"He raped her." I said looking down at her.
Its okay, son. I will help. And please don't do anything rash. "Take her to your room and I'll be right there, but you must stay out." I nodded and ran her over to my room. I sat her on my bed and kissed her forehead.
"Edward, don't leave me." She grabbed my hand as hard as she could.
I looked in her her eyes and saw the tears forming. I knelt beside the bed, squeezing her hand. I opened my mouth to say 'I wont,' but Carlisle walked through the door and stopped where he was when he saw me. Edward, you must leave, son. He thought in his head. I kept staring into Bella's eyes and ignored him. Edward, I told you in my office that you must stay out. Now, I know your listening to my thoughts. I would listen or you will be embarrassed. That didnt sound like Carlisle but I listened.
I kissed her forehead one more time and went to stand up, but Bella grabbed my shirt with her free hand. "No." She whispered closing her eyes, trying to make the tears stay back, but she wasn't fast enough. I brought my hand up and she flinched back and covered her face with her hands.
I put my hand to my side and whisperd to her forgeting, at the moment, that Carlisle was standing at the doorway. "Bella I would never hit you. You must know that. I love you to much." I brought my hand back up and she tried not to move, I brushed the tears away with my thumb. "I must go, but I will came back right away."
I stood again and she once again grabbed for my shirt. "Stay."
I couldn't stand to look at her face, it would hurt me to see her crying because of what he did to her. I hated the face that he was making her look like this. What did Bella every do to him that made him do this? Whatever it was I want to bring Bella to justice, but I promised not to tell anyone. The only other one that would know is Carlisle.... And Alice? Does she know about all of this? She must. Did she see this happening? If she did... She will pay for Bella. She shouldn't have to be put through this. Shes only 17 for gods sake.
Instead I looked over at Carlisle. He sighed in his head. She is allowed to choose who ever she wants in the room and she chooses you. So your allowed to stay. Just... Don't look, Edward. I nodded.
He walked over to the bed. He had a clipboard, he looked like he was in the hospital, not his home. I knelt back down next to her and took her hand. This could be a little akward. Carlisle thought. "Bella, please remove your clothing."
My head snapped to Carlisle face. Sorry, son, it needs to be done. I turned back to Bella. Our little exchange was so short that the words just sank in now. "No! Get away! No!" She shouted sitting up. "Stay away from me! Don't touch me! I want to leave!" She tried to stand up but I kept her sitting.
"No, Bella. He won't hurt you. He's nice. He wants to make sure you okay." I said softly trying to hide my own hurt.
"No, please." She sobbed and started shaking.
I looked up at Carlisle with pleading eyes. Its all I can do. If she wants she can go to the hospital and be checked out by a female. Or she can go unchecked and just hope for the best. He said not meeting my stare, but looking at Bella.
I looked back at her and her lip was quivering. If you listened carefully you could her her whispering 'I'm not worth it. I'm not worth it...'
"Bella, don't say that. You are worth it. I love you and so does the family."
"They wont like me once they find out." She said in a hushed rush.
"Yes they will Bella. Close to the same thing happened to one of our family members."
She slightly moved her head to look at me, but she refused to look at Carlisle. "Really?" She asked not raising her voice and I nodded. "Who? What happened?"
I didn't really want to tell her the story because its not my place, but maybe it will give her courage. And I wont go into detail. "It happened to Rosalie. She was engaged and one night he was drunk and he raped her in the street. Carlisle found her dieing in the rode so he took her back to the house and changed her. If he didn't she would have die." I made a long story short, but Bella looked a little braver.
"So your gonna... change me?" She asked raising an eyebrow.
Okay, I was thinking. This is way different from the whole sport thing, so should I delete the first few chapter and write one long one in its place? So this is just a relationship that Bella's abused and Edward falls in love with her. I could kinda rewrite most of the story and keep the most recent chapters. What do you think?
Please do my poll for this story please. Its kinda a big thing.
