It was not my choice to take this route,
That you must understand,
All I ever wanted,
Was to stay and hold your hand,
But now I find myself in new land,
One which is rather bland,
Without you here to plan,
My world is empty,
Quite literally so,
And I can't help but cry out,
"Oh woe, where is my beau?"
At night I dream of skin so tanned,
Hair of sand,
Of my beautiful man,
Who's surrounding my thoughts,
And controlling my day,
I see every word you say,
Every tear you cry,
Forgive me that I did not say g'bye.
Not many men like you passed by,
Dressed in white tie,
Offering me kisses,
In reply,
When I say "You're a real good guy,
But maybe I should jus' fly on by"
But now I have,
And I'm livin' on the sly,
Watching your life,
Slip and slid,
Crumble away.
Oh why did I think you'd be okay?
Soon you'll join me,
You'll stray away,
No matter how much I pray.
Through foul play,
You'll cause your body to decay.
One day,
It'll happen,
Mark my word,
For the raven bird heard,
That your death will be quite absurd.
There'll be no more carrying tea trays,
With soufflés,
No more arranging buffets,
And saying "good day",
As Lords and Lady's make way,
Give you lousy pay,
Day by day,
Your mind
It'll break away,
Disobey,
Start to fray,
And before you know,
You've mentally rot,
Close to the grave,
To far gone for me to save.
When you sink,
Into your ocean of despair,
When your to sick to care,
They won't even stop and stare,
Oh no,
Not today.
They'll never know where you went,
They'll think you were grumpy,
And hell bent.
They'll think you ran away,
Think you couldn't stay,
But in reality you went,
And died,
And oh lord how I cried.
But now you're in my arms,
Safe from harm,
And I no longer mourn your death,
And with a certain alarm,
I can see now,
This was your salvation.
Just want to say thank you to everyone who's read this highly unconventional, love story! Also thank you to everyone who favourited, followed and reviewed, I hope I wasn't the causer of too much anger and pain!
Yeah so, thank you
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