Something Worth Living For
Chapter 21
When spring came, Chloe had already started researching about her scholarship. This year, she would have to apply as soon as March and she'd have the answer by June. She'd have to take one test and, depending on the results, she'd have an interview.
Beca was busy with finals as well so she barely had time to think about Chloe's scholarship or even see Chloe. The redhead had made it clear she wouldn't do anything to make Beca pass the test, that she would have to do it on her own, which Beca had actually been expecting. She didn't even want Chloe to do anything like that.
Beca had been spending a lot more time with Stacie and the two Emily's and the trio was a lot of fun. They were actually fun to study with, Stacie knew Math and English and Beca knew Biology and History.
Jill was mostly worried about court and the lawsuit against Scott so she was usually in her office, talking to lawyers and such, so Beca didn't bother her.
Maddie, Chloe's sister, was helping Jill with the lawsuit, she'd come to Atlanta several times and she'd visited. But when she did come, she came alone and stayed for a short period of time, like 3 to 4 days.
Chloe had been spending a lot of time with Aubrey and Maddie when she came. The two were fun to be with and they gave her hope that she'd get the scholarship this time.
Chloe was over at her parents' house with Aubrey and Maddie. Anthony was somewhere in the house while Olivia had gone to the store.
Chloe was sitting on the couch, her back resting against the armrest and her feet were up. She was reading from a huge Marine Biology book, highlighting important parts and making notes on a small notebook.
"Chloe, take a break, you're gonna psych yourself out!" Aubrey said, coming into the living room with two rather big muffins, one of herself and one for Chloe.
"I can't take a break, Bree, I need this scholarship." Chloe said, taking a bite of the muffin.
Maddie was talking to her husband in her room. This was the time they usually Skyped, so she wasn't near for this conversation but she would've agreed with Aubrey. As would Anthony.
"Chlo, you're gonna get it, but if you're so tense and buried up in books you will have a psychotic break." Aubrey said.
Chloe chuckled.
"I didn't know you were an expert in psychology." Chloe said.
"I am, so take a little break and talk to your best friend, we haven't talked in so long." Aubrey said.
Chloe chuckled again and gave in. She placed her textbook and notebook on the coffee table before she turned to Aubrey.
"You know, I feel.. If I get this scholarship, I'm.. I'm gonna be living in Hawaii! Away from my parents, away from Alex and Maddie, away from you and even—,"
Chloe cut herself off when she realized she was gonna say Beca's name. Aubrey must've sensed it because she frowned at her friend's "almost caught" face.
"What?" Aubrey asked. "Even who?"
"No one." Chloe tried to look casual as she looked down at her muffin.
"Chloe, I've known you for 20 years, I know what your 'oh my God I almost got caught' face looks like." Aubrey said.
Chloe blushed. She dreaded looking at Aubrey but she knew not looking would just make things worse.
"Chloe, what was the other person you were gonna say?" Aubrey asked.
"My students." Chloe said quickly, high fiving herself mentally. "Even my students."
Aubrey narrowed her eyes. She knew she wasn't telling the truth.
"Chloe, are you dating anyone?" She asked.
"No." Chloe said.
"Chlo you know you can tell me." Aubrey said. "I just want you to be happy."
"I can't tell you because there's nothing to tell." Chloe said.
"Really? You've been awfully happy these last few months, even after you lost your baby." Aubrey said as she thought.
Chloe forced herself to roll her eyes but her heart still ached at the mention of her unborn child.
"Chloe, are you dating a student?" Aubrey asked.
"What? How did you get there?" Chloe asked.
"You've been pretty close to that Mitchell girl." Aubrey pointed out.
"Oh so that means I'm dating her?" Chloe said.
"I don't know, Chloe! I'm just trying to figure out why my best friend doesn't call me anymore, doesn't come visit me or doesn't invite me over like she used to." Aubrey said. "It would all make sense if you were dating Mitchell."
Chloe bit her tongue to stop herself from telling Aubrey to stop calling Beca "Mitchell", she knew the girl hated it.
"Aubrey, I'm not dating her or anyone! Can you let it fucking go?" Chloe asked.
Aubrey's face softened and she sighed, relaxing.
"Sorry, I'm sorry." Aubrey said. "I just miss you, Chlo. I know you wouldn't do something like that."
Chloe remained quiet and she was thankful she could mask her silence with anger.
"Can we just.. hang out like we used to?" Aubrey asked.
Chloe managed a small smile.
"Of course we can." She said.
Aubrey smiled and Maddie came back into the room with a tired sigh.
Chloe was very happy when her sister changed the subject and started talking about the stress that was helping Jill with her lawsuit.
But then.. what lawsuit?
"Sorry.. Are you talking about Jill Boone?" Chloe asked. By now she knew Maddie had been Jill's student in Law School.
"Yeah." Maddie said. "She's suing her ex husband for reckless endangerment of a minor."
"What?" Chloe asked but then it clicked. "You mean Beca?"
"Yeah." Maddie said. "He said some stuff to her and she ended up in the hospital after getting alcohol poisoning."
"Oh my God so it was his fault?" Chloe asked.
Maddie frowned.
"What do you mean?" She asked.
"That night, Beca showed up at my doorstep, saying stuff like it she wasn't gay, it would be easier, if she wasn't gay, she wouldn't have almost been raped." Chloe said.
"Really?" Maddie said.
"Yeah, so I took her home then Jill and I took her to the ER." Chloe explained.
"Why didn't you say that earlier? You can testify to Beca's state when she came home." Maddie said.
"Definitely!" Chloe said. She felt tears wanting to fill her eyes but she fought back.
Beca had never mentioned to her that she drank like that because of her dad. Chloe could understand, she was ashamed but the redhead would've said something to that bastard who hurt her girlfriend.
"Okay, so I'm gonna talk to Jill." Maddie said. "She never mentioned there was a third person there."
"Maybe she or Beca felt weird because I'm Beca's teacher." Chloe tried. Or maybe Beca didn't want Chloe to know what happened that night between her and her dad. She honestly didn't know.
Then Chloe thought about it.
"Maddie, wouldn't it be better if I spoke to Jill and Beca? I mean, kids at school already think I'm dating Beca because of our tutoring sessions." Chloe said. "Maybe that's why Jill never said anything."
"That makes sense." Maddie thought. "Your credibility would be questioned."
Chloe just nodded. She wanted to help but she didn't want to be an even bigger problem in Jill and Beca's lives.
"I'll talk to Jill." Maddie said.
"Okay." Chloe said. "And let me know if I can help."
"I will." Maddie said.
Chloe sighed. She really needed to talk to Beca.
oO0Oo
Beca had asked Chloe if she could stay for 2 hours instead of only 1 on Thursday so she could help her study for the finals.
Jill was in Court so she wasn't home when Chloe got to Beca's. The brunette let her in and she was about to kiss her when the redhead made a run for the bathroom with a quick "Sorry, I gotta go!" to her girlfriend.
Beca just laughed and shook her head while she closed and locked the door. She then went back to the living room to watch Netflix.
Chloe washed her hands and sighed in relief before she came out of the bathroom.
"Okay, I'm here to get that kiss now." Chloe said but when she came into the living room, she stopped dead in her tracks when she saw Beca with one hand down her pants. The redhead looked at the TV and saw the younger girl was watching Young & Hungry and Elliot just came and she got even more confused, "Beca, what the fuck are you doing?! I thought you were gay!"
Beca looked up at the confused redhead.
"And I am."
"So why are you masturbating to some short Asian guy on TV?" Chloe asked.
"I'm not masturbating." Beca laughed but stood up and turned off the TV. "Let's just get started."
Chloe still felt a little creeped out but she shook it off and they headed to the living room. She immediately grabbed her notebook and, since the table was glass, she could see the teenager had her hand down her pants again but she was looking at her notes with a frown.
"I have some doubts about photosynthesis." she said.
Chloe shook her head. She just couldn't focus when Beca had a hand down her pants! It seemed unreal for her that someone could be touching themselves while studying.
"Okay.. we can do some exercises." Chloe said.
"Okay." Beca said. "Can we go over the process one more time?"
"Sure." Chloe said.
Chloe tried to ignore it, she tried not to think about it, but she couldn't help but think how could Beca have her hand down her pants but she didn't seem to be moving it and, if she was touching herself, she was doing a fucking great job at hiding it.
"Beca, what are you doing?" Chloe finally asked.
"What are you talking about?" Beca frowned.
"Are you touching yourself?" Chloe asked. Beca rolled her eyes.
"No, I just have my hand down there." she said.
"But why?" Chloe asked.
Beca shrugged.
"Because it feels nice." she said.
Chloe looked lost at that.
"What?" she asked.
"Do you know how some people play with their hairs, lick their lips or bite their lips to calm down? I just.. I put my hands down my pants in a non sexual way." Beca said. "It helps me relax and concentrate, that's why my mom thinks she's caught me masturbating so many times."
Chloe narrowed her eyes.
"Are you trying to come up with this story just so I don't think you're some kind of addict?" Chloe asked.
"Dude, no! I'm being serious!" Beca said. "If I was in fact masturbating, you'd hear me go," she started faking moaning and making exaggerated faces which made Chloe laugh. "But I'm not doing that, am I?"
Chloe just shook her head, she didn't know if she wanted to know the answer.
"Let's just get to it." Chloe said.
Beca nodded and, sure enough, her right hand was back in her pants.
Chloe was actually doing a good job at ignoring Beca's hand because the brunette really looked like she was telling the truth.
"What actually happens is, since plants need light to do the photosynthesis, it doesn't happen at night but they do save the light from– okay, Beca stop!" Chloe ran her fingers through her hair.
"What did I do now?" Beca asked.
"I can't.. I can't ignore the fact that your hand is in your pants!" Chloe said.
"Dude, I'm not even doing anything! It's weird, I know, but it helps me relax and focus!" Beca said.
Chloe just chuckled and shook her head.
"You're a Freudian nightmare, Mitchell." she said.
Beca grinned.
"Thanks!" she said.
"Can you stop though? I can't focus when you're touching yourself."
"I'm not touching myself!" Beca said. "This is something I do all the time, you're just gonna have to get used to it."
Beca just smirked and Chloe groaned.
"Thank God we have two hours today, I'd go crazy with only 1." Chloe said.
"Definitely." Beca laughed at the redhead's face.
Chloe just gave her a look and tried to go back to teaching her.
oO0Oo
On Saturday, Beca had been invited to study by Stacie, so the two Juniors were in the taller brunette's house studying while her parents were out of town. At first, she thought the girl was just trying to make a move on her but then she remembered Stacie was dating Emily and she probably wouldn't be trying anything.
They had just gone over English, now they were studying Biology. Stacie was still in shock at how good Beca was at that subject and how well she explained it.
"You make it all so easy." Stacie groaned.
"Well it is easy." Beca said. "Chloe was just teaching me that on Thursday."
Stacie frowned.
"Chloe?" she asked.
"Miss Beale." Beca tried not to blush at her slip up.
"Is she giving you private classes or something?" Stacie asked.
"Yeah, she's tutoring me." Beca shrugged.
"Beca, why do you need her to tutor you?" Stacie asked. "You're really smart."
Beca shrugged.
"Wait, is there something going on between you two?" Stacie asked.
"No." Beca was quick to answer.
Stacie just looked at Beca, who wouldn't look her in the eye.
"That older woman you said you were dating.. it's her isn't it?" Stacie said.
Beca immediately looked up at her and the look on her face gave her away.
Stacie stood up, her hands going straight to her head.
"Oh my God.." She said.
Beca stood up as she cautiously watched the taller brunette pace.
"That's.. That's disgusting!" Stacie said finally, looking at the shorter girl.
"Two girls dating? That's disgusting to you? I thought you were gay, Stacie." Beca frowned.
"I am gay!" Stacie said. "Beca the disgusting part is not that you're dating another girl! It's the fact that you're dating your teacher!"
Beca crossed her arms, trying to fight the tears.
"Do you understand now? Do you really want to be in a relationship where your girlfriend can say 'That's not how I taught you' because she teaches female anatomy!" Stacie said.
"Don't you understand it?! I love her!" Beca said, tears already streaming down her face.
Stacie looked shocked at hearing that.
"You love her?" She spoke.
"Yes!" Beca said. "I didn't choose this, it just happened."
Beca sat back down and tried to wipe her tears.
Stacie sighed and sat down next to her friend.
"Why couldn't you have fallen for me instead, Beca? It would've been so much easier." Stacie said with a tone of sympathy.
Beca remained quiet, she just wiped her tears as more came.
"I don't need you to understand this, Stacie. I just need you to not tell anyone." Beca said. "Please, that's important. Not anyone."
Stacie thought about it.
"Okay." She said. "I'm not gonna tell anyone."
"Thanks." Beca said.
Stacie sighed. She still didn't understand but she was trying to. Sure, she had her fair share of crushes on teachers and whatnot but she could draw a line.
And then, Stacie remembered, if Beca and Miss Beale were dating, it meant the older woman also wanted it, she consented to it. So Beca was totally crazy on her own, their teacher had a part in it. And she was an adult who, supposedly, knew what she was doing.
Stacie just shrugged and decided to leave the two be. She didn't want to get in the middle of that but she did hope the two knew what they were doing.
oO0Oo
With the whole lawsuit thing, Jill would often travel to New York to consult with Maddie or she'd spend a few days away from home or arriving home late.
For Beca, that wasn't much of a problem when she could call her awesome girlfriend and invite her to stay the night.
As time went on, Beca felt more and more comfortable with the redhead. The two would often make out and it wasn't rare for one of them or either to come and it wasn't something that embarrassed Beca anymore. She would take proud when Chloe would suddenly start screaming mid makeout.
Beca felt bad for the older woman. She was lasting less and less and it would take less to bring her to orgasm and the brunette thought about how she was, whether she liked it or not, withholding sex from her.
She'd heard that once you get sexually active, you need it, you crave it and you miss it. Since Beca wasn't, she didn't exactly "miss" sex so she didn't know what the redhead was going through.
Beca always thought she'd be able able to tell her mom when she decided to lose her virginity. She felt bad because she couldn't, her mom was her best friend next to Hallie, but she couldn't tell her 12-year-old sister she was thinking about having sex with her girlfriend. The girl thought straight sex was gross, she would flip if she heard Beca talking about lesbian sex.
Chloe was sleeping over at Beca's house once again. They were cuddling on the living room in Beca's floor while watching How I Met Your Mother after eating dinner.
Beca smirked and silently put her hands down her pants and laughed when Chloe cringed and sat a little farther from her.
"Dude what's the matter with you?" Beca asked.
"It's weird!" Chloe said.
"You're the only person in the whole world who doesn't want their girlfriend with her hands down her pants." Beca said.
"That's right, my hands should be down your pants." Chloe said.
Beca laughed even louder.
"That's the problem?" Beca asked and Chloe bit her lips. The brunette then removed her hands and looked at her with a sly grin. "Be my guest."
Chloe laughed. She was laying on the couch, her arms wrapped around Beca's waist, who was sitting up.
Chloe was awkward at first but she did put her hand down Beca's pants, which she could tell the brunette wasn't expecting, because she did jump a little.
"Dude!"
"What? You said I could!" Chloe said with a light chuckle.
Beca rolled her eyes. She didn't really mind having Chloe's hand down her pants.
That is, until Chloe started ghosting her fingers over the girl's underwear, effectively giving Beca shivers.
It was Chloe's time to smirk when she decided to be brave and started rubbing light circles on the brunette's underwear.
"Chloe.." Beca's voice was low and breaking.
"Mm?" Chloe said innocently.
"What are you doing?" Beca asked.
Chloe just shrugged because what else could she say? She was too turned on to come up with a sentence.
Truth be told, Chloe had never actually touched Beca down there. Through her pants, underwear, she never did. This was the closest she'd ever got.
Chloe's actions became firmer and Beca's breathing became faster and more hitched.
But of course, it didn't last forever.
The two girls completely forgot the white kitty sitting to Beca's left, who was silently watching the lump moving under her owner's pants. Zorka suddenly pounced, her claws going through Beca's black skinny jeans and right to the redhead's hand, making her scream in surprise.
"Zorka!" Beca gently removed her cat from her lap, carefully so she wouldn't cut Chloe's hand.
Zorka watched Chloe's hand before looking up at the redhead, as if she was checking if she hurt her.
"You're such a cunt blocker, Zorka." Beca said to her cat, who just stared back at her. "Dude are you okay?"
"Yeah, she didn't cut me." Chloe said. "My allergies weren't that bad, I don't sneeze that much around Zorka anymore."
Chloe examined her hand and it was just a little red but nothing major.
Beca then turned back to her cat and pointed a finger at her.
"Cunt blocker. Bad cute little cunt blocker." As Beca waved her finger in front of the cat, Zorka pounced again on her wonder's finger, which made Beca scream in surprise and Chloe laugh. "Fuck you."
"You know I don't have a problem with that." Chloe said.
Beca glared at her but the redhead laughed.
"You know what you should do to make up for your cat attacking me?" Chloe asked while Beca stood up to go to the bathroom to clean her hand.
"What?" Beca asked as she turned on the tap.
"Put on a show for me." Chloe said and bit her lip. Now she didn't even try to mask it, she was only half kidding and Beca knew it.
"What kind of show?" Beca asked.
"Well you know, if you wanted to like.. strip for me or something." Chloe bit her lip as she waited for Beca's response.
"Zorka didn't even hurt you that much, dude! I bet you're even playing with her just now." Beca said.
Sure enough, Chloe was massaging Zorka's pink tummy while she purred and meowed every now and again.
"I'm only kidding." Chloe said.
"No you're not." Beca laughed. "Hold on I'm gonna take off my pants."
"Okay." Chloe said before pulling Zorka onto her lap.
After a few seconds, Beca came back. Chloe expected her to be wearing some comfy shorts but she was wearing nothing but her underwear and her blue Batman shirt.
"Beca!" Chloe said, surprised.
"What? You don't want around like that at home?" Beca asked.
"No..?" Chloe said.
"Seriously? My mom and I do it all the time. She hasn't been doing it because you're always here." Beca explained as she sat down, putting her left leg up on the coffee table.
"Well I heard but I always thought it was weird. I mean I live in an apartment, other apartments can see into mine." Chloe said.
"You should try it." Beca said casually. "I'm gonna go make popcorn."
"Okay." Chloe said.
Beca went downstairs and Chloe waited while she played with Zorka. An idea sparked in her head and she smirked. She didn't hear popping yet so she quietly made her way downstairs. She peaked inside the kitchen and saw Beca had her back to her while she faces the microwave.
Chloe quietly snuck up on her and grabbed her by the waist, startling the younger girl who let out a girlish scream.
"Boo." Chloe said in a whisper before connecting their lips.
Beca hummed and allowed Chloe to press her up against the counter while placing her hands on her hips. She then became very aware that the only thing separating Chloe from the happy place was her underwear.
Chloe deepened the kiss by sliding her tongue past Beca's lips, smirking at the way the girl hummed and she could feel her knees give out a little bit.
Beca suddenly came to her senses and her eyes widened before she pushed her girlfriend away.
"No no no, okay? No." Beca said, though Chloe was still standing close to her and holding her by the hips.
"What? Why?" Chloe frowned, confused.
"This is a kitchen! There's a stove and knives around and I don't trust myself around either." Beca said.
Chloe chuckled.
"You're such a buzzkill. And then you call Zorka a cunt blocker." Chloe said.
"She is! Because that's exactly what she did when she pounced!" Beca said.
Chloe laughed even harder.
"Okay, okay. How about you bring your popcorn upstairs and then we can have some fun." Chloe suggested.
"Sure. Away from Zorka and the kitchen." Beca said.
Chloe chuckled and kissed the tip of the teenager's nose before she allowed her to grab the popcorn from the microwave.
Beca could tell Chloe was just about ready to jump her — all the evidences were right there! — and she honestly wanted to give her what she wanted but she still didn't felt ready. Not to go all the way, at least.
So they went to bed to cuddle and watch Netflix while eating popcorn, Zorka followed. Chloe was again with her hands wrapped around Beca's waist and she was crazy to just put her hands back down the brunette's pants.
"No hands down your pants now?" Chloe teased.
Beca shrugged.
"I've got no pants." She said simply.
Chloe boldly put her hand on Beca, over her underwear. She didn't move or do anything with it, she just kept her hand there, biting her lips as she waited to see the brunette's reaction.
Beca bit the corner of her lip, trying not to show that this was affecting her. It was different, Chloe's hand was so close, it would be so easy to just do a little pull here, a little rubbing there and Beca would be moaning Chloe's name.
It was crazy to think about all the sexual tension between them. At first, Beca would blush or try to ignore it but now she just couldn't — and did want to — it was right there and everytime Chloe would "joke" about something sex related, Beca would push her awkwardness aside and just respond to it the best way she could. She admired Chloe for her self control, Beca knew she couldn't do it if that was her having to hold back.
"Hey." Chloe said, wondering.
"Yeah?"
"Remember when you said that.. I had to make it up to you?"
Beca thought about what the redhead meant and when she finally got it, she laughed.
"You just can't wait to touch me, can you?" Beca asked.
Chloe groaned before she sat up so she could look at Beca.
"No, I can't, I mean, have you seen you?" Chloe asked. "Yes, it's driving me crazy not to touch you but I will respect your choices as long as you don't mind those jokes and questions."
"I don't mind." Beca chuckled. "And you know you can touch me. I just.. I don't know."
"What? Beca, this is the time where you should talk to me." Chloe said.
"I know that I'm comfortable with you touching me or with me touching you, I'm just.. I'm not ready to go all the way.. yet..?" Beca said.
"Okay I get that, but let me ask you one question: if we just touch each other we're still gonna be having sex because we're a lesbian couple, Beca. 'All the way' for us is touching." Chloe said. "So can I ask? Are you uncomfortable with your body, with seeing someone naked, with being with someone else naked, what is it?"
"You're being a shrink now?" Beca said, making Chloe giggle. "And I don't know I guess it's the whole having sex thing, you know? Like.. I know I like you a lot but.. Dude we haven't even said the L word yet."
"Lesbian?"
"Love!" Beca said and they both laughed.
"Ooooh, the other L word." Chloe giggled.
"Yeah! And I mean.. we haven't even said that to each other yet and.. I think the day I feel comfortable enough to say the L word to you is going to be the day." Beca said.
"That's okay, Beca, no pressure." Chloe said. "And if you do feel that I'm pressuring you, just tell me and I'll stop."
"Okay." Beca nodded. "Quick question, since you know that stuff."
Chloe's eyebrows knitted but she didn't have a surprised look on her face, she was waiting to see what would come out of her girlfriend's mouth.
"So I'm a virgin and since I plan on losing it to you and since we're both girls and your fingers are not that long, they won't tear or break or whatever my hymen.. will I still be a virgin after we have sex?" Beca asked.
Chloe thought about it. This was a trick question.
"I don't know, I mean technically, biologically, yes you will still be a virgin." Chloe said.
"Okay so my hymen will stay intact for my entire existence?" Beca asked, annoyed.
"Well you know there are ways to break it." Chloe said, finding it weird that the girl seemed to actually want her hymen to be broken. "You can buy a vibrator or a dildo and.. you know, do it yourself."
Now, Beca was blushing. Chloe would be if she didn't have to talk about sex and stuff like that to her students. Sure, they had Sex Ed classes but you can never say it enough.
"What, so you're suggesting that I do it myself? Honey, if I put a dildo down there and it breaks my hymen that thing is gonna stay there! That thing isn't going anywhere!" Beca said.
Chloe laughs.
"Beca, you're supposed to start by stretching it. It's not supposed to hurt if you use lube." Chloe said. "It's your own body, you should explore it as you'd like. Who better than you to break your hymen?"
Beca thought about it.
"You're right." Beca said.
"You know Beca, most girls fear the part where their hymens are broken but you actually want to break it? What are you, a masochist?" Chloe asked.
"No. But I wouldn't mind a spanking every once in a while." Beca said and earned herself a slap on the arm.
"Come on, dork, I'm being serious." Chloe said.
Beca shrugged.
"I just figured because.." Beca said before sighing. "Okay, I wanna do some things with you but if I still have my hymen is gonna hurt."
"What is it?" Chloe asked.
"I'm not telling you." Beca said. "Besides, how do you know so much about this virginity stuff?"
"Well, lots of girls come to me at school to ask about it. I know you guys have Sex Ed class but as I heard the teacher is a man and girls feel more comfortable asking another girl about this. Someone who isn't their mother." Chloe explained.
"I see. That's nice of you." Beca smiled.
"Thanks." Chloe smiled back.
"So can you buy me a dildo?" Beca asked.
"What?! Are you crazy? Go buy one yourself!" Chloe said.
"I'm 17, I wouldn't even be allowed in a sex shop much less buy a dildo!" Beca said.
"Okay so ask your mom to buy one." Chloe.
Beca just looked at her before she scoffed.
"Yeah like that's not awkward enough." Beca said. "Please, please, Chloe?"
Chloe rolled her eyes and groaned.
"Fine, I'll buy you a dildo." Chloe said. "God, you're such a weirdo."
Beca grinned.
"You love it."
"Unfortunately, I do." Chloe said.
Beca shoved her playfully but the redhead snuggled close her again and hummed. She really did love that weirdo.