Jeffrey's POV.

Blood That's all I see. In the pitched of Darkness me all alone nobody at my side. Like in my childhood abandoned , never loved never meant to be loved. Care and family , Bullshit ! All lies , sympathy yea right just cause of my bad quality , things I love , the ones I care they all leave me , like right now. Its too silent , only hearing is my breathing.

Trying to use the little strength I have , I manage to support and lift myself. My vision is blurry , any minute to faint. I see nothing but a small light in the corner … Wait ! What ? That wasn't there before . It sparkled like a heaven touch of rays. I walked closer and closer to it , my time has come to leave it all behind and join my parents. As I was about to step in , I heard a sound more like a whisper. It was pulling me to its direction , sound was fuzzy , but I finally reached it . Out of the Blum A patrol opened , it showed house family all together . Two kids running and playing with other kids , then a girl with soft (e/c) laughed as the boy with blond hair snatched his arms around her. They were all happy and fine.

I smiled when I felt a wet drip on my face , hung my head down I was hurt . The one thing I always wanted could never happen. Its like god was playing with me , why was I cursed ? Just one thing I want and NO I can't have that . Oh well you must let go of your dreams to be happy. I took steps back , when the ground started to crumble. What ? No I'm coming back , please let me stay in heaven , Cruel force pulled me back last I remember was losing concisions and falling down.

Beep … Beep

'' Oh look , he's waking up ''

'' Shush not so loud , he's still in pain ''

'' I was only checking if he's a wake ''

'' Yea , then kill him with your nonsense ''

'' HEY ! ''

Very hardly I opened my pupils and saw two figures , judging I could easily tell it was my bro Liu and Ben. Smiling I sat up and looked around , everyone was there , my friends (y/n)'s friends and oh someone was missing.

'' Where's (y/n) ? ''. I asked as the nurse gave me some icky medicine . YUCK ! It's distrusting both in and out.

'' When we all found out , including (y/n) we were shocked. You kept it a secret from us , so she just went somewhere ''. Sally said.

'' Why didn't you tell us ! Me mostly , I already lost my parents and I don't want to lose you too ''. Big Bro clinked to my arms . I looked down ashamed , how I wanted to but didn't in time. Realizing (y/n) is not here I made a move and attempt to leave.

'' Sir , you cannot go. Your badly injured and its not safe for your heart ''. Ugh Damn you stupid nurse.

'' I need to go ! If anything happens to her or my kids , I would go insane . It will be my fault , because of me I will lose my family ''.

None of them said or made a move. They were all silent , I saw my eyes move to each until they stopped on Hazel green eyes. Shota was here , this guy who had the life , who everyone adored , got the girl of my dreams and now the father of my kids .

'' You better keep them happy Shota ,or else ''.

Ignoring the nurse , I slipped on my clothes . Yes in front of everyone I don't care . As I left I saw Rui drooling and Miku and Rin trying to not faint , while their boyfriends giving me jealously death glares . Yum I am that appealing. Chuckling I ran until I heard …

'' Don't worry I will ''. Holy Smokers , did that Shota reply to what I just said in my MIND ! Wah ?Do we have some mind reading connection now ?. Ignoring once again I leave to find her.

Normal POV.

You stood on the soft moist cold sand. The waves breezed calm with gentle winds blow. You closed your eyes , when your pink dress and your soft (h/c) flow with the speed. You slowly opened your eyes when you heard heavy panting behind you , turning you saw Jeffrey there sweating and looking directly at you. Without second thoughts you ran to him and hugged him. Jeffrey put his arms around you and buried his head in yours. You gripped his shirt tightly , letting all your emotions out.

'' Why , Why , Why ''. You repeated hitting him with your fist on his chest.

'' I'm sorry , I didn't know you will react like this ''.

'' Y-You can't leave like this ! W-wah about your friends , your soon to be family ''. You cried harder.

'' How did you guys find out ? ''. You sniffed and whimpered.

'' The results came through the mail ''. Jeffrey nodded.

'' I'm sorry you had to find out this way ''. You looked up to see a few tears running down his face.

'' I wanted to tell you the right time , but it happened so fast that I couldn't get a chance ''.

'' No please don't say anything ''. You shook your head side to side.

'' Hey , when our kids are born , whether their boys , girls or boy and girl name one after me okay ''. Jeffrey smiled as you tried to smile but failed.

'' Jeffrey don't joke-'' As you turned back you heard …

'' Cough , Cough ''

Your eyes widened and mouth opened in shock . Jeffrey on the floor , coughing blood from his mouth as the sweats and tries to control his breathing.

'' Jeffrey ! ''. You ran and pulled him closer to you. Grabbing a tissue from your bag , you wiped the blood away. You voice caught your tough as Jeffrey coughed up more blood. You couldn't call for help as you remembered cell at home.

'' HELP SOMEBODY PLEASE ANYONE ! ''. You repeated again again , but no one heard your pleas.

'' ( y-y/n) ''. Jeffrey controlled his breathing slightly.

'' You're gonna be okay ''. Jeffrey put his finger on your lips.

'' Shush , you talk a lot. Now listen I'm sorry this is happening never wanted this no one would have. But I guess I was chosen for this. Many people face this kind of problems and they fight for it like I have and they know when its time . I've heard people say this is for the better cause he has planned something better for me . I apologize I can't be there for you or our kids ,but always know I'm with you guys and I love you bottom of my heart. I know one of them will be exactly like me , and someday I will get to see them ''.

Jeffrey holds your hand tightly , you see a necklace with a circle dangling.

'' Keep this with you , and then pass it to the next generation ''. Jeffrey smiles weakly . You smile back and nod. You hear a barking sound and both you and Jeffrey see Smile Dog coming .

'' Always with me boy ''. Jeffrey pats Smiles furry fur and Smile lies down next to him. You awe in sight of this but to your shattered heart , Jeffrey's eyes close and loses thr grip to your hand falling to your side. You gave Jeffrey his last kiss and stoke Smiles fur .

'' Take good care of him ''. Pulling them both closer you cried with all your heart.

{I know someday you'll have a beautiful life , I know you;ll be a sun in somebody else's sky , buy why why , why can't it be mine.}