I probably already mentioned this but I HATE UPDATING FROM MY PHONE!

oh and DISCLAIMER: i do not own Inuyasha.

Kagomes POV:

I was ecstatic after Rin left, I was going to have an older sister! I looked at Inuyasha who was still sulking over the fact that he wasn't getting any tonight and giggled, "mate how long are you planning on pouting?"

He shrugged, "how long are you planning on depriving me of my manly needs?"

I burst out laughing, "manly needs? Really Inu-baby? Am I such an awful mate that I deprive you of pleasure and fail to please you?"

I was kidding but Inuyasha seemed to take me seriously, he frowned and his ears wilted to his head, "No...don't ever say that kidding or not. Your a wonderful mate and even as a joke the idea of you being anywhere near horrible is ridiculous."

I blushed, "Awe baby...don't say things like that its not fair!"

He looked at me strangely, "not fair?"

I nodded vigorously, "mmmhhmm it makes me want to wrap my arms around you and never let go. you cant just make me want you in every way after I tell you that there will be no," I glanced at Shippo who was splashing happily playing with his inflatable basketball pool toy, "...loving tonight."

Inuyasha raised a brow at me, smiling, "loving? bitch there is always loving with us."

As if to prove a point he dove under the water quickly swimming over and pulling me under, my eyes widened as he sealed his lips over mine. I smiled into the kiss as he resurfaced, pulling me up with him, "Inu! don't scare me like that!"

He leaned over and nuzzled my neck chuckling, "why not? your cute when your scared and you pull me closer, and I like being as close to you as I can get."

I giggled and tugged his ear, distracted by the velvety feeling I rubbed it lightly, eliciting a whine from him. My eyes widened in realization and his hands moved from my waist to my ass, He squeezed my rump as he pulled me closer. I squeaked in surprise and spared a look at Shippo who was still trying to get his ball into the inflatable hoop, I half whisper half hissed at him, "Inu! stop!" He ignored me and nuzzled his ear into my hand, silently telling me to continue. when I didn't he growled lightly and picked me up, forcing me to wrap my legs around his waist. The moment he had my legs wrapped around him his hands found their place back onto my ass and he ground into me, nipping and licking at my neck. I bit back a moan and prayed his sinfully skilled tongue would not find my mate mark, "Inuyasha!"

He pulled away from my neck panting, a needy look in his eyes, "what?"

I rolled my eyes, relived he had stopped grinding into me and allowed me to regain coherent thought, "our pup."

He glanced at Shippo, "he's fine."

"you where this close to ripping off my bikini bottoms," I held up one of my hands and showed him my thumb and pointer finger, about an inch apart.

He nipped at my finger, "your the one who was rubbing my ears. I warned you about that and nothing happened so its fine."

I wiggled a bit causing him to groan, "not fine Inuyasha, you still have a little problem."

He rolled his eyes, "Mate, my problem is not little, you of all people should know that."

I blushed wildly, "Inuyasha your such a friggin pervert!"

"Kagome your such a friggin sexy little vixen I cant help but be a pervert."

"o-oh hush," I swatted his chest lightly, "just get your mind out of the gutter."

He whined, "but mate I cant get my mind outa the gutter after you touch me like that all I can think about is you under me screa-"

"shush! fine!"

Inuyasha grinned at me brilliantly, "so your gonna fix my problem?"

"no! I mean, yes. wait...ugh...maybe later."

He raised a brow at me and smirked, clearly amused by my current state of confusion. I simply huffed and swam off to go play with Shippo.

Inuyasha POV:

I watched my mate swim off to go play with our pup, A surge of desire ran through me as she stood, looking like a goddess in her shimmery blue bikini. I shouldn't have let her swim off...I wanted nothing more than to have her back in my arms, her small body pressed against mine. I smiled as Shippo scored a point in their little basketball game and Kagome did a little dance. Shippo laughed and splashed her, causing her to squeal and pick him up, spinning them both around before dropping into the water. It was adorable, the way she was around children, probably one of the reasons I fell in love with her. She giggled again and then caught my stare, She grinned at me and wiggled her fingers before going back to her game. It was almost possible for me to believe that everything was perfect. almost. There was still Naraku after all and we had to meet my father in an hour to figure out how we are going to find him and eliminate him. I sighed and tried to shake the thoughts away, needing to focus on my beautiful mate instead of what happens if we cant find Naraku.

apparently I wasn't aloud to think about anything else because the next thing i knew, Kagome's arms where wrapped around me, she looked at me worried, "whats wrong baby?"

I smiled down at her and kissed her forehead, "nothings wrong mate...just relax okay?"

She frowned, "I could say the same to you mister, I was helping Shippo dry off when your stress hit me like a ton of bricks."

I looked up to see Shippo standing at the edge of the pool, looking just as worried as Kagome, great I was so focused on my thoughts I didn't even notice what was going on around me. I stroked Kagome's wet hair, "Im just thinking about the future babe don't worry."

She narrowed her beautiful blue eyes at me, "The future? your that stressed about the future? don't lie to me mate."

I wasn't lying, not really. Sure the past few day's I had been working with everyone else to figure out what was happening Without her knowing...but she had never asked if I was and I never brought it up, thats not a lie right? and the next three days is our future, so thats not a lie, right? "Im not lying mate."

It sounded like a lie to the both of us. She shook her head at me and hauled herself out of the pool, "Im not going to even bother trying to get into that head of yours, I shouldn't have to. you should be able to tell me, you know trust me as your mate? Ill be with Shippo if you need me," She glared at me, "which you shouldn't until you decide to be honest. and talk to me." without another word she grabbed her towel, picked up Shippo and walked off.

I stared at the doors for a moment before getting out of the pool and grabbing a towel, now that I had throughly pissed off my mate I might as well go see my dad early. I walked down the halls until I reached his office, I knocked once knowing my mother was on the other side and would freak if dad just randomly told me to come in. she always insisted we act a bit more human and did things other than go by sent. once I got the okay I walked in and flopped down onto one of the plush chairs. My dad glared, clearly angry I was dripping water all over the room. I just shrugged at his look, "so you got anything?"

It was my mothers turn to glare, "Inu-boo Where is your mate."

I shrugged again.

My father clasped his hands together and regarded me thoughtfully, "You made her angry didn't you son?"

"Feh!"

My mother promptly hit me over the head, "INUYASHA!"

"OW MOM!"

She sent me a glare that clearly told me to shut up, "what did you do to upset her?!"

I chose to ignore her question, "so dad, about Naraku..."

"answer your mother son."

damn it.."I might have lied to her."

Both my parents starred at me as if I came from another planet, My mother frowned, "you aren't supposed to lie to your mate Inu-boo you know that."

"...Yeah."

"Kagome gave up a lot to be with you honey."

I looked at the floor, "I know."

"as far as I know she hasn't lied to you once and dove straight into doing whatever she could to help you, she must be hurt that you felt the need to lie to her."

I felt my ears recede to my skull. my mom was right of course Kagome took everything the world threw at her while she was with me. she so desperately wanted peace between the two races, how often would she bring it up as she cuddled against me? I never missed the dreamy look in her eyes as she would lay with me and talk about the brilliant future when this was over and we could all have peace, the moment i saw that hope in her eyes i swore I would show her the world she so desired. part of me simply wanted to show her that world, not let her help make it. I didn't want to risk my mate getting hurt so instead I would meet everyone to hunt down damn terrorists at night, a twinge of guilt went through me as I thought back to when I would leave her alone in my bed every night, at least once id left only minutes after we made love. Another surge of guilt passes through me...if my mate knew I had been leaving her at night she would be devastated, it was practically incoded into her brain to seek her alphas warmth and safety at night even in the safety of their home. sleep was a very vulnerable place and its my job to protect her and be there just in case yet I was gone every night...that would so not go over very well, just thinking about her teary blue eyes made me cringe, "y-yeah I know mom."

my mother drummed her fingers on my fathers desk, "then why on earth are you sitting in your fathers office, be a man and make things right."

I sighed and stood from the chair, my mothers message was loud and clear, if I didn't grow a pair she would kill me. I waved a silent goodbye over my shoulder as I exited the room.

I found Kagome sitting in the game room with Shippo and her brother, the two boys glanced up from their game as I walked in but she completely ignored my existence, determined to read her magazine. I took a deep breath and mentally prepared myself, praying I didn't manage to upset her more, "Mate..."

She turned the page of her magazine, a frown staining her delicate features.

"Kagome, I need to talk to you."

her gaze flicked up to me for about a split second before returning to her oh so interesting magazine, "about?"

"earlier?"

She looked at me again, this time her gaze lingering, I could feel her anger and worry through out connection, "you don't sound so sure about that."

I glanced at the two boys, who I was sure had at least one ear on me and Kagome, "Im sure babe...can we?" I gestured to the door.

She nodded and got up, leading me out of the room and down the hall. She stopped and turned around, "what?"

Not the most convenient or private place for a conversation but I would take what I could get, "first off, Im sorry mate I should never have lied to you."

She looked at me for a second as if trying to detect any lie, I felt a twinge of pain go through me at the fact she was now questioning me, finally she must have been satisfied because she nodded, "okay, no you shouldn't have. I love you and will forgive you of course but I want to know why and whats really bothering you."

I felt relief wash over me as she squeezed my hand, then I told her. I told her about my worries when it came to her safety and what would happen if we failed to stop Naraku, My desire to keep her as far away from any danger as possible, and then I told her about my leaving every night.

That...did not go well. She looked at me for about half a second before I felt her miko energy crackling in the air, she looked like she wanted to hit me, cry, scream, and run at the same time. she also looked confused, she probably didn't understand why she was so effected. she took a shaky breath and tried to look me in eye, "Y-you should k-know, that im not one to j-just sit there...and w-why did you leave?"

"I told you-"

She let a tiny sob escape, I hated seeing her like that, confused and totally lost, "I know that...but..wh-why?"

I growled at myself in frustration, "I just wanted this to be over with, I wanted you to have that world you wanted."

"s-so you left me alone at night?"

"yes...mate and I shouldn't have, I know that you instinctively rely on me for protection while your vulnerable and that leaving you as you slept is awful. I never should have done that, I wont ever again I'm so sorry babe." half afraid she would reject me I reached for her hand.

She let me take her hand and I ran my thumb over her knuckles. She tugged me closer to her and wrapped her arms around me, trying to calm herself down, "Promise?"

"I promise."

She nodded, "okay...are you gonna let me help now?"

I hesitated for a second, "...only if you promise to stay by me in any dangerous situation if any should arise." she nodded into my chest. and I let out a breath I didn't know I had been holding, "good...then shall we?"

She nodded and took my hand as we walked to my fathers office, we were the last ones there. when we stepped into the room Miroku raised a brow, "a bit underdressed aren't we Inuyasha?"

I rolled my eyes, "feh. your hands occupied by something other than Sango's ass isn't it Miroku?"

Kagome swatted my bare chest before looking at Sango and Miroku, she then proceeded to try to break my ears by shrieking, "OH MY GODS YOU GUYS ARE HOLDING HANDS WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED!?"

I flinched away from Kagome, "OWE BABE!"

Kagome silenced instantly and pulled me closer as if making sure I was okay, "oops! sorry Inu-baby!"

I simply nodded and licked her cheek to tell her it was okay, She smiled at me before looking at Sango expectantly. Sango blushed, "well...we are kind of dating now.."

She squealed again, quiter this time, "thats great! Rin and Sesshomaru and Now you and Miroku!" she swirled around to my mother, "Izayoi! your house has got to be magic!"

I covered up my scoff with a cough and chuckled at the confused looks everyone was giving us. Rin looked happy and Sesshomaru was sending my mate a death glare, causing me to growl at him. He flicked his gaze to me for a second before stepping towards Kagome, "where did you get that idea insolent girl?"

I snarled at him and pulled Kagome behind me when he took another step, Kagome peeked at him from around me, "Rin said the two of you where to be mates, don't stubbornly deny it, just think about how happy she would be. besides Rin is a beautiful female, she may be small but she's strong. Im sure she would give you great pups, worthy of your family's name."

I looked at my mate in surprise, is she trying to convince him? deciding on trying to find out I looked into her head, sure enough my clever little mate's mind was working a mile a minute trying to find the best way to give her friend a happy ending. She must of caught my prodding into her head because she turned and winked at me.

Rin and Sango gave Kagome a thumbs up from across the room while my parents where looking at her impressed, Miroku just looked amused. My brother seemed to think for a moment before answering, "no human can give me worthy pups, they would be hanyo."

Kagome's anger flared along with her miko and I tried to sooth her anger through our connection, knowing she would hate herself if she made things worse for Rin and my brother. After she calmed down enough she smirked at him, eyes narrowed, "whats the matter Sesshomaru afraid your bloods not strong enough to make a decent pup? worried you would make a weak hanyo because you cant live up to your fathers blood, the blood that helped..create Inuyasha? worried that unless your child was full demon it would grow up weaker than your so called worthless brother?"

Collective gasps around the room, even from my usually calm father. I grinned proudly, attacking the blood my brother valued most, indeed my mate was a smart one. Sesshomaru took her bait within seconds, "This Sesshomaru's pups would never be weaker than my half breed brother, even if they where hanyo."

Kagome nodded in understanding, "Ah I see so your not man enough to take on Rin, afraid you can't satisfy?"

I couldn't resist I sent a quick mental message to my mate "gods I fucking love you."

Her smirk widened as she glanced at me, "attacking his manhood seemed like a good motivator glad you agree."

It was a good motivator...but also a good instigator, my brother's eyes flashed red and he bared his fangs at her in an unusual display of emotion, I snarled in warning. If he took another step towards my mate I would kill him, luckily he regained his composure a moment later, "Inuyasha I suggest you keep your...mate quite."

I growled at him again as Kagome gave a sharp laugh, "HA! I would like to see you try! I could purify your ass in seconds! just man up and take your mate. it wont get better even after this is over if thats what your thinking. your going to want to be near her."

Sesshomaru regarded her for a moment in almost an admiring way, it was better than his death glare but I still didn't like it. His face returned cold again before he turned to my father, "we gathered here to talk of Naraku."

Kagome giggled and winked at Rin before leaning against me. as we all settled in my father plunged into a detailed description of Narku's plans that they knew so far along with is whereabouts. when the conversation was finished I let Kagome from the room and down the hall, "Sooo...we set out tomorrow...anything you wanna do?"

She smiled at me, "well we have a few hours before Shippo comes to are room for our little sleepover, can we go to our room and chill?"

I smiled back and nodded, when we reached my room I flopped down on the couch and switched on the t.v. a few minutes passed and I started to wonder where my mate was when a warm sensation on one of my ears sent a jolt of pleasure down my spine, I felt my eyes roll into the back of my head as a needy whimper escaped my throat. before I could get any needier I turned around to see Kagome smiling at me I felt my eyes widen in shock as I took her in...in all of her naked glory, "K-Kagome?"

She smiled and leaned toward me licking my ear once before taking it to her mouth and sucking lightly, she pulled away and giggled softly, "I said I would take care of your problem right?"

I growled in approval as she took my ear back into her mouth, rubbing the other one with her fingers.

Kagome POV:

I could not believe I was doing this, I walked out of the bathroom naked, dead set on..relieving my mate of the stress I could feel building through our connection. I knew nothing could relive him like a little..rub down. I figured it was best if I didn't give him anything to rip off when he got too needy and decided that i needed to do more than just rub his ears. I walked up behind him and slowly licked one of his ears before taking it into my mouth. I couldn't help but remember what happened in the orphanage when I rubbed his ears before as he whimpered in needy pleasure. I felt tell tale heat pool between my thighs, he turned to look at me, his eyes widening as he took him my bare body, "K-Kagome?"

I smiled and went to work on his ears again before deciding to give him a reason for my random naked moment, I giggled, "I said I would take care of your problem right?"

His approving growl was enough to keep me going, I let go out of shock when he lifted me up and placed me on his lap. I bit my lip at the feeling of his very apparent arousal straining through his pants. I flushed, relativity happy he hadn't changed out of his swim trunks...those would be easier to get off when the time came, the less time we wasted while he was heated the better...my mate was never patient, he was less so when he wanted to rut. I shook myself out of my thoughts as a demanding growl sounded through the room and Inuyasha bucked his hips into mine. I quickly latched back onto his ears rubbing from base to tip. I would be lying if I said I didn't enjoy his needy whines and pants, wondering if it made any difference I removed one of my hands and replaced it with my mouth, sucking the tip of the soft appendage gently. His reaction was instantaneous, he gripped my hips and ground my heated core onto his erection growling in pleasure, "gods Kagome!"

I mentally cheered myself on for my little success moaning when Inuyasha shifted one of his hands to my ass, giving it a light smack when I slowed down. I happily sped up again, becoming needier as he ground into me, I was getting just as impatient as he was. I reached a hand down to loosen the strings on his swim trunks, he growled again in approval panting against my neck, licking at my mate mark. I moaned and sucked a little harder, causing him to lick a little faster. both of us where becoming hotter by the second and I couldn't take it much longer, apparently Inuyasha felt the same because seconds later he was completely naked and sliding me down onto his length. I threw my head back and moaned, rocking my hips against him, still rubbing one of his ears as he continued to attack my mate mark, "INU!"

He growled again and let go of my mark, licking his way up my neck and kissing me harshly, his tongue diving past my lips to meet with mine. I let go of his ear and moaned, rocking against him faster needing more, I couldn't stand that he was buried inside me doing nothing. he never did nothing, he would usually have me under him screaming as he took his desires out onto me by now. as if sensing my thoughts he lifted my hips almost completely off his member before slamming me back down. he repeated the motion, mimicking it with his tongue. I practically screeched as he started bouncing me, fast and hard. I pulled away from the kiss in desperate need of air, his name spilling from my lips in desperate pants and moans. I barely registered when he switched our positions so I was below him on the couch, one leg over his shoulder as he mercilessly thrust into my overly sensitive pussy. He growled into my ear as I felt the coil in my stomach tighten, "cum for me bitch."

I screamed and stars danced across my vision as my body convulsed around his member, he thrust into me a few more times before fining his own release, consequently sending me into another, smaller, orgasm. I raised a brow at him as he pulled out, "going for a quickie today?" I was genuinely curious, Inuyasha never stopped after just one round. by the looks of him he didn't want to either.

He smirked at me, "can't have the room and us smelling like sex when the pup comes around, that would bring up questions."

I flushed, realizing he was correct, and ran off to get a shower.

A few hours later:

Shippo sat on Inuyasha's bed in his monkey pajamas jumping slightly, his tail swishing back and forth in anticipation. I sat on the bed with him, snuggling under the covers as Inuyasha put in Shippo's movie choice, some comedy about talking animals he insisted he had to see. one the movie was in my mate swiftly walked over and joined me under the covers, he wrapped his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder as shippo settled between our legs. we spent the next few hours as I always pictured I would when I had a family, snuggled together watching movies and peacefully passing the time. for once the idea of what was to come and the turmoil the world around me was the last thing on my mind, I was content lying in the arms of my mate with my pup sleeping softly beside me. I faintly registered Inuyasha's hushed goodnight and his lips on my forehead before I drifted to sleep against his warmth.

you know what I JUST realized? you have all those bitches saying things like 'size doesn't matter' and that, 'it doesn't matter if I love him.' well...they are liars. just look at faniction, has any of the 'rated m' male leads EVER had a small cock? I DONT THINK SO! feh. love him or not I guess bad sex is bad sex.