Don't own anything. This is pretty my angst just a warning. Oh and I borrowed a Molly Clock from Scrubs.

'What is Love?' Chapter Twenty one "Untitled"

Rachel looked up from the picture of the blonde that broke her heart to the door when she heard a knock, and shoved it back in her journal before the door opened.

It was Molly and a dark haired girl that walked in. "Rachel this is your roommate Clarissa, Clarissa this is Rachel she just arrived today."

"What's up." the raven haired girl called out in a fake voice.

Rachel nodded back to her.

"Here Rachel, these" Molly walked to the girl's closet opening it to show a bunch of white and light blue scrub like clothes, and tom shoes, or at least they looked like them. "Are your clothes that you must wear while you are here. Go ahead and change were going to have a session then dinner. Clarissa will take you when your done."

Rachel nodded heading into the bathroom, she emerged moments later to see Clarissa sitting on the thin white bed.

"I feel like a putz in this." Rachel murmered putting her hair in a light pony that draped down her shoulder.

Clarissa furrowed her eyebrows "You a Jew?"

Rachel nodded "Why is that a problem?"

Clarissa chuckled "No, no it's not does the fact I'm bi, does that freak you out?"

"Nope." Rachel stated.

"Good lets go, I'm fucking starving in this hoe."

Rachel chuckled following her roommate out the door and down the hall.

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"Rachel" Molly brightened standing up. Clarissa cleared her throat making Molly chuckle "And you too Clarissa."

"Guys this is Rachel, Rachel this is Scout," Scout had fiery straight red hair, and a bitch face on. "Hayley," Hayley had orange hair and green eyes. "Victoria," she had very short black hair and blue eyes. Rachel looked over to the last girl "and this is Annie." Rachel had no idea why but this one girl made her intrigued. She had layered black hair and dark brown eyes.

"So Rachel...why did you try and off yourself?" Annie asked her.

"Annie! That was highly uncalled fo-"

"Many reasons...and you?" Rachel asked Annie never breaking eye contact, or facial expression.

"I didn't, I just didn't stop drinking." she said back, slightly taken back by Rachel's bluntness.

"Here Rachel, come sit down." Molly smiled gesturing to a seat.

Rachel sat down as a nurse brought her plate it was Salisbury steak with mash potato's and white rice. She stared down at the steak, her face growing green. She felt like she was going to throw up.

Clarissa saw Rachel's face and grabbed her plate putting her steak on her plate and her mash potato's and rice on Rachel's.

"Thanks." Rachel said giving Clarisa a half smile.

"No problemo." she grinned taking a bite of the steak.

"Are you a vegeartian Rachel?" Hayley asked.

"Vegan actually." Rachel replied.

"Me too" Hayley smiled.

"I'm a vegetarian." Victoria smiled

"Meat sucks!" Scout said taking a bite out of a green bean and throwing her fist in the air.

Annie shrugged "It keeps me skinny."

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After they were all done eating before Rachel left Annie caught up to her "Hey can I talk to you for a sec?"

Rachel nodded "Sure."

"Look I'm sorry for being such a bitch earlier, I should never have asked that."

Rachel nodded looking down "It's okay." she said looking back up. "I'll see you tomorrow." Rachel said walking past her.

"Goodnight." Annie said watching her walk away.

"Night." Rachel said back.

Once Rachel finally got in bed Clarissa looked over to her and asked "Are you banging doctor Clock?"

"What? No! What made you think that?"

Clarissa just chuckled "Sorry it's just she seems like she's into you. I wouldn't blame you if you are."

"Dude I'm not fucking doctor Clock alright."

"Alright jeez sorry" Clarissa laughed. "I would though she's hot...would you?"

"No."

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Things at the Berry house were extremely quiet and depressing. Jim and Jonah did their best to keep things nice for Quinn. When the Berry men busied them selves with work Quinn looked for adoptive parents, but school...school was rough.

Brittany didn't talk or even look at Santana, but when she would walk by Quinn she would always shove her with her shoulder. She knew that would always get Quinn.

Finn would scowl at Quinn and every chance he got.

Puck was the only one who hung around Quinn, but she knew it was just because he was tolerating her. She was nothing more to him than the carrier.

All the gleeks who didn't know what happened were all confused by Brittany's coldness towards the Latina, and the pregnant girl, and also kept asking where Rachel was. They wouldn't stop asking Quinn where she was.

The teachers were the only ones who knew.

"Mr Shue?" Artie called out.

"Yes Artie."

"Where is Rachel? Did she quit? It's been like a week and we haven't heard a thing...Do you know anything?"

"Yeah, and what are we going to do about Sectionals? It's in like three weeks." Mercedes asked.

"Rachel might not be here for sectionals." Mr Shue said running his hand through his hair.

"So you do know where she is?" The diva stated.

Mr Shue sighed "Yes I do."

"Well then where is she?" Kurt snapped.

"It's none of your business!" Brittany, Santana, Finn, Puck, and Quinn all snapped.

"So yall do know where Rachel is." Mercedes said.

Quinn sighed rubbing her temples feeling stressed. "Please...just let it go."