My dad says.

I shake my head, but manage to get a few words out, "Mark…Jeff…chasm…almost raped me….Daniel." Then I lean my head on his shoulder, I can't feel this weak. I can't.

My dad and mom look at each other, then my mom gives my dad an almost imperceptible nod. "Gem, your mom suffered something similar to this during her initiation, but you know what?"

I look up, his eyes are so blue and filled with determination, "What?"

"She got through it and ended up getting first in her initiation class, so you'll just have to show them the same." My dad says. "But you need to keep your head down and show some weakness, otherwise they'll just keep targeting you."

"Pretend to be weak?" I laugh. "Have you not seen me for the last half hour? I've probably soaked your sheets with my tears!"

"The bravest of people cry under pressure, doesn't mean they aren't brave, just means they admit that there are some things that they can't handle and that is brave of them." My mom smiles at me.

"Okay." I say.

"Let me check your injuries." Dad says. He lifts my shirt a little and sees that it's already bandaged, I'm surprised as well.

"Huh, I guess Daniel bandaged me up while I blacked out." I say, "Nice of him." I say with a smile.

"You can stay here for the night Gemma." My mother says.

"Where will I sleep?" I ask.

"Well, we still have your old room if you want to sleep there." Mom suggests.

"Sounds good." I walk back with my mom to a room with a bed, dresser, and desk, but the room is decorated, decorated with all sorts of posters and pictures, I can't help but stare.

"You were always very curious about the world" pointing to a picture of what I remember learning was a place called Africa and then you took millions of pictures with Daniel and Jennifer. You drove Eric crazy!" She leaves after that.

I don't go to sleep no matter how much my head protests I stay up for a little longer and look at all the pictures on the wall. Did I really imagine myself wanting to go to Australia someday? I think when I see a picture of a man and a kangaroo. I see a picture of Daniel and I in the Pit just hanging out eating Dauntless cake, it makes me laugh, but then wince because of my injuries. Time for sleep.

I don't dream about getting attacked, no. I dream about being saved, I dream about Daniel always being there for me. Keeping me protected underneath his arms, it sounds sappy but it makes me happy.

Tris

Our baby, Gemma, she suffered the same fate, almost a worse fate that I did! I turn over to look at Tobias and see that he has silent tears streaming down his face, he didn't take the news very well but he isn't one to voice his feelings.

"C'mere." I say to him and I pull him into a hug, I know that he needs my strength, but I also need his.

"We're going to go to Erudite tomorrow, get the serum so that we can get Gemma's memories back." He says with fierce determination in his voice."

"Of course Tobias. We can't just have her running around the compound with no memories of who her family is." Then I think. "But we can't let her go with us, right?"

"Right, she's going to hate us though."

"I know, so when should we leave?"

"At Four, then we'll tell the others."

"Sounds good." And with that we fall asleep.

It seems like seconds later that we wake up to the softest alarm we own, we don't want Gemma accidentally waking up.

"Tobias we need to leave a note for her, what should we say?"

He grabs a piece of paper and pen and writes something down, "Be brave, love mom and dad."

"That's perfect." I say.

"Thanks." He says. "Now come on we need to get the rest of the gang up." When we get out of our apartment we see that Daniel is slumped outside of it.

"Daniel?" I ask shoving his shoulder a little.

"Gemma are you okay?" Daniel asks.

"Ugh, Daniel what are you doing here? Why didn't you go back to the dorms, yes Gemma is fine, she's inside our apartment." Tobias says.

"I just couldn't. I mean I knew you guys were there, but…" I know what he means.

"Okay, but you should probably go back to the dorms now."

"Where are you guys going? Isn't it really early?" Checking his watch.

"Early morning prank on your dad." Tobias says stiffly. "We're going to go put an elastic around the sprayer on the faucet."

"Sounds fun, I'll have to try that on one of my friends when they get their own place."

"See you Daniel!" I say and Tobias and I run to Uriah's apartment.

"Uriah, URIAH! Marlene!"

A tired looking Uriah opens the door, "What?"

"Ready to get Gemma's memories back?

He perks up at that, "Hell yeah!"