What Are You ?
by AkashaLuna
twenty first chapter =]i appreciate it loads ! …
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This may be a lemon.. but I dont do lemony lemons cause I fell weird after writing it haha :')
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EPOV
"make love to me" Bella whispered to my heart
My heart inflated with every feeling I have ever shared for this beautiful woman. I struggled to believe what Carlisle had told her. Bella was perfect, there was nothing wrong with her mind. I would refuse to believe it. Even if Bella believed him and read that dumb book, I would always do everything in my power to make sure she knew how perfect she was. Utterly perfect.
I dropped my lips to hers, kissing her with everything I loved her with.
I could tell her body wanted its primary instinct of being rough but she could dream on.
I lifted my hand to her cheek, pressing my lips against the scar lingering on her cheek
Her hands moved to my t shirt, I pulled them back down and over her head.
She looked at me wide eyed for a moment but I silenced her thoughts with a chaste kiss.
I ran my fingers from her hands, down her arms, over the side of her breasts and down to her waist.
I pulled her slightly further underneath me.
My own hands removed my t-shirt and left it on the floor beside the bed.
Her eyes lingered on my chest and darkened slightly.
I secretly relished in this thought but continued.
I ran my own hands to her nightgown, pulling the bottom hem out from between our legs, she gasped at my touch but lifted her hips in acceptance.
I pushed the gown up to her waist but realised the problem. Her dressing gown was still on.
I lent down to her mouth again, taking her lips in mine. I knew that would get a reaction.
Her hands flew to my neck, gripping my hair infinitely. I used the opportunity to drag the gown off of her shoulders. She giggled at my persuasive technique and softly fell back on the bed, releasing my hair
"You could have just asked" she stated, gazing at me lovingly, leaning up on her elbows
"I didn't want to spoil the mood, plus...I was too busy falling in love with you all over again" I smiled crookedly, watching as her eyes widened and her body rose, meeting mine and catching my lips with hers.
Our lips fitted perfectly, I deepened the kiss and she let me take control, finally.
I took her hands back from behind her head, pulling her onto her knees to match me. She followed obediently, questioning silently with her eyes.
I let my hands fall to her thighs, running the gown up as I traced her body. Her breath caught as I pulled it over her breasts. She lifted her arms to enable me to pull it off comfortably. When I removed it, I put it along with my t-shirt beside the bed. Her arms moved instinctively to hide her body from me.
I placed my hands over hers, don't be silly Bella, I love you infinitely, you're perfect to me
She pulled her hands back slightly and I looked at her body. Bruises lingered on small patches and grazes sharpened each bruise. I hadn't realised how much damage they had done.
I shifted towards her on my knees and cupped her chest softly. She sighed a groan and let her head fall on my shoulder. Her teeth running along my collarbone and shoulder. I shuddered at the damage she could do.
My hands enclosed around her body softly, laying her down once more. Her eyes were hazed and her thoughts lingered on the contact between our bodies.
I sank into her body, kissing her forehead, her cheek, her lips, her jaw, her neck, her breasts, her stomach. She moaned through this, really not helping the growing tightness of my trousers.
When I reached her underwear I saw they were almost in the same state as the ones from earlier. White really isn't a good colour underwear for Bella.
I hooked my fingers in the top of her waistband but her hand flew to mine, stopping me.
"What's wrong?" I asked desperately, running my hands up her side.
She froze for a moment at my touch, shook her head slightly ? And continued...
"You still have you sweat pants on. It would be uneven" she smiled slightly, her eyes dark and hooded gazing at the area she spoke of.
Oh, she rose from her position and pulled at the waistband of my sweats.
They fell to my knees, I quickly pulled them off and tossed them to the side.
Suddenly I felt the embarrassment of the situation, hauling the sheet behind me as I lent forward, leaning over her body.
Don't hide yourself Edward, I love you too much to be denied it all!
Oh don't worry, you're going to get it all Bella, and I mean ALL
I watched her beautiful face as she gulped and swallowed her confidence.
I bent over to touch my lips to hers once again, kissing deeply as she separated her legs for me to snuggle in between.
This girl was perfect...
BPOV
I let him fall between my legs. Every ounce of my body ached to jump against him and take him roughly but I knew this is what he really wanted. I wanted it too, just my body couldn't wait very long.
He pulled the sheet up around us as he advanced on me. I didn't see the point, the curtain was drawn, this room was dimly lit, no-one would come in, if I wasn't allowed to be embarrassed how comes he is?!
I lifted one of my hands, tracing it along his chest
His body shuddered and I knew I wouldn't be completely submissive in this.
As I reached the waistband of his underwear his body fell forward, his lips pushing on mine and holding me down, his hands pushed my legs further apart as he ground his hips into mine.
I let out a huge gasp and gripped him by the shoulders tightly, I may have broken skin, I didn't bother to check.
His eyes dropped to mine and his tongue ran across my bottom lip with slight pressure. I opened my mouth and explored his with my tongue once again. I was about to reach into his underwear when he snatched my arms away, putting them above my head.
Before I could take another breath our underwear was gone.
What?! When the hell did that happen?
I looked down to what he was exclaiming about.
A scar across the join between the inside of my thigh and my hip
It's a scar you retard, now ugh come on!
Bella, why didn't I notice this before? And How on Earth did this happen?!
Oh god Edward! I'm seriously loosing it here, just take me already!
I rolled my eyes, knowing he would continue to quiz me.
I was wrong.
His hand ran along my sex causing me to gasp and grip tightly onto the sheets
Very Well then Isabella
EURGH! Don't call me that
I lunged forward as far as I could to kiss him in earnest.
He moved forward, following the kiss as I moved away, his lips never left mine.
His hands left their position and moved to hold my face with his left hand and hold his weight with his right.
I didn't say a word before he pushed against my core
I gasped and moved to grip him shoulders. Pushing him further into me.
He smirked delicately, brushing my hair before submerging completely into me.
At once again, I felt complete. My pulse began to race and I knew he had that effect on my body. He was the only man who could make my pulse race the way I needed it to.
I winced slightly at the sensation, although I was not exactly a virgin, I hadn't slept with anybody since Edward and before him I hadn't for a while, not once after leaving the sisterhood did I try to act in their ways. I couldn't bare it, I couldn't bare doing it on my own. I would not!
A groan fell from his lips as he pushed, I moaned in return.
"I love you so much Bella" he whispered intently into my hair,
I ran my tongue over the skin of his neck and he shuddered, his whole body shuddering. I moaned at the feel and gripped onto him.
He chuckled slightly, "relax baby" he mumbled against my temple, causing my body to hum from pleasure.
I let my body relax and he waited, running his free hand across my chest and down to my stomach.
I relaxed immediately and he pulled out slowly, pushing back in momentarily.
Everything began to make sense
Why I was here
The reason to stay
What I should be doing all along
I had to control my behaviour
I had to stay here
With Edward
Forever...
Our moans collided as we came together.
I felt every muscle in my body tighten, followed by a dull ache.
Ow
"What is it?" he asked through panting breaths, stroking my face, pulling away from me and settling beside me on the sheets.
"Nothing, just a bit achy that's all"
He sat back up on his elbow, leaning over me, stroking my hair out of my face.
My body felt a little stiff, but I tried to move anyway.
I flinched a little at a pain shooting through my leg.
He quickly stood and reached into the draw beside the bed pulling out wet wipes.
"Who keeps wet wipes in the bed side table?" I asked incredulously, gazing at him as he lingered with the wipes, naked I might add.
"You've got a little ..." I pointed at his manhood, indicating the blood.
His jaw dropped and his eyes opened with a look of pure shock
His eyes dropped back to his member and looked back at me with a hurt look on his face.
The penny dropped
"OH NO!" he smirked slightly, but furrowed his eyebrows and shuffled in his space, reaching for a sheet.
I snatched it away from him and wrapped it around me, standing in front of him.
"Baby, I didn't mean you have a small... you know … I just meant you have a little blood on you!"
"Oh, that's okay then" he still looked unsure
I took the wipes out of his hand an slightly hobbled towards him.
His arms suddenly scooped me up and placed me back on the bed,
"No Bella, your hurting, you can stay still!" he snatched the wipes out of my hand. Removing a few and placing them on the bed.
He ran one wipe across my face and down my neck. Kissing areas after he cleaned away the blooded sweat. He continued going further. Wiping the sheet up my thighs and across my core.
"I can't help feeling like a baby, it's like your wiping my fucking as-"
"Shut up" suddenly a pillow came into contact with my face silencing me.
I pulled it away to see him smirking and sitting over me, cleaning my legs.
He discarded the wipes and took out a new one to wipe himself.
"No wait! I want to do that" I sat up but he had already done it! Bastard
He raised one eyebrow at me and pulled the silk sheets off of the bed, discarding them and reaching to the bottom of the bed, hoisting out fresh silk sheets, that had to be the quickest bed change I had ever seen
Smooth
He smirked at me and reached in his draw for a pair of his boxers. He leaned towards me, moving my feet through the holes in them and pulling them up to my hips. He then brought out a pair for himself and climbed into bed next to me.
"Are you done now? Jesus Edward! Your not my carer!" I laughed gently
"So kill me! I want to pamper my beautiful goddess in our bed and I surely will especially if she is in pain"
"You threw a pillow at me" I smiled
"you wouldn't shut up! And you said I have a small penis" he smirked at this dig and pulled me towards him, and squeezing me softly, pulling the cover up.
"I did not say that! You have a very good penis"
Unfortunately before I could finish my sentence Alice, Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett burst through the door.
As soon as the words escaped my mouth, Edward burst with laughter and I shrank back into the bed.
OH MY FUCKING GOD EDWARD! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!
I...couldn't....hear...them he barely thought through laughter.
"That has to be one of the most disturbing things I have ever heard!" Alice's voice resonated
I peeked up from the covers with apologetic eyes.
Jasper seemed consumed by some emotion whilst gripping onto Alice. Emmett was doubling over with laughter as well as Rosalie.
Oh great
Don't worry baby He gripped me tighter and held me against his chest. Smirking with slight embarrassment.
"Jasper...what's wrong...with you!" Emmett bubbled through laughter.
"Edward? Did you hunt in here ?"
FUCK! THE BLOOD!
I immediately felt bad and awkward even more
"Bella perspires blood"
"What!" he asked incredulously along with Rosalie.
I decided to speak up and save my embarrassment
"Yeah, all my bodily fluids are blood, I cry blood, I sweat blood so on so forth!" I huffed it out in one breath.
"I can see the need for the sheets" Rosalie added with a wink towards me
Bonding? Rosalie was bonding with me? SHIT OFF!!
wow, she must like you now
tell me about it
"Okay guys, we should give you some privacy" Rosalie summoned, "HEY SPAZPER! Get out! Your in the doorway!" Rosalie called up the line of siblings.
Alice waved whilst shaking her head, as if trying to shake away the visions and memories. She pulled Jasper with her. Emmett bounded out of the door laughing as if nothing had happened. Rosalie winked and looked at me before leaving. "you and me! We're having a chat tomorrow!" she snickered before leaving.
I rolled over onto Edward's chest
"I'm embarrassed Edward!" his hand reached out to stroke my hair
He chuckled slightly, "Don't be honey, just forget about it, the amount of times I've walked in on Alice and Jasper is enough to haunt me for life! And don't even get me started on Emmett, they actually broke a house...BROKE a house! Actually I don't even want to think about it!"
Sadly I was falling asleep before he finished, he laughed as I snuggled into his chest.
"Sleep my love, dream happy dreams, I'll hold onto you all night. You're not going anywhere baby, you're mine for good"
I smiled into sleep, resting against the most beautiful man in the world.
Edward Cullen
Edward
My Edward
SOO A BIT OF FLUFF … oh and I let Rosalie become nice hope you don't mind :P
I'm ending this next chapter because I think it's time to finish
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