Thursday, 17th December
Today's Geography was quite enjoyable. (Isn't it obvious? I'm sitting next to Jack, remember…) It's almost painful how much we have in common, even if it isn't visible at first sight. Teacher played us a video about European volcanoes with some instrumentals in the background, so we were both guessing which film soundtrack it sounded like.
Jack then asked me if I know some soundtrack composer (How can I not remember which one? I always remember the dumbest details of my conversation with Jack. How can I not remember. But he knew the musician! Oh god. Just when you think Jack can't surprise you with anything, he comes up with something only to prove you wrong.)
Anyway, he asked me if I know him, and when he found out I did, he gave me that look and said: "You're perfect."
I have the feeling I should have been screaming internally What do I say?! but I was oddly calm. "No one ever told me that."
"You don't say it just to anyone."
Well. Have I already complained about how we hardly ever speak without a joking voice? It sounds like we are kidding half of the time. Or better, like we mean what we say, but we're not very serious about it, like we are just teasing more than anything else.
If I haven't, I'm complaining now. I like how our conversations are laid-back and comfortable, but sometimes it's nearly killing me.
Like today.