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Chapter twenty one

Ziggy threw Alan up in the air, He squealed and erupted into giggles. "Is that funny Allie?" Lindsey tickled his belly making him laugh and squirm.

Ziggy grinned and threw him up again. Robbie walked over and picked him up, "Is it your birthday in two weeks?" Robbie wiggled Allies hand.

Alan started chewing on his hand, Ziggy snorted and put Alan back in his play pen.

Sandy was on a job and Lindsey was going out with her friends from work. Joe and Freddie had gone to the garage, Ziggy was coming back after Allies birthday.

Jason opened the door and walked in, It had been two days since the incident and Jason had barely eaten and talked. He had dark circles under his eyes and spent most of his time in his room.

Ziggy and Robbie shared a look. Robbie followed his little brother into the kitchen, "You gonna eat something Jase? You've gotta keep the blood sugars up" he told him. Jason was taking his tablets, "No" "You hardly eat" "No".

Robbie watched as Jason went to walk away. He pushed him back in, "You ent leaving here until you eat something" Robbie sgave Jason a look.

Jason went to walk past him but Robbie gripped his wrists, "Ow, Robbie...Robbie your hurting me" Jason pulled away but Robbie had a stone grip on his wrists.

"Eat. Now" Robbie snarled. Jason looked so small and innocent Robbie felt terrible. Jason didn't say anything, Robbke tightened his grip on Jason's wrists. "Robbie, let go!" Jason kicked him. "Jason!" Robbie growled.

"Then let go!" "Eat something then!" Robbie pushed Jason into the counter. His grip was impossibly tight and Jason felt his hands going cold from the blood circulation being cut off. "No!" "Jason!" Robbie shouted.

Ziggy watched, he hated seeing his younger brother like this.

"Robbie, let go!" Jason tugged away. "Shut up Jason and eat!" "Fine!" Robbie let go. The blood rushed painfully back to his hands, Jason grabbed a bag of doritos and stormed away.

"We need to get him to eat more than that" Ziggy rubbed his eyes. "I know" Robbie heard Jason slam the door.

Robbie turned over in his bed, he saw Jason lying under his covers. "Jason?" he hissed, he was awake but not answering. "Jase?" No answer.

Robbie sat up and stood up, he walked over to Jason. Sitting on the foot of the bed he shook his little brother. "What?" Jason said quietly. "You need to sleep" Robbie said.

"No, I can't" "Yes you can" "Can't" "Can" "Can't" "Can" "Robbie!"..."Can" Jason let out a frustrated sigh. Robbie moved up next to the pillow end. Robbie would have never done this before but He needed to show his baby brother he was here for him.

He yanked Jason up so his head was on his lap. "Robbie! What are you doing?" Jason went to move, "Shut up Jase, I don't do this alot so make the most of it" he secretly smiled.

Jason sighed and yawned, "See...your tired, go to sleep" Robbie prodded him. Jason moaned and batted his hand away, Robbie chuckled.

Robbie watched Jason slowly fall deeper in sleep, he was still awake but only a little. "Robbie?" Jasons quiet voice rang out, "Yeah?" "Just...don't leave me" He said sleepily. "I won't...Never" Robbie said quietly as Jason fell asleep.

Joe sat and the table Kissing Lindsey. "Get a room" Freddie mumbled and pulled out a chair, Sandy laughed from where she was frying bacon. Ziggy walked in with Alan in one arm.

"Heres trouble" Joe took Alan off Ziggy and blew a raspberry on hjs stomach. Allie laughed, He ruffled his blonde hair. "Getting to look like your daddy" Joe bounced Allie off one knee.

"What a blessing" Ziggy called out.

Jason walked into the kitchen, the circles under his eyes had lessened. Joe smiled at his brother, expecting just a look he was a little shocked to see Jason smile back. Sandy handed him a plate, "Hey! That was my breakfast" Ziggy gaped. "Finders keepers, losers weepers" Jason said and sat down.

Robbie walked in and yawned. "Mornin' noddy" Joe called, Robbie pulled a face. Jason bit into a peice of toast and laughed. Joe, Freddie and Ziggy looked at eachother.

"Right mister" Joe tickled Alans belly and carried him to the side. "Are we ready for breakfast?" "It's alright Joe, I'll do that" Ziggy said. "Nah, It's okay, Allie prefers his uncle Joe don't you? Yes you do". Ziggy smiled and rollled his eyes.

Sandy looked back at Jason who was talking with Freddie. Maybe it was just a phase? She hoped.

Ziggy sat on the floor with Alan, he was chewing the remote, well, he chewed everything these days. Jason was sitting watching the TV with Robbie and Joe Was texting. Freddie (As per usual) was in his own little world.

Alan started poking the buttons, The channels changed. Robbie tutted, he was watching that. Alan whacked the remote, Gun shots rang out from the TV.

Jason's smile vanished. The room turned silent, The programme showed to men getting shot. The gun shots rang out again, Ziggy took the remote and switched it off. Jason had paled, They all looked at him.

"I can't do this anymore" Jason darted from the room. "Jase!" Freddie shouted after him, The front door slammed. "Why? Just when he was coping" Ziggy shook his head. "We gotta go after him".

Sandy walked in, "Where's Jase?" she frowned. "He...ran off" Robbie told her, "What? Was he like he has been in the last couple of days?". Robbie nodded, "Great, I'm finding my son" Sandy stormed from the room.

"Zig, stay here in case he comes back...and you can't leave Allie" Joe told him.

Jason didn't even know how he got the alcohol, he just did. Taking another swig of the Vodka he walked through the garage. His family just didn't get it, Why didn't they get it?" Jason swallowed a big gulp of the stinking stuff

Jason swallowed more Vodka and grimaced, he wasn't drunk yet though. Why did this happen to him? Everything bad happened to him. Why? Maybe it was better if he wasn' .Here.

Jason liked that thought, maybe he'd see dad again? Jason liked that thought too. He sat on the chair and swirled once. Yeah, he'd decided. Jason opened the top draw of the garage desk and found the bottle of pills, Wait...could he do this?

They where sleeping pills Joe used sometimes...

He could get Liver damage...Well, he hoped he died then. He had killed someone, he had shot them and there was no living with that on your conscience.

Jason remembered the Bang and The Gun...He unscrewed the lid.

The Blood and Trevors body...Jason tipped some into his hand.

He popped them into his mouth and swigged the Vodka into his mouth. Oh god, Jason would have cried but he was to busy choking on the taste.

He dropped the bottle and it smashed, Jason Didn't think anything was happening at first then he felt tired. Jason collapsed onto the floor, it was really peaceful...

He slowly slipped unconscious just as the garage door opened.