You saved me now love me. Chapter 21
The process to adopt Nero took about a year and was finally approved last month. Me and Jeff are still going strong it is almost two years. Next week it will be two years. He had surgery on his knee and it went fantastic. He is back and better then ever. So to speak. Shannon and me are good. He is still my brother. Love him to death and the next well no not the next time he fell but the next time he needed stitches we got him hot pink ones. I knew he would get hurt so I made sure they had some. Me and Amy shocking as it is are getting along great she is a best friend to me now. Her and Matt are doing good. Erika is doing good with her horse planning to go to the next Olympics. Syd and John are now married. I am happy for them and she is training to become a Diva. Me and Chris have been friendly. Talk to him at least once a month. He is sorry about what he did but we put that behind up. Jeff doesn't like that I talk to him but I would never hang out with him again so he is happy. Little Nero is just like his 'Daddy' he learned how to walk a few weeks ago and hasn't slowed a bit down he drives me crazy sometimes but I would not have it any other way. Me and Jeff moved in together in to my house two months after he had surgery. We are happy how we are. Well he is. I want to get married before I am 30. I am now 27 but oh well. I am planning to also be in the Olympics again next time but I don't mine if I don't get to. Once is enough but I would love to again.
"where is your kid? He got paint all over my shirts" Jeff said pretty pissed. "so when he does something bad he is my kid? When he was calling you daddy last night you had no problem saying he was yours to." I shot at him. He makes me really angry sometimes whenever Nero does something bad or something Jeff doesn't like he becomes my son but when he is good it all changes to 'oh that's my boy' uh what gives? "And I thought he was with you. You where suppose to watch him." I said "I uh well I was. For a while." he said looking down. "Well what do you expect you have out almost two year old boy in a room full of paint and your not paying attention to him?" I asked without letting him answer I got up when I saw Nero peak his head around the wall and walked over to him. He was covered in paint. His short hair covered with blue and green. Yellow and red all over his body. The boy was a mess. "Oh Nero baby what did you do?" I asked him. "You know he is not going to answer back right?" I hear Jeff say under his breath. "Jeff I highly suggest you shut up. NOW!" I said picking up Nero and walking to the bathroom to get all the color off my baby. "Shit" Jeff said under his breath and walked out side slamming the door. It was so loud it scared Nero and he started crying. "Oh baby come to mommy are you ok?' I said holding his and rocking him. He stopped crying so I bathed him and put Pjs on him and put him down for a nap.
I went down stairs to see Jeff smoking out back. I sigh I hate fighting with him. This is the maybe third time I have but I still hate fighting with him. I walked out with out him noticing me and go up to his ear and say. "Smoking kills" well I scared him out of his skin. "Damn women what the hell is wrong with you?" he asked holding his heart. "I was just messing around chill." I said before walking out to see Ziggy. "My son is sleeping up stairs if you hear him cry come get me." I said as I was walking. I knew if he cried he would check on him but I wanted go make him mad. Correction madder. don't get me wrong we are happy he is just UGH! Knows how to push my buttons and he pushes them. To much. I was in the ring jumping when I see Jeff come down to me. And go in to get a horse. When he came back I looked at him giving him a questioning look. "Who is watching Nero?" I asked. "Shannon just got here." he told me. I nodded my head and started to set more jumps up. Jeff sighed and followed me. "Kara come here." he asked. "Jeffrey I am busy if you cant see areas. What do you need?" I asked not willing to give him the time of day. Hey! What can I say I am pigheaded. "Come on we need to talk." he said. "Talk" I simply said. "What is wrong with us? We don't do anything anymore. You barley travel I don't see you much." he said his voice upset. "Jeff you think I do not know? I don't travel because I want to take care of Nero will he is a little older until I come back to traveling non stop." I said. Nero will be two years in a little but so its not a long wait. "Yea I know but I can not wait I want to see you all the time. Both of you." I said. "Jeff I understand but you need to understand that I have to put him first." I told him as I propped up a jump to four feet. "But if it makes you any better I will go back to traveling when you leave next week." I said to him. I say him instantly perk up. "Really?" he asked. "No Jeff I am going to just tell you that get your hopes up then no go. Yes really." I said laughing. I am very sarcastic if you cant already tell. "well I will go and get two more tickets to Canada then" he said a smile plastered on to his face.
I hope I am making the right choose. What id Nero is not ready to be around all these wrestlers no doubt they will be teaching him things that little boys should not know. Oh what am I saying? It will be Fanfuckingtastic!