I am kicking myself so you don't have to. Be warned this is a short chapter but I feel like a lot goes on so after reading you'll understand why it is so short. Umm just enjoy! xoxo
Oh wait maybe I should do those disclaimer things that I have never done. Shame on you Gabby, shame on you! So here it is:
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, if I did I wouldn't be writing fanfiction I would definitely be hanging out with Kris and possibly Kellan ohh and Ashley well all of them. I am rambling aren't I this is why I don't do disclaimers! Anyway Stephanie Meyers owns Twilight this is just my own twisted but fulfilling spin on it. Now go read go go go go bye now xoxo
BPOV
I woke up feeling light and thoroughly fucked but how could I not after last night's events. I slowly opened my eyes and let the memory of it all replay in my mind. I bit my lip to suppress the moan bubbling up from inside of me at the way Emmett fucked me relentlessly and how sweet and loving he was. I pushed back against the morning wood that was resting on my butt. I loved the feel and weight of him, the thought alone of the things it can do to me caused me to lift up and let him slide against my folds. The tip lightly pushed at the hood of my clit and I kept moving to get more.
"You don't stop I'm going to devour you." Emmett said with a husky voice full of sleep but undeniably sexy.
I wanted him to devour me so I kept sliding back and forth until he laid on top of me and slowly entered me from behind. I let out a throaty moan, how could I not he filled me up to the hilt. His excruciatingly slow thrust were driving me insane and I finally took what I wanted and continuously pushed back against him until I found the release I was looking for. I pulled off of him, turned over to see his face, and aligned him to slide in.
"Take what you want baby, I'm yours." I said rocking against him.
He grunted and pushed into me forcefully only to pull all the way out and pushed back in again. I let the pleasure assault my body and panted along with Emmett. He bent down and roughly sucked where my neck and shoulder met causing me to crash my pelvis into his. He slid a hand in between us and rubbed small, rough circles on my clit until my walls clamped down on him and we found our release together. We laid like that for a while, enjoying the feel of one another. He finally looked me in the face and kissed the hell out of me.
"Will you marry me?" Emmett asked
"Eventually yeah." I said without hesitation
"Why not now?" he asked
"We're young baby what's the rush? We both know we aren't going anywhere we can't survive without one another." I said running my fingers through his hair.
"I need to make you mine in all ways possible." He said into my neck
"I am all yours, you know that." I said kissing his shoulder
"I know but it would be complete with a ring on your finger."
"We could have a long engagement if that's what you mean." I replied
"No Bella, I want you to be my wife as soon as possible."
"What's going on that has you all concerned about being married?" I asked
"I um well I am supposed…" Emmett said but was cut off with a knock. He pulled out of me and brought the covers up to cover us. "Come in!"
"I heard you two were up so I wanted to see if you guys wanted breakfast?" Esme asked my stomach took that as the opportunity to growl
"Well I guess I am hungry." I said and Esme nodded closing to door.
"We better get up." Emmett said
"What were you going to say sweetheart?" I asked
"We can talk later I think I smell blueberry pancakes." Emmett said pulling on a pair of boxers and getting our change of clothes.
"It'll be quicker if we take separate showers." I said grabbing my things and walking to one of the many guess rooms.
The whole time as the hot water slid down my body I couldn't help but think of the pain and worry I saw in Emmett's eyes. I hope he knew he could never lose me, that is impossible. I wish he would tell me what's going on. I stood there until I was pruning so I got out and dried off and got dressed. I walked downstairs to find Emmett chowing down on blueberry pancakes some toast, eggs, bacon, and hash browns, only the love of my life could eat so much. When I sat down Esme was putting a plate down in front of me and I started to eat. Emmett smiled at me but it wasn't the one I was used to.
"What do you two have planned today?" Esme asked sipping from her mug.
"I think we're all just going to hang out you know." I replied
"I was thinking me and you could go to dinner later on." Esme said
"That would be great." I responded you can never tell Esme no
"Well that's if Emmett doesn't have something planned for you two." Esme said smiling at her son and I blushed catching what she really meant.
"No mom it is fine if I wanted to have my way with Bella I would do it before you guys left and then when she got back." Emmett said winking at me causing me to blush, Esme to laugh, and Carlisle was laughing behind his morning paper.
"Well it's settled then you'll have fun before I get there and I won't keep you for too long so you can finish up when you return." Esme said with a wink and I blushed again
We finished up breakfast and headed over to Charlie's. It was a quite ride I was thinking and Emmett was thinking and we were so caught up in ourselves we didn't pay much attention to the other. Everyone seemed to be home and they were all gathered in the living room watching Home Alone and drinking hot chocolate, I can't believe I was missing out on the tradition.
"Hey everyone." I said and they all said hey. Kate ran to the kitchen to get Emmett and I some hot chocolate and marshmallows to drink. I ran upstairs to change into my pajamas and Emmett did the same but something seemed to be bothering him.
"Em babe what's wrong?" I asked
"Nothing love I am fine." He responded but he didn't look fine.
"You would tell me if you weren't right?" I asked wrapping my arms around him.
"Of course baby." He said kissing my forehead. We stood there for a while just holding one another. We finally pulled apart and joined everyone upstairs. We watched all the Home Alone movies and all of the Santa Clause movies. Esme sent me a text saying she would pick me up at 7:30 which was in an hour. I went upstairs to take a shower and do my hair but Rose, Alice, Jessica, and Analisa burst in to take control.
"What's wrong with Emmett?" Analisa asked
"So you noticed too?" I asked
"I think we all did." Rose said curling my hair at the ends
"He says everything is fine but I just know it isn't and I know he will tell me when he is ready I just wish he would hurry the fuck up and say something it's killing me." I said
"You don't think he is seeing anyone else?" Jessica asked
"Hell no he for one loves Bella with his all and two he would get his ass beat by not only Rose, Jasper, Edward, and me but he will also get his ass kicked by Jace, Charlie, Kate, Esme, Carlisle, Jake and maybe even Mike." Alice said adding mascara to my eyelashes.
"She is right, I just wish he would tell you." Analisa said
"I wish he would too. This morning after some mind blowing sex he asked me would I marry him and that he needed me to be his in all ways possible. I told him one day but we are young." I said
"He will tell you Bells just be patient." Alice said putting the final touches on my makeup. She handed me my chap stick, she knew me so well. There was a knock on the door and Kate peeped in.
"Bella, Esme is here." Kate said and we all followed her out. Emmett turned from his mother and looked me over from my legs up.
"You look gorgeous as always." Emmett said planting a kiss on my lips but as I tried to deepen it he pulled back and in the oddest way it crushed me. He bent down and whispered in my ear.
"I will always want you but I don't want to take you with our family standing here." I smiled and grabbed my coat.
The car ride to Port Angels was comfortable as it always is with Esme. We were at an Italian restaurant name La Belle. Esme already had reservations and they walked us to our table with the manager coming to speak with Esme. It is like whenever someone hears the name Cullen they want to be on their best behavior. They offered free appetizers and free desserts. I got chicken and mushroom alfredo whereas Esme ordered something I couldn't pronounce but she spoke it in fluent Italian. We sipped on wine as we waited for our food.
"How is school going Bella?" Esme asked
"It is going good we have midterms coming up and of course valentine's day is around the corner so I have to figure out what to do for Emmett." I said
"I am sure just being with you will be enough for him especially since you two will have to celebrate early." Esme said with a sad smile and I was truly confused
"Why would we be celebrating it early?" I asked
"Oh my he hasn't said a word. Well sweetheart it is his story to tell you not mine." Esme said and then our food was brought to us and the conversation fell off and we enjoyed our food. Soon we were back to just sipping on wine and having light conversation. I excused myself and came back Esme had already paid against my wishes and we headed out.
"Whatever Emmett hasn't told me isn't too bad right?" I asked Esme when we got in the car
"Honestly Bella it bothers me he hasn't told you but I don't think it is bad news its exciting." She replied and gave me the motherly smile that makes me feel like everything would be okay. The ride back was full of talk about Esme and Carlisle's anniversary trip. She dropped me back off at Charlie's and told me to tell everybody hello.
Everyone as usual was gathered in the living room watching TV. I waved hello and decided to go on up and get in bed and possibly study. I found Emmett laying on my bed holding my pillow tight to his chest and his legs spread wide. I took off my dress and crept into the bathroom and washed my face. I stood in my midnight blue laced boy shorts and bra to match the girls said it looks good on my pale skin. I watched as his eyebrow twitched and he mumbled and held the pillow closer. He rolled over and his eyes peered into my mine causing me to shiver.
"I thought I felt someone watching." He said with that husky voice
"What were you dreaming about?" I asked removing my panties before slipping on one of his t-shirts and crawling in beside him. We moved around so he was sitting in between my legs, his head resting on my stomach, and my fingers running through his hair.
"You…Leaving me." He whispered. I sighed knowing this had to do with something Esme told me.
"Baby talk to me." I said running my hands down his chest and back up.
"Bella I am sorry I am doing this to us." He said
"Emmett…"
"I know I'm not telling you and I know I need to but I can't let it ruin our vacation."
"Whatever it is seems to bother you and that bothers me and I need you to be upfront and honest with me." I said pulling back from him so I could see his face
"Bella I just, I don't know how to say it."
"If you're not going to say anything then I think I will give you some time and space to figure it out." I said moving to go downstairs but he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me back on the bed.
"Baby don't go I need you, look you know how I want to be an architect…" He trailed off
"Yes Em I know what is it?" I asked
"I am transferring." He mumbled and my blood ran cold.
"Where are you going?" I asked my voice low and tears threatened to fall
"Chicago to work under my Uncle Mark's best friend." He said trying to pull me to him but I resisted
"When are you leaving?" I asked not able to look at him.
"In a week. I swear I was going to tell you I wanted you to come with me." Emmett said when the tears fell
"You can't expect me to pick up everything and follow you wherever you want to go." I said wiping my face roughly
"Bella I know it's selfish of me but this is a wonderful opportunity."
"It is Emmett and I am happy for you and I am glad you're getting what you want, you deserve this and you know it. I am proud of you, I really am." I said getting up to pull on some jeans and my boots. I grabbed my purse, phone, and keys and left the room. I felt the eyes follow me as I went out the door but I wouldn't look at them. As I was getting in the truck I saw the guys pushing Emmett back in the house and Jace ran out and got in with me.
"Where we headed Bells?" he asked
"I don't know where do you want to go?" I asked
"I want to go to the cabin dad got this past month, it is really nice. It is a few miles past La Push." He said and I started driving.
We didn't talk and we didn't listen to music we just drove. Jace would reach over and wipe away the tears that would fall and I would attempt to smile at him. He offered to drive but I decline because it kept my mind preoccupied. I was extremely proud of Emmett for following his dreams and I couldn't have asked him to stay even if my life depended on it. I just knew I couldn't do long distance relationships and I couldn't ask him to wait for me either that would be selfish of me too right?
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Yikes! Was that shit supposed to happen? I mean yeah it was supposed to happen but I don't know I guess it's still a shocker! I seem like a lunatic answering my own questions but come on you all love this crazy! Mwahahaha *cough**cough* Alright I am okay I promise but I don't know about Bella and Emmett. Oh and don't hate me okay love always prevails ALWAYS! Anyway review you know how it goes,let me know how you feeeeel! By all my lovelies! xoxox
-G-