This one is for you edwardcullenfan25..in thanks for making me a banner you are now an advanced reader of mine; (actually the only one) so just think you will be the first finish reading my story, when everyone else is in the dark you will already know what happens! Cool, huh?
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Last night, in retrospect was one night I wish never happened. Why? Because not only did I break down in front of the very people I was trying to protect, but I also broke up with my boyfriend? The word boyfriend in question did not fit Edward, we were so much more than boyfriend and girlfriend we were…soul mates? Destined to be together, however when you have a relationship like mines and Edwards, you cant break up…
So we really didn't. even though I wanted to. Not because I didn't love him, fact of the matter was it was because I loved him that I had to try and end it, note the word try…
It never happened. And I didn't want it to, Edward talked me out of it, though due to my weak will for him, it wasn't too hard.
After endless hours of discussion, my parents agreed that they would let the Cullen's pay the medical expenses and my parents do their best to help me emotionally…I tried to ignore the double meaning there.
Charlie was the most reluctant to accept the Cullen's help and money, I guess I'm sort of like my dad that way, refusing money from people whom offered, but eventually he knew, due to the help of an overly used calculator that he/we wouldn't be able to afford it, I knew that the a Cullen's were filthy rich, however it still made me uncomfortable taking there money from them…
"Edward?" I called from my bed, I knew he was there at the edge of my room, Charlie was already asleep on the couch, because Renee was in his room while Phil decided to rent a motel for the time being.
"yes love?" he asked from the rocking chair he sat in so quietly,
"I'm just making sure your still there." I said, and it was true he was too quiet to even sense, I was already tucked in to my bed and exhausted, my head was pounding hard though I didn't want to tell Edward, or that I had bruises all along my inner thighs and legs, like he would ever find out I always wore jeans…
"I'm here, love. I will never leave your side." he said monotone.
"I know, Edward." he chuckled silently, the sound of music filled my ears,
"Edward?" I asked again, this time he was at my side stroking my hair back into my ears, he bent over slightly and kissed my ear, I wondered if he noticed my heart was beating erratically, he chuckled before he spoke,
"I'm here. Love what do you want?' he asked,
"I want to hear my lullaby." I stated groggily, having leukemia makes you tired,
"okay love." The next thing I knew he slipped into the bed with me, and ever so gently he lifted me up to lie me on his cold, statuesque body, my head just underneath his sharp jaw and resting on his chest, softly I heard his voice as he began to sing me to sleep…
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I know it's short but my next update will be long I promise this is just a fluff chappy… as always read and review…