[Jacob's P.O.V]
Over the few weeks Nessie's body healed and she was able to move around. Of course no one would let her do to much even though she insisted. But the more and more the days went by the more nervous she seemed to be. It wasn't until one night when she was finally healed. We were laying there in the tangled sheets, in our dark room that she looked up at me with worried eyes.
"What's wrong?" I sighed her frowning. I then smoothed the lines on her fore head searching her eyes. "You worried about the fight?" I sighed her nodding before burying her face into my neck. "It's two weeks away Jake." she whispered. Her voice broken. "Ness it'll be okay." I sighed. Tightening my arms around her.
She shook her head sniffling. "You don't know that. God we nearly lost last time Jake!" I sighed. "It's different now." "Your right it is. What about the kids hungh what are we suppose to do." she whimpered. "They will be safe you know that." she sighed and nodded. "What if I can't fight." she whispered making my body tense. "I'll protect you." I reassured her making her shake her head. "I'm not worried about me Jake." she sighed.
Of course not. She was never worried about herself. She was like Bella in that way. Her attention was focused on us. Not herself. "Ness-" "No Jake you can protect me but what if something happens and you get hurt who will protect you!" she snapped. Tears collecting in her eyes now. I sighed and she sat up wrapping the sheet around her upper body.
"I can't loose anybody again Jake. Not again. We just got every one back. I have only had my parents for three months. I mean are we being punished for what I am? Some part human part demon!" "Ness." I sighed shaking my head, she was getting to worried. "Your not a demon." I chuckled her glaring at me as I sat up. "A demon is soulless Jake." she sniffled. ''you think you don't have a soul?" I asked her shrugging.
"Where is all this coming from?" I laughed and she sniffled with a frown. I was reading some of grandpa's books and I read the older one. It made me start thinking maybe we really are souless jake. Maybe because of what we are God is punishing us." she whispers and my eyes scan her face.
"Do you not think your parents are soul less?" I asked. "No of course they have one!" she snapped making me smile slightly. Wrapping my arms around her bringing her closer to me. "Okay then. Ness you have a heart beat. You have body heat. You can have children. You have blood flowing through your veins. If your parents have a soul so do you." I sighed her sighing. ''Then why does this have to happen again? Can we not be happy?" she growled the tears now spilling down her cheeks,
"Nessie. I don't belive God is 'punishing' us okay. From the things I was taught by my mother that isn't the way it works." I chuckle and feel the small sting of pain thinking about those short years with my mother. Nessie sighed and touched my cheek seeing the sadness in my eyes. " Now come on. You know that's not it. We have to get rid of the volturi some how. They need to whipped out other wise we will be on the run forever do you really want to do that to the kids?" I sighed. She shook her head looked down before I laid down pulling her with me, Letting her rest her head on my chest, "We will win this and set things right from the damage they have done. It provide a better future for us all." I whispered in her hair.
I sighed feeling her breathing in and nodding. "How do you always know what to say?" she smiles looking up at me. Meeting my eyes. I shrugged with a smirk. "I don't know, I just know what helps you and makes you happy." I smiled her grinning. "Yeah that's it." she laughed. "Hey I'm awesome, I always know what to say and do, so laugh if you will." I teased.
She laughed and rolled her chocolate eyes at me. " Don't get to confident there." she giggled before pressing her lips to mine. I chuckled against her lips pulling her against me. "Not to confident just arrogant." I smile pulling back causing her to laugh and shake her head.